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Happy Birthday, Taehyung! ♡ (1995.12.30)

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Two Friends
Chapter 2 - “What if it did?”
teaser: Maybe it was the liquid courage that dared you to continue, that made you say what you’ve been keeping in all these years.
warnings: alcohol, language, infidelity (kinda?)
recommended songs: HML - Milena // Canada - So Yoon // Goodnight n go - Ariana Grande
note: thank u all for waiting for this. i struggled a lot with how to end this chapter lol, pls forgive me for leaving it like that.
wc: 1.1k
Things were normal, at first. You'd still talk to Jungkook often, most of the time just through texts. You'd expected things to change of course like how your regular meetups with Jungkook now always included his wife. You knew very well how to distance yourself from him to not make his wife uncomfortable. You tried very hard to befriend her, and while you two got along just fine it seems like the only common denominator you had was Jungkook. So the meetups became less and less and the messages less frequent.
Jungkook called you along with Jimin, Taehyung and Yoongi to his place. His wife was out of town for the weekend. Frankly, you have been making up excuses whenever Jungkook would invite you over alone. You know he doesn't think much of it as this has been normal but you wanted to respect his wife and well… maybe there was a part of you still that didn't trust your heart being alone with him.
So when your other friends ask you out to a party you say yes. When the guy you meet at the party asks for your number you give it. When he texts you the next day, you reply. You were fine. These were all the things that people do to move on. It’s odd to think you have to move on from a relationship that never happened.
You were sitting around Jungkook’s dining table drinking and talking about mundane things. “So how is married life?” Jimin asks Jungkook. “Oh.. it’s good.. Yeah. We’re still getting used to it but things are… good.” He ends his sentence with a grimace. You thought he sounded strange saying it but you figured it wouldn’t do you well to overthink it. You take a sip, more like a shot, of the whiskey you were nursing.
“___, how’s that guy you’ve been texting?” Taehyung says out of nowhere.
Your eyes widen in shock as you look at your friend. You are coughing out and feeling awkward because everyone’s attention is now on you.
“There’s a guy huh?” Yoongi teases. “Yeah tell us ___.” Jimin tacks on.
“It’s nothing, we’re just texting…”
“How come I don’t know about this guy?” Jungkook’s eyebrows furrowed. You look at him in disbelief, why would he care?
“I mean it’s not a big deal, JK.”
“No but, I’m your best friend aren’t I?”
“I don’t want to bother you with trivial things, besides you’ve been… busy.” You shrug.
“Okay…” Jungkook feels unsatisfied with your answer but he lets it go. You don’t understand why he’s being so touchy over this. Sensing the tension in the room Jimin suddenly talks about how his friend Jin caught a large tuna. You take another shot.
The night wears on and you try to shake off all the thoughts of the earlier conversation. You try your best to participate in your friends' discussions. Though you still feel the weight of Jungkook’s eyes on you. Things weren’t always this complicated. Jungkook was your person, someone you trusted and confided in but it felt wrong going back to how you were because, whether you or he admits it, things are different now that he’s married. You’ve accepted it already, you tried to move on.
Eventually while the other guys were engrossed in talking about whatever, you took an opportunity to slip away. You found yourself outside again, this time on the balcony. The moon once again accompanies you. You look up at its glow and wonder if the moon can read your thoughts. If it judges you for how things turned out.
The sliding door makes a sound behind you.
“You okay?” Jungkook’s voice was soft. You hesitated to turn and look at him.
“Yeah. I just.. needed a moment.” You, readjust the jacket you were wearing.
You turn to face him now, his expression was a mix of concern and perhaps confusion.
“Are you okay?” You ask, stepping closer to him. His presence filled the air, the familiarity of it all making your heart ache.
“No.” His answer surprised you.
“What do you mean?”
He looked at you with hesitation before blurting out “I just feel like.. We’re drifting apart in a way.”
Not wanting to make this anything else you try to be defensive “Is this because I didn’t tell you about the guy?”
