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My Dream Come True

Pairing- Chanyeon x Named Reader

Word count- 14.5k

Includes- angst, fluff, smut, oral sex, sex, different positions, multiple orgasms

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J POV

I look over at the makeup and hair area in the dressing room and spot one of the makeup artists, Mi-Kung sitting on a chair on her phone

Now's the time

I take a breath and I start heading over to her. I pass Chanyeon on the way and he raises his eyebrow. I nod

Yes I, am being the dutiable best friend and going to talk up Chanyeon to a girl he likes. No, I don't want to do this. I hate talking to people, especially when I have a script in my head I have to say. It's fucking awkward

But when Chanyeon asked me to talk to her for him, to find out if she has feelings or would consider dating him, I couldn't say no. He was enthusiastic about it and I know he's painfully shy, so he needs help. And damnit, I don't want him to make a fool of himself, so I agreed. At least I've had conversations with Mi-Kung

Chanyeon asks me to come to everything so I've talked to her a fair amount of times. I know she doesn't have a boyfriend either so there's no problems there. She's nice and she'd be good with Chanyeon

The only thing is she is a bit of an airhead. But it's cute, I guess?. Whatever Chanyeon has to date her, not me

"Hey Mi-Kung", I call, standing in front of her and leaning against the makeup table

"Oh hey Jo. How's it going?", she says, looking up from her phone, smiling

Mi-Kung is gorgeous. Like Korean idol gorgeous. It's no wonder Chanyeon likes her

"It's going. Same shit different day", I answer, "You?"

"Yeah same", she smiles

I have no idea how to broach this subject

"So what do you think of the guys? Like in a romantic way?"

She blinks, raising her eyebrow, "Why? You like one of them?"

Yeah ok I can go with that

"Yeah"

"Chanyeon?"

"What no! He's my best friend. I know everything about him. I wouldn't have to ask you what you think about him"

Duh

Like I said, but of an airhead

"Oh yeah, you're right", she nods, "Uh...they're ok. Jiseok and Hyunjin I mean. Nice"

I nod, waiting for her to keep going

"I uh, I don't know what to say"

Oh God

"So which would you date? I see you talking to Chanyeon alot"

She nods, "Chanyeon is really sweet. I could date him"

Ok this is good

I nod, "Chanyeon would be a real catch"

"Oh?", she asks, looking interested, "How so?"

Alright, mental checklist ready

"Well, like you noticed, he's really sweet. And super thoughtful. He'll always be thinking about you. And he's so helpful too. Anytime you have a problem, he'll be the first one to try to solve it. If you ask him for help and he can, he will. If he can't help, he'll find someone who can or figure out how to help"

I can't count how many times I complained about something, just to vent, and he comes up with a solution for me. Or help me with problems that seems so important at the time. He's just always there

"That's really a plus", she says, "I tend to need help more than others. Somethings just confuse me"

Right, ok

I suspected that

"That's perfect. Because with a girlfriend he will definitely be there. He'll drop everything just to help you", I continue, "And Chanyeon is a great listener. You can talk to him about anything and he won't judge you. And he really listens. He's not like other guys where it goes in one ear and out the other. He gives actual really good responses and advice"

It surprised me as we got older. Most boys then guys I spoke to just nodded and made uh-huh responses but didn't have anything of substance to say. My boyfriend's were notorious for this. But Chanyeon actually listened and thought about what he wanted to say. He didn't just blurt the first thing that came to his head. Or worse, say nothing at all and look at me blankly like some guys did

"That's so good to know", she says, "Most guys are shit at communicating"

"Not Channie", I assure her, "And he's so affectionate. He gives the best hugs. But it's not an annoying affection. He won't hang all over you but he'll hold your hand, sit with you, hug you, be attentive. Actually talk to you, joke around. He's really funny too. And I'm not just saying that. He likes to have fun and laugh. He's definitely not boring"

Even if me and him just hang out at one of our apartments, it's always fun. Chanyeon is the definition of a good time and a good guy

She nods, then starts to say something but stops, looking hesitant

What?

I literally just told her how perfect Chanyeon is, what is the problem?

"What is it?", I ask, curiously

"I just....I'm worried....about his hearing", she says gently

Uh ok?

"What about his hearing?", I ask cautiously

"I just...I don't know...how it would work with us. How we can talk"

I blink. She cannot be this dense

"Uh you know he has cochlear implants right?"

She nods

"Those help him hear. He can hear you. He can talk to you"

"Yeah but I don't know how they work. What if the batteries die? What if he takes them off? He won't be able to hear me"

Oh yeah, Chanyeon picked a winner

"Mi-Kung, there are other ways to communicate. He can read your lips. He can write. And you can use KSL"

"But that's a whole other language. And I'm not so good with languages"

Ok and?

If you like someone enough you learn. I learned when Chanyeon did, three years ago. He had to learn it for Big Ocean and was panicking about it, so I told him I'd learn with him. He felt better after that. I helped him practice and sometimes we talk in KSL so he can become more fluent

"Trust me, communication is not a problem. He didn't know KSL before becoming an idol and he communicated just fine by talking, writing and lip reading", I tell her, "And he can always easily put the implants back on, so it's not an issue"

"Ok", she says slowly, "That's a relief"

"He's very attentive and he'll wear the implants longer when he's around you so he can hear you"

He tries to do that with me sometimes but I stop him. I know it can be overwhelming to hear all the sounds all the time. I know he needs breaks, I know he sometimes likes the silence. So I make sure he knows I'm good with it. I don't want him uncomfortable

"The implants.....would he keep them on during sex? Like so he could hear me?"

Is she fucking for real?

I raise my eyebrow, "That is something you'd have to talk to him about. But if that's what you want he'd probably accommodate you"

"Alright. Uh Chanyeon...he seems...very innocent. Is he experienced?"

I really hope she's not asking me what I think she's asking me

"What?"

"Is he experienced? With sex? Has he ever had a girlfriend before? Is he... is his... big? Down there?"

What the fuck is she asking me this for?

It's not as if I ever had sex with Chanyeon

And we don't talk about our body parts

What the actual fuck?

"He's had girlfriends and yes he's experienced. I don't know anything about his body, how it looks or his proportions", I say very clearly

I can't believe she asked me that

"Oh well ok. His size isn't that important, just that he knows how to use it"

Is she really saying this shit to me?

Does she not have a filter?

God, Chanyeon will have a lot to deal with with her

"Yeah uh ok", I say awkwardly, "So uh yeah. Chanyeon is a real catch. Anyone would be lucky to have him even notice them"

She nods, "Great. Thanks for telling me"

I just nod, the awkwardness rising

"Do you uh...want me to tell you about Jiseok or Hyunjin?", she offers

God no

"Oh no, I'm ok"

"But you said you liked one of them"

I did?

Shit

"Yeah but I'm not ready to date yet. If I do, I'll definitely come to you for information"

She smiles, "Great! I'll pay more attention to them so I have more to tell you"

Yeah, wonderful

"Alright. Thanks!", I force a smile, "I'll see you around"

"Yeah! It was great talking to you"

I just nod then turn away and start walking

That was fucking weird. But at least I got it over with. Now I just have to find Chanyeon, do some editing of the conversation and I did my part in this

I glance around the dressing room for him but he's not here. If I know him, then he's probably nervously pacing somewhere

As I head for the door of the dressing room to find him, Hyunjin comes over to me

"Jo, can I talk to you for a second?", he asks

"Sure Hyun", I answer, stopping

We move to the side of the room out of the way of the middle of it

I lean against the wall as he says, "Why are you doing this?"

I raise my eyebrows, so confused, "Doing what?"

"Talking to Mi-Kung about Chanyeon? Talking him up?", he clarifies, "Why are you doing it?"

