Zelly

Hope noone is inside

It is something I feel and decided to blog it. Most of us feel loved and wanna be loved. There's not much to do but wait and wait for the time to be right. I have a life to build and so does he. #love #patience #dreams

Meeting you sure was worth it. We have only text eachother, the only time we will talk is at work. And at times you text me wondering how I am. You make me feel fabulous with your comments. You tell me not to worry. You want me to accomplish my goals. You care about me. You want the best for me. I just wish you wanted me. After our friendship I feel like we became great friends because I can tell you everything without hesitation. Does this only mean that we can only be friends or does it mean that there can be an opportunity to give us a try. The times we don’t text, all I think about is you. This doesn’t happen to me all the time. This is new to me. I’ve never grown a friendship with a guy just like this. I mention you to my parents, this might be wierd but they say that the way I speak about you is different. Is it wrong to fall for you? Is it wrong to believe in this? Is your side of the story different, compared to mine?

Your mind is set for a purpose. I believe it was called a dream not just for the future but to use it for motivation. A dream is something to chase. A dream is a purpose in life where you can imagine what it'll be like if you try or if you would have tried. Everything is a purpose, weither you're alone or not. Every person every goal every year is a purpose.

This is where it all started, my two loving grandparents in love. Every second of their life's counted until one day they had to go. They really showed their children the true meaning of love. Usually we all think that loving is art, and I agree with that it is art, but theirs two different kinds. 1) a love where one is willing to do anything for their spouse to be safe. 2) a love where nothing can get in your way. I never met them, besides my grandmother when I was 3 years old. As far as what my dad tells me. She was a rockstar. She was a mother of 16 kids, raised them all by herself while my grandfather worked as a truck driver traveling to different places. My grandfather is a native American born when California used to be mexico. Any who, when I look at this picture it reminds me of the happiest time they always had. By looking at this picture it shows me that love is always there the only think to search for is if your ready to share it with someone else. Since I understood love, I've always told myself this motto and it is hanged on my wall. "Love yourself"