“What? No! ___ this is more than just the guy, I barely talk to you anymore. It feels like you’re purposely pushing me away and I don’t understand why.” His words hit you like a ton of bricks, you didn’t think he’d notice how different you were acting.
Before you could respond Jungkook steps closer, holding a hand to your face. You feel your pulse pick up and you hated the way his hand felt so warm, so comfortable.
“Please, tell me what’s wrong.. I miss you.” He pleaded, his eyes looked at you with so much longing you were almost ready to risk it all.
But, this wasn't right.
“Jungkook, stop.” Your voice comes out almost like a whisper. You felt a sense of defeat because you know just how this night would end once you spill your emotions.
“What is it? Do you just not want to be friends with me anymore?” The tone of his voice was rising.
“No!” You panicked, “never that, Jungkook. You’re married now, and things are just different…”
“Why does it have to be different? You know I would never want you to feel like things are different just because I’m married. You’re important to me too, ___. ”
You can’t take it any longer, whatever restraint you had was hanging on by a thin piece of thread.
“Because!” You snap.
“Because, what?!”
“Because, I don’t know how to be just your best friend Jungkook!”
Maybe it was the liquid courage that dared you to continue, that made you say what you’ve been keeping in all these years.
“Not when I want to be more…” Jungkook is taken aback.
There’s a suffocating silence that surrounds the both of you. There was no relief in your admittance, the weight of the words you just let go felt like it crushed you even more making it hard to breathe. You think you fucked everything up now.
“Jungkook, I’m sorry… Please forget about it. It’s probably just the whiskey talking..” Tears spilling out of you now, a wave of regret sweeping over as you try to fix what just happened, as you try to mend your friendship. If the ground could just swallow you right then and there.
“Why are you only telling this to me now?” Jungkook’s voice was low, almost like he was talking to himself.
“What? It’s not like it would’ve made a difference.” You say it but you can’t help the way your heart jolted at what he said. Because you didn't want to make the situation any worse than it is you try to sidestep him to get inside, but he grabs a hold of your hand and faces you to him. There’s a hesitant pause before his mouth twitches, and then…
“What if it did?” He says.
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Hot Choco
jimin x reader!oc
[fluff, frenemies to lovers, holiday fic, one-shot]
Warnings: slow(ish) burn, language, very tropey lmao, kissing :)
Summary: It’s Christmas eve eve and there’s no better way to spend it than being stuck with the person you detest right? Right…
Note: happy holidays everyone! i really wanted to write a cute, cozy, cliche holiday story and so i hope i was able to portray all of that lol. i hope everyone's holidays are going good so far. also we're so close to bts year ahhhh.
wc: 2.6k
Hot Choco
Holidays used to be so much fun as a kid. You missed the days when you'd get to experience whimsy. Now, as an adult, reality sets in and you’re faced with a whole lot of responsibilities.
The cafe you worked in was decorated festively. Although quaint in size, there was a coziness with the way Christmas lights across the walls illuminated the area. Stockings were hung on the wall, and a small tree was placed by the door. Despite all this and the Christmas music playing, you can't help but feel tired. It's two days before Christmas and today has been one of the busiest days at the cafe. Thankfully, it's about thirty minutes to five which means, it's almost closing time. You were standing and leaning on the counter tapping your fingers in anticipation.
“____, sorry. Something came up at home and I need to head there right now. Are you alright closing up by yourself?” Your co-worker and best friend, Hoseok asks with a look of concern. You didn't mind since there probably won't be anymore customers plus, he's covered for you last time.
“No worries! I'll be fine here.” You assure him.
“Oh my god, thank you!” He rushes to hug you, “You're the best you know that! The bestest in the world, what would I ever do without you?” He squeezes you tighter, and you can’t help but giggle at his silliness.
“Alright, alright. Now go before you squeeze me to death.” You shove him away.
He grabs his things and tells you to take care later on as you wave him off.