I am not following what he's trying to say nor why he's asking in the first place

"Because he asked me to?", I answer, "He told me he likes her and wanted help to gauge how open she'd be to dating him"

"Yeah, I know that but why are you doing it?"

"Hyunjin, you're giving me a headache", I say, pinching the bridge of my nose, "If there is something you want to say or ask, just do it"

He nods, "Ok. Why are you trying to help him get another girl when you're in love with him?"

My mouth drops in complete shock

What the fuck?

"What are you talking about?", I snap

"C'mon Jo, don't lie or try to brush it off", Hyunjin says, "It's obvious to everyone"

Obvious?

How is it obvious?

I'm not doing anything, I am how I've always been with Chanyeon, where did he come up with this?

"How?", I demand, challenging him to prove it

"It's the way you look at him", Hyunjin says, "Like he's the best person in the universe. And like he's the hottest person on the planet. The way your eyes always follow him or find him whenever you walk into a room. The way you smile at him when he's not looking. The longing in your eyes. The way you talk about him. I just heard you telling Mi-Kung all about him and if you're not in love with him, then please, offer your hyping services when I find a girl because the things you said and how you said them, only a person who loves him would say"

I shake my head, "I know him that's all. Like since we were babies. I know him the best and I can tell anyone about his personality the best"

"Ok, then why did you look like you were going to war when you were walking to her?", he says, pointedly, "Why did you look completely devastated when you walked away from her? Why do you have a deer in headlights look right now and scrambling to blurt anything out to deny it?"

"Hyunjin", I growl, annoyed

Hyunjin looks at me, rolling his eyes, "Just say it Jo. It'll make you feel better. And it's me, ok. I already know so you won't be telling me anything new"

"Stop", I warn, my body rigid and sweating

"Please Jo? You can tell me?"

I bite my lip, breaking eye contact and looking at the floor

I breathe in, then meet his eyes again

"Yes. I love Chanyeon", I say

He raises his eyebrow, "Again but don't say it as if you just love him as a friend because I'm not buying that"

"Yes, I'm in love with Chanyeon", I grit through my teeth, in shock that I actually admitted it out loud

I never wanted to say it out loud

I buried it deep inside, not thinking about it so I don't get hurt

Because I will get hurt

He doesn't feel like that for me and I will not entertain any feelings about it

"Feel better?"

"No", I snap

I feel scared. Now someone knows. Something I never wanted

"How long have you felt this way for him?", Hyunjin asks

Too long

I shrug, "As long as I can remember. I used to tell my mom I would marry Chanyeon when I was little. It's always been him"

"So then why are you helping him get another girl?"

"Because he asked!", I exclaim

"You could of said no!"

My god, he's dumb

"No I couldn't have!", I snap, "What am I supposed to say? No I can't help you because I want you and I don't want you to date the girl you like? C'mon!"

"Yes you could. Or you could of just not done it! You could of done anything but talk to her"

"He wants her!", I yell, wanting him to understand, "He likes her Hyunjin. He doesn't have feelings for me. He never did. We're always just best friends and that's how it's always going to be! He doesn't want me!"

"How do you know that if you never asked him?"

My god, does he think it's so easy to just tell the person you love, you love them?

Like a fucking walk in the park?

"Because he never gave a single sign of feeling that way", I snap, "He's never looked at me like how you say I look at him. He's never tried to hold my hand or kiss me, no matter how much I want him to. Our hugs are hugs friends give each other"

There were so many times I wished he would just lean over and kiss me. So many times we watched a movie and I wish he'd put his arm around me and cuddle with me. How many times I wish he'd mean it in a different way when he says he loves me. How I wish I could hear him say I love you for real, in a romantic way. But it hasn't happened and it won't

He likes Mi-Kung. My heart broke when he told me about her and then it shattered when he asked me to help him. But I'll always help him. I love him and if my help will make him happy then I'll do it

"There is no chance of us ever happening", I say, tears welling in my eyes, wanting this conversation to be over, "And that's why I'm helping him"

My shot with him ended when he became an idol. He's around all these beautiful girls. The staff members alone are stunning. Better than me

And I am not idol girlfriend material. I'm not asian, I'm European descent, I have tattoos, large visible tattoos and facial piercings that are a huge no no in the idol world. Even idols with tattoos have to cover up so they can be on TV. There's no way I can be seen with Chanyeon the way I am

And I'm blunt, I curse a lot, I'm not delicate, my face can't lie. My personality isn't idol like. Chanyeon, he's just in a different world than I am now. One where I don't belong, where being seen with him could hurt his career. And I'd never do anything to hurt him

So I stay in the background

"But it's hurting you", Hyunjin says softly, "I can see it. It's breaking your heart Jo"

I feel tears escaping my eyes and I fucking hate it

I hate crying

"And what do you want me to do Hyunjin? Huh?", I ask, wiping my eyes but the tears still come, "What am I supposed to do? Hope he never has a girlfriend? Hope that he breaks up with her when he does have one? Have hope that one day he'll see me? Put my love life on hold?"

"Jo-"

"No", I snap, "You wanted me to admit this. Now tell me what you want me to do. Because I don't know what to do. It hurts and I can't fix it. I can't make him love me and I can't hold him back. All I can do is support him and be there for him. And I will"

After a minute of silence, Hyunjin says, "Talk to him"

"Excuse me?"

Did he not hear anything I just said?

And his advice is to talk to him?

"Talk to Chanyeon. You don't know what he feels Jo. You're helping him gauge the chances of this girl being with him. Why don't you do the same? Just talk to him. He's your best friend. What if he feels like you and he's scared? What if he's just good at hiding it?"

I snort, "What if he confirms that he doesn't feel that way? Then what?"

"Then you'll know", Hyunjin answers, "And you don't have to wonder what if anymore"

I don't wonder what if

There is no what if

And I'm not losing Chanyeon because I opened my big mouth and ruined our friendship

"No", I state, shaking my head, "No. I'm not talking to him. I'm not ruining our friendship"

"C'mon Jo, Chanyeon wouldn't end your friendship over that. He loves you, no matter what"

"I'm not risking it", I growl, "The answer is no. Drop it now Hyunjin. And do not ever tell Chanyeon how I feel. Understand?"

"Of course not", he scoffs, "I wouldn't do that"

"Do not meddle", I continue

I know him

He's a schemer

"Leave it alone or I will become very cranky", I warn him, "It will not be good for you"

He rolls his eyes but he nods, "Noted"

"Good"

"I'm sorry. For everything. For bringing it up and for how you feel. For how you're hurting"

I nod, "Thank you but I'm fine"

He just nods and I take that as my cue to leave

I turn away from him and head to the bathroom

I need to wash my face. Chanyeon always knows when I'm upset or when I've cried and I don't want him to know anything about this

Keeping my head down, I leave the dressing room, heading towards the bathroom

Chanyeon POV

I pace back and forth in the bathroom for the second time today

The first time was because I was nervous when I saw Joanne going to talk to Mi-Kung

Now I'm pacing, my body tense, my hands wringing because of what I just overheard

I couldn't help but want to hear what Joanne said to Mi-Kung so I snuck back into the dressing room to listen. And all the things she said, shocked me. She knows me so well and she did way more than just talk me up. She sees things in me that I didn't even see

But that's not what got me pacing

No

What's making me pace is the conversation she had with Hyunjin that I overheard. Where she admitted she's in love with me. I literally had no idea. She hid it so well

And I heard her say she's never going to tell me, she's doing something that's hurting her for me, because I asked

But the thing is, if I knew I'd never would of asked for her help. Because the reason I'm pacing is not from panic

