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I'm a days away from getting my sperm count tested... hopefully they say it's extremely low, I will then convince my wife to either leave me so I can become a full time sissy, or talk her into breeding with a black man. Option 2 still has me becoming a sissy most of the time but we will stay together and raise mixed babies.

my wife really wants a baby... I've become even more gay than ever... All I want is to dress up and have a man, I don't want any form of naked women. She made a deal with me. I give her a baby, then I will be allowed to be as much of a sissy faggot as I want. I explained opening this door the way I want to would probably lead me to complete transition and men. She is ok with it. We will just raise the baby in the Alt lifestyle family. Where she is a wife who has multiple friends, and I use to be a man who now is a woman with a pp, and multiple men as well.

i have been hard in my thoughts lately. I should be completely different than I am today. When I was 22 years old, my now wife and I were broken up. I decided to enjoy my single life by enjoying some gay sex. I would fool around with men when I was not in a relationship. I really enjoyed taking it in my ass. I only ever had quickies with guys on the Internet until this 1 guy. I always think about him, he was sexy in every way. Tall, black, toned muscles all over, 8 pack abs, and the biggest cock I've ever seen. All to together we had sex around 10 different times. I can go deeper into those later. What has been weighing on my mind, is during this time I told myself that if my now wife didn't want to get back together, then I would go gay. I look back and wish that I would have just stopped chasing her, I would be a different person altogether. This guy brought out my inner sissy while we were together. I would wear his ex's clothes for him, which I loved more than anything. I would be more than just for men only. I would be living life as a woman today. Instead I'm trapped in a man's body, always wishing to transform into the girl I know I am.

Fast fwd to my wife's first time cuckolding me. She stayed out late with her friend and wouldn't answer her phone. I soon found out the of them were getting their insides rearrange by 2 bbcs at the same time. They were swapping which dick they wanted for hours. The first thing she did before getting in the shower was give me a kiss from lips that dick just came out of. I knew it when I accepted the kiss. But I wasn't a cuckold.... yes I was. Now my wife's pussy is everyone's but mine.

a few years ago my wife fell madly in love with her bull. So much so that she moved out we started divorce and she lived with him. She now knows she loved is dick not him. She has told me stories like how most days they fucked at least 2 times. Once in the morning and once at night. Some days even more. It's been 2 years since they even talked. About a month ago she reached out missing that dick. Now he's coming to visit her. She snuggled up to me, to ask if it is ok to see the guy who broke my heart. I'm not going to say no to her receiving the chance to have her pussy pleased. But there are rules, 1st one is she better get all the sex she can, 2nd one is she is not allowed to wear any clothes when in the hotel room, 3rd is her favorite, I told her no condom, I know how much she loves his bare dick. Last is she can stay with him for as long as she wants. She was shocked by them. I explained that I know she will come home, but I know you are addicted to his dick. I want her to be satisfied, I can't wait to see her blown out pussy!

Thats all I think about. I don't want to see her naked or have with her. I just want to be her, and make dicks hard. When I see a sexy girl it makes me want to be even more attracted to men. If I see their pussy I think about how much better it would look with a beautiful cock in it.

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