You hope there won't be anymore customers. At 4:45, you make the executive decision to start closing up. As you head over to the staff area to tidy things, the familiar chime of the call bell makes a sound. You mutter a cuss word under your breath, before turning around to see who it was.
Your eyebrows furrow at the site in front of you. Great… if it isn't persona non grata, Park Jimin.
You declared him your sworn enemy ever since he beat you at the 5th grade science fair with his stupid, solar powered project. Okay maybe it wasn’t stupid, but 5th grade you was salty and it didn’t help that he began gloating about it. You had mutual friends with him which made it inevitable that you saw him so regularly. Once he found out how easy it was to get under your skin he teased you relentlessly, sometimes it would be playful though most of the time you’d both end up squabbling. Jimin just liked to push your buttons, he found it amusing.
“We’re closed.” You crossed your arms.
“Oh? Don't you close at 5, and…” he does a show of looking at his wrist watch before turning back to you “look at that, there's still 15 minutes left.” He says smartly tapping on his watch.
You grumble, “What do you want?”
“Good question!” He places a hand to his chin, as if to contemplate.
You think his sole purpose in life was to annoy you. As you glare at him, you take notice of how he was looking very much like a Christmas elf, a Christmas hat sat on top of his blonde locks.
Your thoughts were interrupted,
“One hot choco please!”
You roll your eyes. As you process his order, you can't help but ask
“Where's the other Christmas elves?” Jimin was rarely alone, he was always with his infamous group of friends. You would think they were one unit with the way they were always together. Always so boisterous in the hallways.
He raises an eyebrow, “Curious, aren't we?”
“Whatever.”
“If you must know, they're actually waiting for me so we can do the toy drive.”
“Oh... ok.” You purse your lips. Well that definitely explains the outfit. You were surprised, frankly you can't believe that Jimin actually cared about anyone else other than himself but hey it is Christmas and maybe this is one of those miracles.
You hand him his hot chocolate, “Enjoy.” pulling your lips into a straight line, it was your best effort at a smile.
“Thanks. Happy holidays…” He makes his way outside and grabs the door open.
“Oh.. fuck!” He stumbles back as a gust of wind forces the door to shut.
You look at him startled before approaching him hesitantly and asking if he was okay.
“Yeah.. I just.. the wind.” he gestures vaguely at the doors direction.
You both now stare at the storm outside. It was hard to see anything other than the strong wind blowing bits of snow. You notice a huge white mountain directly outside the cafe.
“Um.. is that your car?” He lets out a sigh, “Yup..”
Dumbfounded and moving out of instinct you reach for the door but Jimin stops you before you could open it.
“No! Are you crazy?! Keep it closed.”
“I just can’t believe this.” The weather rarely ever gets this bad in your town and you never actually experienced a blizzard before. Panic starts to get to you at the thought of being stuck here for God knows how long.
“Yeah, we’re gonna have to wait it out.” Jimin plops down on one of the chairs.
“Oh perfect, not only am I stuck here. I am also stuck here with you.” You were pacing around now.
“You act like this is the worst thing in the world. Others would die to be in your position.” You hated how smug he sounded.
“Not me.” You clapback. You knew very well how popular Jimin is amongst your school, somewhat of a heartbreaker. You can’t deny that he was handsome and you can’t blame the group of people who’d fall for his flirtatious charms, if only they knew how he really was. Your disdain for him only grew after he broke your friend’s heart.
“Ouch.” He clutches his chest in fake hurt.
Wanting to put as much distance between you and him, you make your way to the bar. Taking off your apron. You assess the situation you were in. It was a couple minutes past five and if it had been a normal day you would’ve been home by now. You checked your phone and saw that there was no signal. You really had no choice but to sit and wait.
You tried to find the silver lining. At least you were indoors, you had a supply of food, a bathroom, everything you needed to survive. You were warm and had heating on.
Oh shit.
As if on cue, the lights shut off.
You let out a scream, you hated the dark.