It's from fear

Fear that I misheard or it's not real

Because I'm completely in love with her

From when we were kids, like her

I only asked for help with Mi-Kung because I thought there was no shot with my best friend. I only ever looked at other girls because I thought Joanne would never see me that way. She has never shown an ounce of interest in me like that, when I wished she would

Now I know it's because she thinks I don't have feelings for her and she's hiding her own feelings

But just like she said, I wanted to kiss her for the longest time. I literally have to force my body to not move and kiss her when I'm with her. I want to hold her, cuddle her, play with her hair, hold her hand. And I have to stop myself every time

I stare at her so much I have no idea how she hasn't caught me yet. She has no idea how many times I told her I love her and wished she would hear what I'm saying, how I'm saying it. But she never does

I'm still in shock but one thing is clear

I have to tell her how I feel. I can't hide it anymore. Now when a chance fell into my lap like this. I have to take it. She has to know that she's the only girl I ever truly wanted

I'll tell her tonight

I have the rest of the photo shoot to think about how to tell her. We're supposed to hang out later anyway so it works out

I take a breathe then steel myself to leave the bathroom. I have to act normal right now. I have to do the photo shoot

And then tonight, if all goes well, I'll finally get my girl

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"So do you wanna order food?", she asks, flopping down next to me on her couch, "Because I could eat"

I shake my head, "I'm not hungry yet"

It's 7:30 and we decided to hang at her apartment this time. I can't eat until I tell her how I feel. I feel like I'm going to throw up, I can't even think about food

She nods, "Alright. So I guess now's a good time to tell you what Mi-Kung said"

I really don't care about Mi-Kung

"So I think you have a really good shot", she says, glancing over at me, "She thinks you're cute and I talked you up really well, if I do say so myself"

I have to stop her. I can't let her tell me about Mi-Kung when it doesn't matter to me

She continues talking about the conversation she had and I can see her forcing the hurt out of her eyes

Without thinking, I softly touch her cheek, turn her face to me and finally kiss her

The second her soft lips touch mine, my body is alert and on fire

My head is dizzy and my heart starts pounding right away

My god, I knew it was her

To my utter happiness, she kisses me back, her arms wrapping around my neck

And fuck, it feels so right

The kiss deepens, her tongue against mine and I swear I'm in heaven

And as soon as it's there, it's gone when she abruptly pulls away

She stares at me with wide eyes, confusion swirling in them

"What...what are you doing?", she asks quietly

"I....uh...I...", I stammer

This is not what was supposed to happen. I wasn't even supposed to kiss her, my body just moved on its own

"Channie, what are you doing?", she repeats, her hands sliding down from my neck, "You ..you like Mi-Kung-"

I shake my head, grabbing her arms and moving them back around my neck

I meet her gaze and speak, "I don't want her. I want you"

She blinks, shock and disbelief on her face, "What? You told me you liked Mi-Kung and you wanted help to date her"

I need to explain and hopefully my mouth will cooperate and let me talk

"Jo, I...I only tried to date her because I didn't think I had a shot with you"

She blinks, "You're lying"

I shake my head, "I'm not Jo. I always wanted you. Always. But I was scared that you didn't want me. I never said anything. So I tried to date but it never worked because they weren't you. I was going to try again with Mi-Kung but I didn't want her"

"I'm confused", she says slowly, "If you were scared to tell me, then why are you doing it now? You still don't know if I feel that way for you"

Here's the part where I hope she doesn't get mad

"Because Jo, when I was coming back into the dressing room, I heard you talking to Hyunjin"

Her face immediately pales, a look of panic on her face

"You...you heard?", she whispers, "What did you hear? What part?"

"All of it"

"Oh my god", she gasps, her eyes immediately tearing from mine as she looks away

"Jo it's ok", I tell her, softly touching her cheek to get her to look back at me

Her beautiful eyes meet mine again, fear in them

She never has to be afraid

"It's ok Jo", I repeat, "I love you"

She bites her lip, shaking her head, uncertainty on her face

"I know you love me Channie. We've been best friends-"

"No Jo", I interrupt, knowing what she's going to say, "It's not friend love. I'm in love with you. Like completely in love"

There I said it. Finally, I said it

Her eyebrow raises, "And this has nothing to do with you overhearing that I love you?"

I shake my head, honestly a little annoyed she even asked me that. She knows me, she knows I don't lie

"No, my feelings have nothing to do with that. Talking to you now has to do with me hearing your feelings but it didn't make me suddenly love you", I clarify

She shakes her head, "This....this isn't a joke right?"

"No!", I exclaim, "No it's not a joke. I love you and I have always been in love with you since we were kids. I'm actually surprised you didn't know"

"What do you mean? You never showed any kinds of feelings towards me", she argues, "How was I supposed to know?"

"I didn't show any because I didn't know what you felt and I didn't want to risk our friendship", I explain, "But really, I stare at you so much, I'm surprised you never caught me. I can't take my eyes off you Jo. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life"

"Shut up, you're lying", she immediately responds, "You're around gorgeous idols and staff all the time!"

I scoff, "So what? They don't compare to you. Even girls I dated, yeah they were pretty but they don't hold a candle to you. You're beautiful Jo"

Her cheeks turn pink and it's so adorable

"I want you Jo", I tell her clearly, "I want all the things you want. I want to kiss you, hold you, cuddle you. I've been dying to tell you I love you in the way you want to hear it because I've been wanting to say it that way. I know you love me the same Jo and we can finally be together. If that's what you want"

There. I put it all out. Told her and asked her to be mine. Hopefully I didn't fuck this up

"Of course that's what I want Channie", she says softly, "But...are you sure...because I look nothing like what an idol's girlfriend should be. What if we get exposed? Or pictures leak? I don't want you to get hate because of how I look. I can take my piercings out but I can't change my tattoos"

I shake my head, "Don't worry about it. I don't care what anyone says. I love you, I love the way you look. I love your tattoos. And you will not take any piercings out because your beautiful no matter what. We'll handle it together if it happens. Don't let that stop you. I want you. I'm sure"

She nods, biting her lip, "Yeah"

And my heart starts pounding hard at her words

"I always wanted you Channie. Only you", she says, her eyes on mine, "I love you"

I let her words wash over me and joy exploding in my body at finally hearing them

"I love you", I tell her, a smile bursting on her face

The next thing I know, her lips are against mine, kissing me

My arms move around her waist, her arms tighten around my neck and we just kiss like we're never going to stop

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"Mmmm", she murmurs, cuddling into me, her face pressing against my neck, her arm around my neck too

I smile widely, my arms around her, holding her tightly to me, my fingers of one hand running in her hair

God, this is perfect. This is what I fantasized about so many times. Just holding her, being with her

"My Channie", she whispers, moving right against me, making sure there's no space between us, her legs tangling with mine too

"My Jo", I say softly, "My princess"

She giggles in my neck, "I like that"

"Yeah?", I ask, smiling

She nods

"Good", I tell her, "Because you're my princess"

"And you're my prince", she laughs

"I'll take it", I chuckle

She moves her head back, her eyes meeting mine, her hand softly touching my cheek, "I'm so happy Channie. You make me so happy baby"

I smile wider, knowing exactly how she feels

Leaning my forehead against hers, I say softly, "You make me happy princess. You have no idea"

"Mmmm I think I do", she teases, "If you feel the same way I do then I know"

"Then yup, you do know", I agree

She nods, moving her hand behind my head and pulling me down into a kiss

I kiss her back excitedly

I'm still amazed that I can now have her kisses anytime

I don't have to wish I could kiss her

I don't have to daydream about it anymore

And I'm fucking giddy about it

Her tongue moves into my mouth, sending chills up my back, her fingers in the back of my hair, twirling the strands. My arms stay around her, her body against mine as we kiss

As the kiss goes on, it gets heated, our bodies moving against each other, trying to get as close as we can. I move my hands down her back, sliding one under her shirt, touching her hot skin. I run my fingers along her back, feeling how soft and smooth her skin is, how it trembles under my touch

She presses her body against mine, my dick getting hard from the combination of all the movement, how turned on and how much I want her. Without thinking, I move my other hand to her hip, pulling her leg over my waist

She immediately moves, closing the space between us, her hips moving, rolling against my hard on. I'm surprised but I'm not stopping as long as she's not. And by the way her hips are moving her pussy against me, she's not stopping

I keep my hand on her ass, holding her against me as I start meeting her movements. She moans softly in my mouth, turning me on more as well as surprising me. Because it's me causing those pretty sounds to come from her

One of her hands moves down my body and under my shirt, her small cool palm against my hot skin. And it feels amazing to have her actually touch me.