Jimin, now alerted, started calling for you. You could barely pay attention to anything as you tried to soothe yourself, sinking to the floor and hugging your knees to your chest. This is the worst day ever you thought as your heartbeats quicken in pace and fear takes over your body.
“___? Are you okay?” His voice sounded closer.
He managed to find you by the bar, the light on his phone was the only source of illumination.
You felt so vulnerable and you wish he didn’t see you like this, this is probably going to be another thing he teases you about.
“Hey.. what’s wrong?” He said softly.
He knelt beside you as you still struggled to find your voice.
“Shhh it’s okay.” He takes you in his arms and despite your current feelings for him you allow yourself to be comforted by Jimin. Your face was against his chest and you couldn’t help but breathe in his scent. The mix of his fabric softener and his cozy vanilla perfume smelled really good.
You feel the warmth of his hand on your back as he soothes you. Strangely, this was helping. You were starting to feel okay. A few moments passed as you were calming down. The feeling of fear was quickly replaced with that of embarrassment when you realize this was the closest you and Jimin have ever been. You quickly pull away from him.
“Sorry…” You say sheepishly.
“No, it’s alright. I didn’t expect you to be so scared of the dark.” He said sincerely.
“I had a really bad experience when I was young. I watched a scary movie and I just never grew out of that fear.” You weren’t sure why you were telling him this.
“Oh… well if it helps I’m really terrified of heights and… butterflies.”
You can’t help but snort, “Really?”
“Hey.. don’t make fun of me.” He pouts.
“No, I’m sorry. Why butterflies?”
“There was one time when a butterfly somehow went into my shirt and it was crawling all over me. I felt violated. Plus, they actually look terrifying if you don’t consider their wings.” He goes on a rant.
You can’t help but giggle at him being so heated over it.
“I see.. Well thank you for telling me that.” You felt a bit more at ease now.
“No worries.”
Maybe Jimin wasn’t so bad after all…
You both get up from the floor. Remembering that there were candles stored in the staff room meant for decoration, you tell Jimin about it and he helps light them, giving the dark cafe some warm glow.
An hour had passed and the weather was still relentless. You sat across from Jimin. The air around you grew colder without the heating. You curse yourself for not wearing anything thicker as you shiver. Hugging yourself and rubbing at your arms for some heat, Jimin looks at you.
“Are you cold?”
“No.” You say stubborn but the chattering of your teeth betrays you.
“You’re cold. Do you want to sit next to me? Body warmth and all that.”
“Are you for real?” You looked at him thinking he was being ridiculous.
“Well… yes.” He deadpans.
You contemplated for a second before you found yourself walking towards him. Maybe it was the cold induced delirium but you actually really needed a source of warmth, even if that source was Jimin. You’d rather suck it up than get hypothermia.
He opens his arms expecting you.
“Don’t you dare try to do anything.” You point a finger at him and he raises his hands up in defense.
“Strictly for body heat.”
You settle in his arms. For the second time today you are once again enveloped by his embrace.
“Why are you being so nice?” You peer at him.
“When have I not been?” He grins and so you scoff.
“You’re always making fun of me.”
“You’re so easy to make fun off” He quips, earning a gentle jab from you.
“It’s just… you never really gave me a chance to be your friend and you’d only pay attention to me if I teased you.” He continued earnestly.
“That’s not true…” your voice falters as you start to view your dynamics with each other in a different light. “Well you broke my friend's heart.” You try to come up with a defense.
You feel him shift in his seat. “Seriously? Is that what it is?”
“You don’t exactly have the best track record of maintaining relationships, Jimin.”
“That’s so unfair ___. Do you think I just go around enjoying breaking people’s hearts? It’s not like I’m forcing people to fall for me. You don’t know how bad I felt after I turned down Nia but, it wouldn’t exactly be fair to her if I just went along with a one sided relationship. I also didn’t expect you to believe rumors so easily.”
Ouch. You can’t help but feel a sense of guilt, perhaps you judged Jimin too harshly all these years.