She lays back, pulling me right on top of her, her mouth never leaving mine. I lay between her legs, both her hands under my shirt now, running up and down my back. Her hips keep moving and I move with her, everything feeling so good

"Channie", she murmurs between kisses, "Touch me"

Absolutely

I move my hands under her shirt again, touching her everywhere I can. I'm so hard it's ridiculous.bIt actually kinda aches which is something I've never experienced before

I feel my shirt move up as her hands slide higher and I think she's trying to take my shirt off.bIf it was any other girl, I'd assume that's what's happening but with her I don't want to assume and fuck up

She tugs my shirt higher and higher, whining against my lips, "Off baby"

Ok then yes she does want my shirt off and I'm more than happy to do what she wants. I break the kiss, moving my arms one at a time through the sleeves and she pulls it off me, throwing it somewhere in her room

Her hands are on me right away, pulling me against her, her lips against mine again. I fall into her kiss and into the feeling of her hands all over me- her fingers trailing up my back, her hands on my upper arms, squeezing gently, then moving down my sides

I move my hands under her shirt, touching her skin more as her tongue plays with mine, both of us still grinding against each other. She growls in my mouth, her hands moving to mine and shoving them up her shirt further, to her boobs. I take the hint, squeezing them over her bra

They're so soft and squishy. And big. Fuck, I need to feel more

Carefully, I move my hands back down, grabbing the hem of her shirt now and moving it up her body. She moves her arms through the sleeves, separating for a second so the shirt can come off, then her lips are back against mine

As I kiss her, I move my arm around her, undoing the back of her bra. I slowly get the front of her bra and pull it down, letting her stop me if she wants to. Instead her hands move from around my neck and I pull it off her, then drop it on the floor

My body is pulled back to her, finally feeling her soft warm skin against mine, her body pressing and shivering into mine

"Are you ok?", I ask, breaking the kiss, "Are you cold?"

She smiles, looking up at me, her hand pushing my hair from my eyes, "Your dogtag is cold baby. It's against my chest and it made me shiver when it first touched me but it's good now"

"Do you want me to take it off?", I ask, wanting her to be comfortable

I completely forgot about the dog tag necklace I have on. It's new merch for the tour. Three designs for Pados to choose from

Mine has my name and a few pieces of information about me and "Big Ocean" on the other side. We were given our own to wear for every concert we do

"No baby, it's fine", she says

"Are you sure?"

She nods, "It looks good on you Channie. Keep it on. I'm keeping my necklace on"

My eyes move to the delicate chain around her neck, a pendant with her birthstone in it resting on her chest

It's so pretty

"Ok princess", I tell her

The next thing I know, I'm being kissed, her body back against mine

I wrap my arms around her, holding her close, the feel of her skin against mine sending heat through my entire body

I touch her everywhere, my hands not staying in one spot for more than a few seconds going up and down her back, around her shoulders to squeezing her boobs softly to running over her stomach, then up her sides

I just can't stop touching her

All the while she's kissing me deeply, soft moans coming from her

And the feeling of her skin shivering against my fingers, against my touch is insane

I never thought I'd ever have this effect on anyone

Her hands move down my back slowly, feeling good

When she gets to my pants, she stops for a few seconds then starts pushing them down hesitantly

I break the kiss, looking down at her, "Yeah? Are you sure?"

She nods, "Are you?"

Is she kidding?

I've never been more sure of anything

"Definitely", I assure her

She smiles, then my lips are against hers, her hands moving under my boxers and pushing them and my pants down

At the same time, I'm undoing her jeans and pulling them down as far as I can

Separating from her, I stand up, my bottom clothes falling down but I'm too preoccupied with taking her jeans off. She's wearing skinny jeans so I have to grab the jeans at her ankles and pull them down the rest of the way

They're off in seconds and on her floor

Only then do I take off my pants and boxers

"Chaneyon", I hear her gasp

My eyes snap to hers and the way she's looking at me.... She can't be looking at me like that

People look at Hyunjin and Jiseok like that

Her eyes move down, widening

"Oh my g- that ...holy shit", she gapes as she stares at my dick

I feel my cheeks heat up, "Uh..."

"You've been packing that thing all these years?", she exclaims, her eyes as big as plates

I mean I guess?

I haven't really thought about it

"Uh yeah?", I ask more than answer

"Fuck, I guess that answers Mi-Kung 's question"

I raise my eyebrow, "What question?"

"The one where she asked me if you have a big dick"

Oh yeah, that question

I can't believe Mi-Kung actually asked her that

I actually can't believe she would ask anyone that

"Uh yeah...it answers it...in a good way?", I ask, my face on fire

"You're kidding me right?", she asks, her eyebrow raised now

"Ah no?"

"My god, you really don't know that you have a huge dick?"

I'm sorry- huge?

Did she say huge?

"I uh... no. I never compared or looked at another guy's uh...you know"

That would be super awkward and I really don't want to see any other guy's dick

"Oh baby", she shakes her head, tsking, "You got a big dick ok. Like huge. It's like long and thick. It's a porn star dick"

I choke on air as I hear her

She has got to be joking

She smirks, "Actually, all of you looks like a porn star"

I actually have nothing to say

Like my head is taking her words in and it's buffering, nothing coming out

She comes to me, kneeling on the bed, her arms moving around my neck

"My Channie is so fucking hot", she tells me

My eyes widen, utterly shocked

I know that Jiseok and Hyunjin are considered hot but me....I always get cute or handsome

"This face is perfect", she says, her fingers softly running down my face, "You're beautiful brown eyes, this cute nose, this stunning smile, adorable cheeks, pretty soft lips", she continues, "Fuck me, you're hot, beautiful, gorgeous, sexy, adorable all at once"

I keep my mouth from falling down, completely shocked at what she's saying

"And this body Channie? Porn star body"

"What?", I gape

No way

"Oh yeah", she nods, her hands spreading on my chest, making my skin explode in heat, "Muscular chest, big strong arms, pretty hands and fingers, little bit of abs, strong legs"

I can't speak as I feel her hands run along my arms, then move to my stomach, her fingers tracing the faint abs I managed to get so far

Her hand moves down, wrapping around my dick, squeezing gently, a low moan escaping my mouth

"And a monster cock", she whispers, in my ear

Holy fuck

"My Channie is the hottest, most beautiful man I've ever seen", she tells me, her eyes gazing into mine, "And you're all mine"

I nod immediately, "All yours"

Her lips are against mine in the next second, kissing me deeply

I fall into her kiss, my arms around her instantly, her tongue against mine

Her arms move around my neck, her fingers in my hair tugging and sending chills up my spine

She gently pushes me back and I move away from the bed, with her getting off it but her lips still against mine

I bend down a little more because now that she's standing, she's shorter than me

Her lips move to my jaw, kissing along it and I can't help the moans that aren't stopping

If I didn't completely trust her like I do, I'd feel embarrassed and try to stop making so much noise

But with her, I don't care

Her lips trail down, pressing into my neck, shivers running all over my body

She kisses a spot that feels so good and I don't know how she found it

Seriously no one has made my body react this way

Just her

Her lips then press against my chest and I hold in a gasp as she kisses me, not expecting this at all

Her hands move to my back, sending heat up my spine from where her skin touches mine

She moves her lips and gives me kiss after kiss all over my chest, her hands running up and down my back and my god it feels so good

I choke on air when she moves lower her kisses now all over my stomach, her fingers grazing my skin, setting every atom on fire

I just watch in awe as her tongue licks my skin followed by a kiss

No one has ever done this before

Not kiss me, my body like it's something special

She kneels down, looking up at me and I swear I haven't been this turned on ever, in my life

"Can I suck your dick Channie?"