“I’m sorry.” Was all you can say feeling really small, looking away from him.
“No.. I’m sorry too. I was being a real dick to you at times.” He says surprising you.
You look up at him again.
“Maybe we can start over again?”
He smiles at your offer.
“I’d love that.”
He pulls you in tighter. You take a moment to actually look at him. His cheeks were a shade of pink along with the tip of his cute nose. His lips looked so plump and soft and maybe it was the effect that the candlelit cafe had on you but you felt yourself drifting closer. His eyes look at your lips for a fleeting second. You feel your pulse start to pick up as he also closes in on the distance. Inches away from contact, you both pause just for a second and then…
And then the lights in the cafe started to turn on, causing you both to jump and pull away. Jimin cleared his throat,
“Electricity is back…”
Justin Bieber's Mistletoe starts playing through the speakers. Oh God.
“Yeah..” You realize you were still hugging him, feeling embarrassed you straighten up away from his embrace as you excuse yourself to make some tea. What was that? Now that the heating was back on you were feeling warm, a bit too warm from the rush of emotions that happened a while ago. Were you actually going to kiss Jimin? You shake your head, what is this a hallmark movie? You take a sip from your cup feeling dazed.
The storm seems to have calmed down as Jimin indicates.
“I think the worst is over. I just need to clear the snow from my car. You can ride with me, if you want?” He touches his neck, seemingly nervous.
“Oh.. yeah. Sure. Yeah. Let me help you then.” You say a little too fast. Why are you acting like an idiot?
Silently you began clearing the snow from his car which wasn’t too difficult. You close up the cafe and get into Jimin’s passenger seat. There was a weird tension between you two as he drove you home.
You both arrive before your doorstep.
“Thanks!” You tell him not wanting to make the energy around you any more awkward than it is.
Taking a step onto the pavement, your life flashes before your eyes as you underestimate how slippery the ground was. You brace yourself accepting your fate, shutting your eyes and getting ready to shitface the snow.
Thud.
You land on your back and you open your eyes in surprise. Somehow Jimin managed to flip you over before you could hit the ground although this also caused him to topple.
You feel his weight on top of you. He was dangerously close once again. You should’ve been feeling cold laying on the fresh snow but instead, Jimin places a hand on your face that makes your cheeks flush and your body warm with exhilaration.
You blink not really knowing what to do, your words leave you. He licks his lips as he leans in closer. You don’t exactly stop him as his lips graze onto yours. There was some hesitation in his movements before he finally plants a delicate kiss on your lips sending waves of electricity along your body. Jimin pulls away ever so slightly. Before he could try to get a read of your reaction you're already wrapping your arms around his neck, pulling him closer to you as you start kissing him fervently.
This time, it was Jimin’s turn to be shocked and there was a moment's pause before he realized what was happening. Snapping out of it he starts matching your movements deepening the kiss. You run a hand through his fluffy hair. He flips you over so that you’re on top. A thought passes through your mind at how ludicrous you both look right now, making out outside on the snow but you can’t really bring yourself to care enough. Not when Jimin felt so good against you.
You both pull away from the kiss after what seemed like forever.
“That was…” He starts
“Yeah…” You complete.
“Would you like to come in? I mean… you know for body warmth purposes.” You laugh, poking fun at what he said earlier.
He chuckles before agreeing.
I just want to say thank you to everyone who has liked my stories <3. I am aiming to upload Part 2 of Two Friends within this month! and because I'm feeling very productive and festive, I also plan to release a Holiday one-shot before Christmas (hopefully). Hope everyone's doing well this holiday season.
Two Friends
bestfriend!Jungkook x fem!Reader
[fluff, angst, ongoing series]
teaser: Friends, just for now?
warnings: alcohol, language, infidelity (kinda?)
recommended songs: Sparks - Coldplay // Night Bus - Gabrielle Alpin // Clementine - Wet
Note: I have been sitting on this for a while and originally wanted this to be a one-shot. It’s heavily heavily inspired by Love, Rosie so please be warned, it’s going to be angsty. Not sure how many chapters this will be but I have Chapter 2 ready to go after some editing and Chapter 3 in the works soooo, please look forward to it :D
Chapter 1 - A Toast to the Bride and Groom
wc: 920
You've dreamt about this day, fantasized about it even. The wedding hall was beautifully decorated with carefully curated and meticulously placed flowers and soft warm lights illuminating the space. You take a minute to look around taking everything in and thinking how surreal this all feels. The pianist starts to play a melodious song making the atmosphere even more romantic. In just a few moments, everything's going to be different. You take a deep breath, forcing yourself to control your nerves.
Jungkook stood by the altar waiting. He was dressed in a black tuxedo with his hair slicked back. It’s so different from his usual casual attire but still he is as handsome as ever. He looked nervous as he started scanning through the crowd. His eyes land on you and his expression eases as you offer him a gentle smile. You’ve always been each other’s safe place.
You can't help but think about how much you and him have grown. It feels like yesterday when you and him met in middle school. You remember how he looked with his bangs covering his doe like eyes and how much he hated it when people would take notice.
You both kept to yourselves and so you hadn’t really talked to him before until some dumb kids started messing with you causing you to trip and drop the things you were carrying. Of course, Jungkook happened to be there at the right time. You thought he’d join in on teasing but instead, he silently helped you pick up your things and from then on you decided he was someone who had to be in your life.
You were happy… at least that’s what you tell yourself as The Wedding March starts to play and the bride makes her way to the altar to join Jungkook. There's a pang in your heart as you think about how things could've been.
In another life it would've been you standing beside him. It would've been you he was looking at with stars in his eyes, saying his vows and declaring his love to. Except it isn't and you thought you made peace with it. You told yourself It would be alright, at least Jungkook would still be in your life. At least, his soon-to-be-wife was nice... You tell yourself you'd be fine, you’d repeat it to yourself again and again until it would be true.
The ceremony goes by in a blur and it was finally time for the speeches. Of course you were going to speak, it’s your best friend’s wedding. Just get through it, it'll all be over soon. Your grip on the mic tightens as you prepare. There's a lump in your throat now and you try your best to swallow it down along with all the brimming emotions.
“Good evening everyone… first of all congratulations to both of you!” You tried your best to sound cheerful, your smile not quite meeting your eyes. “For those who don’t know me, I’m ___ and I’ve known Jungkook all my life and because I’ve known him all my life I feel compelled to warn you all. Please don't let Jungkook grab a hold of the mic! He will not stop singing, trust me I learned this the hard way.” Earning a light laugh from the audience and a playful glare from Jungkook, you continue.
“I am so lucky to get to know someone who shines as bright as Jungkook and everyone who has had the chance to bask in his light would know just how special he is. I’ve always thought that Jungkook’s bowl grew to hold more capacity throughout the years but it turns out, I underestimated just how much it would take to fill it…”
You look at him fully now, both your gazes unwavering. “and so as I have come to learn just how much kindness and love his heart has to give, I'll spend the rest of my life trying to give it back. I will always support you and your decisions. I love you, Jungkook.” There’s an expression on his face now that you can’t quite read. You wonder if you’re overdoing it, if the audience can sense the storm of emotions brewing inside you and the true intentions of your words… your feelings. You clear your throat.
“...like a sister loves a brother and so I'm glad he has you now,” Glancing at his wife. “To fill in his bowl.” Your voice falters a bit and not trusting your composure you end the speech by giving a toast to the bride and the groom. The crowd gives an applause and you see Jungkook mouth you a thank you as he wipes a lone tear from his face. You nod at him, tears also threatening to spill but you hold it in. It's done. The hardest part of this night was over and you feel the tension in your body ease up a bit.