Every molecule of air leaves my body as her words smash into my head

Did she ask me....

What?

"Please Channie? Wanted to suck your dick for so long. Can I?"

My god, I never expected...I can't .. fuck

She waits on her knees and I know I have to answer her

I just need to remember how to make words

I can't, my brain is not connected to my mouth so I do the only thing I can do

I nod rapidly

While it is a shock, I definitely want a blow job if she's offering

She doesn't say anything more, her tongue moving out of her mouth and licking slowly up my length, pleasure making me gasp

Oh my god

I watch her tongue slide along my dick a few more times, then move on my head, licking up cum that I didn't even realize I was leaking

"Mmm Channie", she murmurs, "Yummy"

"Yum...what?", I gape, my brain short circuiting

What is yummy?

She can't mean...no...

"You're cum is yummy", she smirks

There is no way

She didn't just say tha-

My sentence disappears in my brain when I feel sucking on my cock, pleasure exploding in my body

My eyes refocus to see the utterly shocking sight of my head in her mouth and her mouth is....sucking on me

Mind blown

"Mm Channie", she moans softly, "Gonna give me more of your cum?"

I choke on absolutely nothing, no words forming

Her eyes flit to mine, taking more of my length in her mouth, sucking like it's her job, her eyebrow raising

Right, she asked me a question

If I'm gonna give her more of my cum

By the way she's sucking on me I'm gonna say definitely

I just nod

She smiles around my length then takes more, now half of my dick in her mouth

Her sucking switches to long slow sucks and it's fucking blissful

Her hand moves so slowly along the rest of me, the same way her mouth does

And I can't take my eyes off her

The sight of my cock moving in and out of her mouth is spell binding

It's just there, then it's gone, sucking sensations filling my senses

After the next move of her mouth, she pushes her head down my length, taking more in

I feel my tip hit the back of her throat and she chokes

"Princess", I panic, pulling back, worried she's hurt

She shakes her head, grunting ,"Uh-huh"

Her free hand moves to my waist holding me in place, while moving her head and getting back to where she was on my dick, choking slightly

"Jo don't hurt yourself", I tell her

I don't want her to choke or get hurt just to give me a blow job

She moves her hands and signs, "I'm fine. I can take you. All of you"

And I find it unbelievable and insane that she's signing to me with my cock in her mouth

Guess sign language is useful in more ways than I thought

"Don't worry", she signs

"Ok baby", I relent, "But don't hurt yourself"

She nods, her hand returning to the part of my cock not in her mouth, her mouth resuming sucking on me, pleasure flooding back

She changes movement, now bobbing slightly back and forth

And it still feels phenomenal

I watch her move down more after a few bobs, taking more of me, my head going into her tight throat

She repeats her movements, bobbing a few times, then taking more of me

And I can't tear my eyes from her

She finally gets all the way down, my entire dick in her mouth and I'm in shock she took me all

Her mouth begins sucking hard, bliss hurtling into me

"Fuck", I groan, my hand moving into her hair involuntarily

Tangling my fingers in her strands, I hold on as she moves halfway back down my dick, sucking on me as she moves

Then she quickly moves up, taking my whole cock again and sucking on all of it

She starts slow, moving up and down, only going back halfway at first, then a little more at a time

And I'm in just fucking ecstasy

Not only is she blowing me, so good, she's moaning and making noises like she likes doing this

She slides all the way down my dick, just my head in her mouth, sucking

Her beautiful brown eyes move up to meet mine, wet with tears, some falling down her face

My god, she's gorgeous

She keeps eye contact with me as she surges up my dick, taking my entire length in one shot and sucking rapidly

"Oh my god, princess", I whimper, pleasure in every atom of my body

She moves quickly now, up and down, sucking as much as she can

I can't take my eyes off the fascinating sight of my cock moving in and out of her mouth

Like one second it's there, the next gone buried deep in her tight throat

Fuck

She's so good at this, going at my cock like she can't get enough

And bring me closer and closer

"Jjj...Jo....", I stammer, right there

She takes me all in again, sucking hard and I'm done, bliss careening into my body as I cum down her throat

"Jo, fuck, fuck", I groan, lost in the pleasure of my orgasm and the pleasure of her sucking me though it

She swallows on my length, her throat getting so tight

So fucking good

The bliss slowly leaves, her sucking slowing down then stopping when I finish

She slowly moves off me, swallowing a few times, her wet eyes on mine

"Yummy", she says again, then opens her mouth to show me she swallowed it all

And it does nothing but turn me on again

Reaching down for her, she takes my hands and I pull her up, crashing my lips to her

Picking her up, I get to her bed, putting her down on it and going on top of her

She looks up at me and I swear my heart skips a beat at the love I see in them

She loves me

Her hand wraps around my dog tag necklace, slowly pulling me down to her

Right before I get to her, she lifts her head, meeting me for the kiss

I melt into her as she finishes tugging me down, her warm skin against mine

Her hands move around me, her palms on my back, softly touching me

I swear I'm in heaven

Her legs move around me again, pressing herself against me as much as she can

Slowly, I run one hand down her body, her skin shaking under my fingers, making me smile in the kiss

Getting to her panties, I slide my hand under them, finally touching her

I groan into the kiss when I feel her drenched

Breaking the kiss, I press my lips to her neck, her soft whimper so fucking hot

Moving my hand to her clit, I rub slowly, her hands gripping me tighter

I pepper kisses all over her neck and down into the crook of her neck, licking and sucking on her skin

"Yes Channie", she whimpers

I kiss down her body, in between her boobs, all over her sternum tattoo, rubbing her bump a little faster

One of her hands grabs my upper arm, her fingers digging into my skin, moaning my name

Kissing along her boob, I pull her nipple in my mouth and suck just as I slide my hand down her pussy, moving my fingers inside her

"Fuck!", she cries loudly, her body arching into mine

I moan against her nipple, feeling how utterly soaked she is for me

It's all over my hand

I move my fingers, pulling them out, then moving back in slowly, feeling her cunt clench around them

My god, I can't wait to feel that around my dick

It's going to feel so fucking good

I go back to sucking on her nipple, moving my fingers faster, listening to her pretty moans

Switching to her other nipple, I play with it, driving my fingers in and out of her pussy, making her so wet, it's dripping down my hand

I bury my fingers inside her again and she moans so loudly, her body arching and shaking

"Yes Channie"

Letting go of her nipple, I watch her as I pull my fingers out, then move back in, aiming and hitting that spot again

"Fuck", she groans

"There baby?", I ask, moving my fingers back into that spot

"Yes"

"Here?", I tease, pressing down on that spot, feeling her gush out juice

"Yes!", she cries

Ok then

I continue to finger fuck her as I move down her body, licking and kissing her pretty skin

I make sure to kiss all the tattoos I've never seen before because her shirt was hiding them