The night continues on with festivities and you decide to step outside for some fresh air. The moon's glow accompanies you as you reflect on what you were feeling. You've dreamt about this day, fantasized about it even… but that's the problem about dreaming, it's never going to be your reality if you don't act upon it. You love Jungkook and if you were brave enough maybe things would’ve been different. You come to the conclusion that sometimes loving someone means loving them enough to let them go. You'll be alright, you think this time, it's true.
day 364/547 until joon returns
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Namjoon x reader
[fluff, friends to ???]
wc: 866
summary: A day spent at the library with college senior mentor Namjoon as he helps you with an essay about love.
notes: hello... this is my first ever drabble. i hope u like it, i just had this idea in my head for a while and i wanted to write a cute lil library scene
The tapping of the pen on the table happens more frequently as you struggle to come up with something to write about for your literature homework. Shifting in your seat at the library, wondering why words aren’t coming to you since you never struggled to write an essay for your favorite class.
But, here you are now running a hand through your hair, getting frustrated. You’ve spent the Saturday morning writing, rewriting, and scrapping all your ideas for this. The prompt was to write about love which seemed simple enough but part of that requirement is reading the essay out loud and you didn’t want to come up with something lackluster.
Love… there’s so many types of love, you could talk about your love for reading, familial love, and platonic love. Would it be good enough though? Your mind wanders to romantic love and you let out a scoff, who would you write about? You’ve never been in love before. Groaning, you look up to see Namjoon come over to you. He raises his eyebrows and nods with a soft smile which makes his dimples peek out.
Is love merely a feeling of butterflies? You shake the thought out of your head quickly as he approaches. He is wearing his thick rimmed glasses today and his usual set of matching grey sweats. “Hey, you look like you need some help?” He asks, already setting his things beside you. “Hey..” You ruminated for a second before deciding that it’s probably fine to tell him “Yeah, we need to write an essay about love for lit, it’s kinda corny.” You let out a nervous laugh.
“Love is not corny, ___. There’s so many things to write about.” He plops down on the chair beside you.
“I don’t mean love is corny, just that I feel like whatever I write would turn out corny.” You touch your nape, a habit you don’t even realize you do whenever you’re unsure of yourself.
“Nonsense, you’re a good writer ___. I’m sure you can come up with something.” He says as he rummages through his bag. “You seem to know a lot about love.” You muse. Namjoon’s never been with anyone as far as you know, many have tried and many have failed. People would often joke that his one true love is the saxophone. Of course, he's part of the college band too. He’d spend way too much time practicing and bringing it around... everywhere.
He laughs breaking your chain of thoughts “I may not know love but, I do know snacks.” He says cheerfully as he opens up a bag of jelly beans and offers some to you. You roll your eyes but take him up on his offer.
You pop a jelly bean in your mouth, the sweet flavor spreading on your tongue. Namjoon’s presence is comforting but you can’t ignore how hard your heart is beating in your chest as he scooches closer to you. He glances at your notebook full of words crossed, erased and rewritten.
“So love…” He puts a hand to his chin. “What comes to your mind when you think about it?”
“Hmm..” You start to twirl your pen with your fingers. Namjoon’s asking you about love and all you can think about is him.
“I think love is… kindness?” You were unsure at first then you continued, “Easy.. like the comfort you feel when you see a familiar face.” You nod, feeling satisfied with your answer.
“There it is. Love can exist in the little things. People often talk about experiencing big love that’s all consuming but maybe love is just being there for someone. It exists in the moments in between.” He pauses to think for a moment.
“Small acts of kindness, like offering jelly beans” he says grinning as he shakes the bag in front of you. You giggle at his silliness.
“Present and reliable…” You add. “Like how you’re always helping me out despite being busy.” You say more to yourself than him.
“It’s nothing at all, you’re easy to help.” He says sincerely.
You blush at his words. The idea starts forming in your mind and you begin jotting down some notes. You pause to thank Namjoon for helping you out. He smiles back at you, dimples deepening.
You may not really know that much about love but at this moment right now with Namjoon, love is simple.
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