I meant what I told her

I love her tattoos

They're so pretty, so colorful, they go perfectly with her

I wouldn't change a thing about her

Kissing further down, I take my fingers out of her pussy and hook them in her tiny panties, pulling them down, standing up so I can get them completely off

My heart stops and I can't breath when I look at her, naked in her bed, looking at me like she wants only me

She's like this for me

Oh my fucking god

I move my eyes down to her pussy and she's so small

And so pretty

That surprised me because I never thought a girl's pussy was pretty before

I think it's just hers and her that affect me this way

Moving back on the bed, I push her legs open, seeing how wet she is

How wet I made her

I need to see it

It's a lot, her little cunt glistening in it

Holy shit

And I need to taste her

Moving my mouth to her, I lick slowly up her pussy, taking my time

Her taste hits me and I immediately know why she said yummy when she tasted my cum

She is fucking good, so sweet

Like pussy shouldn't taste this good

I've gone down on girls before and none ever tasted a fraction as good as her

I already know I'm gonna eat her out every day

She's gonna have to push me away from her pussy

"Fuck", she whimpers

I move my tongue again, burying into her, licking rapidly up and down, feeling her soaking my face more and more

My god, she tastes so fucking good

Sliding my tongue down, I slip into her hole, her cunt squeezing around my tongue, pleasure blasting in my body from that one move

My god yes

Pulling my tongue out, I lick up, feeling her pussy lips spread for my tongue, her body shaking when I lick over her clit

Sliding back down, I slip my tongue in as far as it can go, her pussy hugging it tightly

"Channie fuck", she moans, her hand sliding into my hair, holding on

I spread her legs more, putting them on my shoulders and getting closer to her pretty pussy

I move my tongue in and out of her little tight hole, tongue fucking her, her cunt watering my face and mouth so much, I have to swallow frequently

And my god does she taste amazing

Her cunt throbs on my tongue every time I move in, sucking on it, trying to keep me inside

And fuck, every throb shoots pleasure down my body to my hardening cock

I'm amazed I'm getting hard again so fast

Normally I need like ten to twenty minutes

But her and her pussy throbs making it easy

Licking out of her hole, I run my tongue on her clit, her moans loud, her legs shaking around my head

She likes it, so I continue to lick her there, rolling my tongue over it again and again

"Yyy..yes Channie", she moans loudly

Switching it up, I use the tip of my tongue to massage her clit, sliding my finger back inside her hole at the same time

My fingers rub her spot, her cries of pleasure so erotic, her cunt squeezing my fingers as if she never wants to let them go

"Mm baby", I murmur, "Need my finger back if you want me to fuck you with them"

"Nnn..no", she whines, her pussy clenching quickly, "Want them right there"

Hmm, ok, if that's what she wants

Instead of pulling them out, I press into her spot, her hand tightening in my hair

Smirking, I rub against her spot, getting her legs shaking again

Then moving my mouth, I pull her clit in and suck quickly

"Oh my fucking god", she whimpers, her body arching in pleasure

Oh my god is right

Her clit, fuck, so good to suck on

It's swollen and throbbing against my lips, doing nothing but making my aching cock harder

As I slurp on her clit, I keep massaging her spot, her cries getting louder and louder, her hips moving, grinding on my fingers

My god, fuck, everything is throbbing, her pussy and her clit

Her pussy is so loud, any tiny move my fingers make causes loud wet sounds that are so pretty

Honestly I could stay down here forever

"Chanyeon, Chanyeon", she pants, her hips now moving harder, fucking herself on my fingers while I suck on her, "Chanyeon!"

Her entire body shakes as she screams my name, coming all over my fingers, her pussy pulsing like crazy

My god, the sight of her coming is fucking ethereal

I don't stop sucking or playing with her spot as she climaxes, wanting to keep her in as much pleasure as I can

Slowly her body relaxes and I follow her lead, my sucks slowing down in time with her

Pulling my fingers out, I immediately move my tongue down, dying to taste her cum

Moving my tongue into her hole, I taste her and holy shit, it's even better than before

I groan into her, licking and swallowing, the sweet taste so fucking exquisite

I make sure I get it all, before pulling away and sitting up

I look down at her, "You're my new favorite taste princess. I'm gonna eat your pretty pussy everyday"

Her eyes widen in surprise, shock on her face

"Ok baby? You'll let me?"

She sits up nodding, "Yyy..yeah Channie"

"Good princess", I smile

She moves immediately, climbing in my lap, her hands cupping my face as she kisses me

She sits on me, her wet pussy all over my lap

I lift my hips, feeling her, wanting her juice, her cream all over me

I move my arms around her waist, making sure she stays in my lap

"Channie", she murmurs, between kisses, "Want you baby"

I nod, because yes please

"Want you too princess"

She pulls away, her eyes on mine, her hand gently running up and down my cheek, "Are you sure? We don't have to-"

"I want to", I assure her, "So much. I waited so long for you princess, I don't want to wait"

She smiles shyly, nodding, "I don't want to wait either Channie. Not when I finally have you"

"So kiss me princess and don't stop"

"Always Channie", she says, her lips against mine as she gently pushes me back onto her pillows

She breaks the kiss, sitting up slowly, her body fully on display for me

And I choke on air for the millionth time tonight

Her hand wraps around my cock, lifting herself and moving me under her

And I'm so fucking nervous

I'm nervous I'm not going to be enough or she won't like it or I'm not good

This is the girl of my dreams and I'm going to have sex with her, I want it to be perfect

She leans back, sinking down on my cock, gasping and whimpering as her body shakes, her pussy opening just enough for me to slide in a bit then clamping shut around me

Oh my fucking god it feels so good

Her hands move behind her, grabbing my thighs, moaning as she slowly moves down, moving her hips, wiggling down my length slowly

And I can't stop the moans coming from my mouth

She is really tight

Like unbelievably so, her cunt straining to open around me and let me in

She has to push down hard, getting half of me in

"Channie, help me", she whines, taking my hands and putting them on her waist, "Wanna be on your whole cock"

Fuck, I want that too

She leans forward, her hands on my chest, her hips moving as she continues to move down

I help her, pushing her down, feeling her pussy get soaked with every inch of me she takes, her pussy sucking me inside her and feeling out of this fucking world

"Channie", she whimpers, as I slide deeper into her, finally pushing her all the way down, "Fuck"

As soon as I'm in, I lift my hips to make sure I'm buried inside her to the hilt, feeling her shake on top of me

"Yes, fuck princess", I groan, her pussy already throbbing rapidly and hard around me

She sits up, her hands on my chest, her fingers tangling with the dog tag necklace as her hips rocking on me, feeling so good

"Oh fuck, yes", she cries, her body shaking as my head rubs a spot inside her

Her movements change to grinding on my dick and I'm just in awe watching her

Watch the pleasure on her face that I'm putting there

It's because of me

Mind blown

"God, Channie, you feel so good baby", she murmurs, her legs squeezing around me

Me?

She feels so good

"So big Channie", she whimpers, her hips circling faster, her pussy so drenched it's leaking all over me, "I told you you're huge baby"

Yeah she did

But it also feels so good because she's so tight

She whimpers as she slides a little up my dick, then moving back down, slamming her spot on my head, her pussy so tight around me

"Fuck, baby", I groan, "Fuck, you're so tight"

She whimpers my name, starting to bounce, slipping up my length higher and higher with each move

And I can't believe the view I get

Her bouncing on my cock, her boobs shaking with each move, pleasure on her face, her eyes closed

She's slipping up my whole cock now, to my head, then surging down, taking me all in, getting her spot, her pussy clenching so hard around me

My god, it feels so blissful

Like nothing I ever felt before

I move my eyes down to where we meet and I strangle out a breath as I watch her little pussy take my cock

She just....stretches around me, her pussy lips spreading, hole straining, sucking me in as she goes down

I really don't know where I'm going, she's so small but all I know is that she's taking all of me

She sits up, her hands leaning behind her on my legs, opening her legs wider as she continues to ride me

My hands move to her thighs on their own, holding onto her, feeling her muscles move as she impales her pussy on my cock

She bites her lip as she moans in bliss and she's so fucking beautiful

I have a very clear view of her fucking me and I can't help but whimper when I see how wet she is for me

How much she's creaming around my cock

Like a fucking waterfall, covering my whole dick, a ring of her pussy cream forming around my base

She's that horny for me

And not only that, the wet sounds of her pussy taking my cock are so loud and so erotic

She wants me that much

She moves faster, bouncing harder, her breathing getting heavier

"Yes Channie...fuck...", she whispers, her body starting to shake, her pussy strangling my cock

She's gonna cum

I don't know how I know but I do

And I want it so fucking much

"Chanyeon...I can't ...", she moans and I feel her trying to loosen around me

No way

"Princess, cum for me", I demand

Her eyes open, confusion in them

"But you ..are you...close?"

I am but I don't want to cum yet

I want more of her

"I'm ok", I tell her

She shakes her head, "Baby no-"

"It's ok princess. I'm not done with you even after you cum"

She tilts her head, her cheeks pink, "No?"

I shake my head, "No. So be a good girl and cum on my cock"

I have no idea where this confidence is coming from

I never talk like this

Not even during sex, except with her

She nods, resuming her fast bouncing, wiggling on my cock once I'm all inside her, rubbing her spot

Her pussy throbs as I watch her get closer and closer

"Chanyeon", she cries, moving all down, her hips rocking on me as she cums

Her pussy gets as tight as it's been so far, throbbing repeatedly, throwing my body into intense bliss

"Fuck", I whimper, feeling her cream on me even more

And I'm in fucking disbelief that someone's orgasm can make me feel this good

"Chanyeon", she moans, still orgasming and the sight of her is stunning

Without thinking, I move my hand to her pussy, rubbing her clit, keeping her in bliss

As soon as I touch her, her pussy chokes my cock, making me shiver with bliss but I don't stop playing with her

As she slowly finishes, I slow my fingers down more and more until she leans on my chest again, breathing hard

Then I stop

Her eyes meet mine and she smiles shyly, "Wow Channie"

Yeah wow

I need to make her do that again

Pulling her against me, I roll us over, moving on top of her

"Come back Channie", she whines, her legs wrapping around my waist

"I'm coming baby", I assure her, desperately wanting to be back inside her

Aligning back to her entrance, I push in, her cunt taking and sucking my length inside in one shot easily, her wetness all over me

"Please Channie", she begs, her hips rising, making sure I'm buried inside her, her legs tightening around me, "Need you"

"Need you", I echo, leaning my forehead against hers, slowly pulling out of her pussy, letting her feel everything

"Ffff...fffuucck", she groans, her body shaking under me, her hands gripping my back hard

Pulling out to my head, I snap my hips forward, sinking back into her

I hit her spot that has her moaning louder, arching into me and I'm so proud I found it on my own

Pulling out again, I move a bit faster, again and again, increasing my speed with each thrust, making sure I get her spot each time

Her pussy is dripping everywhere and I can hear the pretty squelching sound of her taking my cock again

I swear I could listen to that and her moaning my name on repeat

Moving at a faster and harder pace, I fuck her into the bed, her cunt squeezing my cock in a vice grip every time I go inside her

Her hands move to my face, cupping my cheeks, her eyes on mine

"I love you", she says and I can feel her love

"I love you", I answer back, then lean down kissing her

Her hands slip into my hair, running through the strands, kissing me deeply as I move inside her

She presses her body as close to mine as she can, sweaty skin against sweaty skin, no room between us

Her hand slides up further in my hair and suddenly I can't hear in my right ear, her hand knocking the processor off

She breaks the kiss immediately, panic in her eyes

"I'm sorry", she says, her voice low since I can only hear from my left ear

And I really don't care about the dumb processor

It's fine and I don't care about finding it right now

I don't stop moving, slamming into her spot, reaching to my left ear, pulling that processor off and tossing it on her night stand

All sound is gone but I don't need it

I can see her and her voice, her moans, the way she says my name is seared in my brain

I can hear it without sound

Grabbing her hands one at a time, I put them back in my hair, my lips back against hers

I know she's shocked but she immediately goes back to kissing me, her fingers wrapping around the strands, pulling and sending chills down my spine

Her tongue moves against mine, my arms wrapping around her and holding her against me

Her hips start moving, meeting my thrusts and somehow I slide deeper into her, my pelvis rubbing against her clit, making her shake under me

I move my kisses to her jaw, then down to her neck, burying my face there as I give her peck after peck on her soft skin

I can feel the vibrations and thrums in her neck against my face, knowing she's moaning for me, maybe calling my name

Doesn't matter because I can feel her voice and I fucking love it

I move my kisses to the spots where I can feel her voice, lavishing kisses there

Everything is more heightened, her pulls on my hair sharper, her fingers digging into my back, the cinching of her cunt so much harder

The feel of her soaking cunt around my cock more intense

The feel of her clit throbbing against my skin every time I rub against it

And I'm holding her so close that I can also feel her voice reverberating from her chest against mine

I'm in complete ecstasy and I'm so utterly happy it's with her

The girl of my dreams

Her body arches slightly the harder I fuck into her, trembling and I lift my head from her neck, watching her moaning, her lips saying my name

I know she's closer, I can feel it

"Princess", I say, although I don't know if I said it loudly or softly

Her eyes move to mine, so I guess I said it so she can hear

"Kiss me", she mouths and that is something I will never say no to

Her mouth is against mine in the next second

Burying inside her tight hole, she explodes, her pussy gripping my cock in a vice grip as she cums all over me

I let the ecstasy roll over me as she breaks the kiss, breathing hard against my lips

I keep moving, fucking her through it and I'm right there

"I ..I...I..", I think I say

I don't know, all I can do is feel

Her hands move around my back, keeping me on top of her as I thrust one last time

Stars burst in my eyes as I cum deep inside her, my whole body shaking

I've never felt pleasure like this before

It's all consuming

I moan her name, although I don't know if it's out loud or not

Her cunt throbs quickly around my dick, milking my cock for all my cum, keeping me in pleasure for longer

God it's fucking incredible

I can't do anything but feel and I don't know which way is up

The bliss leaves slowly and as it goes, I melt into her more and more, laying on top of her, my head on her chest

Her arms stay around me, one moving into my hair, softly running through the strands

I hear her rapid heartbeat slowly going back to normal as I lay with her

She's putting me to sleep, but I can't sleep yet

I have to get up and take care of her first

Help her clean up and whatever else she wants to do

I start to move to get up but she stops me

Lifting my head, I'm about to protest when she shakes her head

"Sleep", she signs

I shake my head, moving one hand to sign back to her

"It's ok Channie. Sleep baby", she signs, "I'm holding you ok?"

I'm surprised that she wants to hold me instead of me holding her

Which I am not opposed to

In fact I'd love nothing more than to be in her arms all night

She gently pushes my head back down and I lay on her

Her hand resumes playing with my hair, her other hand now running up and down my back

My god I love this

I listen to her heartbeat as I close my eyes and drift off

Right before sleep overtakes me, I feel her kiss the top of my head

Happiness explodes inside me

I got my girl

And I fall asleep with a full smile on my face

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J POV

My alarm goes off waking me up

"Fuck", I whimper, grabbing my phone and snoozing it

I lay back down, realizing I have arms around me. And someone is cuddling me from behind, their soft skin against mine

I look down at the hands and immediately know it's Chaneyon

Everything from last night comes back and oh my god, I'm so fucking happy. I got the guy of my dreams

My Channie

Although I don't know how we ended up spooning. I remember I was holding him and he was on top of me when we fell asleep. I guess we moved. Doesn't matter, I'm happy to be in my Channie's arms

I move back into him, snuggling. And giggling when I feel his hard on poking me. Morning wood

"Mmm", he murmurs, his arm tightening around me

I take one of his hands, lacing our fingers and kissing the back of his

"Princess", he says lowly, pressing a kiss to my shoulder

I lean into him, wiggling against his hard on. He groans, his hand dropping on my waist, pushing me back on him

And fuck, I want him

Reaching behind me, I move his dick to my hole, feeling him move forward, sinking into me. I moan softly, feeling his cock move in an inch, spreading me open

He holds me in place as he keeps moving, an inch at a time, my pussy sucking him inside, impaling me on his big cock, sending pleasure through my body. He finally bottoms out, his head brushing my spot making my body shake involuntarily

"Fuck", I hear him whisper

He holds me against him as he pulls his cock out, the drag of it so fucking good, it sends chills up my spine. He thrusts back inside, slipping in on one shot, his head brushing against my spot. He keeps moving, getting a slower pace going but fuck it feels amazing

It's because it's him. Everything feels good with him

As he moves, I lean back against him more. He lays back, pulling me right against him

I lay my head on his shoulder, turning to him, my arm reaching around his neck into his hair, pulling him down for a kiss. His lips meet mine as he pulls my leg back, opening me up as he gently thrusts up into my spot

I moan in his mouth, his arms adjusting around me as he kisses me stupid. One of his hands moves around my boob, his fingers playing with my nipple. My body shivers in the extra pleasure, my pussy squirting a little around him

"So wet princess", he says lowly

He doesn't sleep with his implant on so, I know he can't hear if he's speaking out loud or not. But I can hear him and fuck me, his raw voice is such a turn on. His lips move down, press kisses against my neck, right into the spot that sends chills down my spine

I swear I don't know how he knows where to kiss or what to do to me so that it feels phenomenal. We were with each other the first time yesterday but fuck it's like he knew me and my body from the beginning

His cock thrusts a little faster, feeling so fucking good splitting my cunt open for him. His other hand moves over my hip, his fingers against my clit, rubbing

"Fuck Chanyeon", I yell, the pleasure amping up even more

He moves his cock in and out, my pussy desperately clenching on him to keep him in. I love feeling him inside me. Like he belongs there, like he was made to be there

His fingers move faster while he keeps his pace, smacking my spot every stroke. Filling me perfectly. I'm so close, his cock, fingers and lips giving me so much bliss, my body arching from him, my pussy strangling his cock uncontrollably

"Fuck, cum for me princess", I hear him say and that seals it

My body seizes in ecstasy as I fall over the edge, releasing on his big hard cock

"Chanyeon", I cry, shaking, gripping his arm hard as he keeps moving, fucking me through it, his fingers circling my clit slowly

He groans under me, his cock and fingers slowing down as the pleasure leaves my body. I feel him kissing along the side of my face, his arms back to holding me

I move, turning to face him and he pulls me on top of him, my legs straddling him. His arms keep me against him, his soft skin against mine. I feel him move back inside, stretching me so pleasurably

Looking down at him, I brush his hair from his eyes, then kiss him softly. As we kiss, he starts moving, pulling out and thrusting back in again and again, his hands on my behind, holding me in place, setting my body into pleasure again

This time, I move with him, sliding down his dick as he thrusts up. He goes in deeper it's like I can feel him in my stomach, he's so big. My pussy gets wetter with each thrust, creaming around his cock, the squelching sound so loud

I break the kiss, signing for him to stop moving. He looks confused but he does. I want to give it to him now

I lean my forehead against his, I start moving, sliding up his cock to his head. Clenching around his head, I move back down, taking him in one shot, burying him in my pussy

He groans loudly and I keep moving, fucking him at a good pace, making sure I cinch around him as I slide up and down

He breathes hard, his head pushed back into the pillow and he's so fucking beautiful it's stupid. I watch the pleasure on his face as I ride him, wanting nothing more than for him to cum

I speed up my pace slightly, the sound of our skin against each other's so erotic. His cock is throbbing hard and I know he's going to cum soon

I'm right there too

I touch his face, his eyes opening and looking at me

"Cum for me baby", I tell him, his eyes reading my lips

His hand moves to the back of my head, pulling me down, his lips crashing into mine. I slide down hard, taking him deep, his cock throbbing then warm cum filling me as he moans in my mouth, his body shaking under me. That feeling sets my organs off and I climax again, pleasure crashing into me

He moans my name between kisses, coming inside me as my pussy milks his cock for all of it. He feels so fucking good, I can't stop clenching around his dick. We ride out the pleasure together, holding each other tightly

When it's over, I look down at him, his eyes already on me

"I love you", I tell him

He smiles, saying softly, "I love you"

He pulls me back for a kiss and I melt into him

Then my stupid alarm starts ringing again and I groan. Reluctantly breaking the kiss, he raises his eyebrow

Right, he can't hear the alarm

Lucky

I reach over to the nightstand and once again snooze the alarm

He laughs, signing, "How much time do we have?"

I sigh, signing, "This snooze is only for ten minutes"

He nods, "Ten minutes to cuddle"

I smile nodding. He pulls me down to him and I lay right on him, hugging him close, my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat until we have to get up

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Chanyeon holds my hand tightly as we walk into the dressing room

I had off today and he wanted me to go to his performance today. I of course said yes. I want to see my boyfriend perform

We finally got out of bed when the alarm went off the next time. Then we spent half an hour looking for his processor that I knocked off last night. It was clear across the room in front of my closet. How it got that far I don't know

Chaneyon teased me about being so wild and wanting him so much. He's not lying so I agreed, laughing with him. We spent all day together then came for him to get ready

He leads me towards Jiseok and Hyunjin, Hyunjin's eyebrows raise

"Yeah shut up", I say as we reach him

He just smiles, "Told you"

"Yeah yeah. Thanks", I tell him

"You're welcome", he nods

Jiseok looks at Chanyeon and my hands, "What's going on? Why are you holding hands?"

Hyunjin just rolls his eyes, "They love each other"

"How do you know?", Jiseok asks, then looks at Chanyeon, "You told him and didn't tell me?"

Hyunjin snorts, "He didn't tell me anything. I watched, I saw. I paid attention. You obviously didn't"

Jiseok scoffs, "Well excuse me"

Hyunjin, "You're excused"

"Ok anyway", Chanyeon interrupts, "Hyunjin is right. I love her, she loves me, we're together. Ok?"

"Yeah sure", Jiseok shrugs

"It's about time", Hyunjin adds

"Ok then!", Chaneyon says loudly, "We're going over here"

He leads me away from the weirdos to the couches in the room. He sits with me, his arm moving around me and I take the chance to cuddle into him

"Mmm you're so soft. Like a pillow", I giggle

"And you're little, like a stuffed animal", he teases

"You're stuffed animal", I tell him

He smiles, "You're pillow"

"Channie pillow", I correct

He laughs, nodding, "Ok, Channie pillow"

"Ok gross", Jiseok says, appearing next to the couch

Chanyeon rolls his eyes, "What?"

"What do you mean what? We have a performance dummy. They want you to get your hair done"

"Yeah fine", Chanyeon answers

Jiseok shakes his head as he walks away, "What? He actually said what as if he's not here to work"

"God he's a drama queen", Chanyeon says

"He learned from Hyunjin", I tell him

He nods seriously, "He did"

I just laugh

"I have to go princess. Get ready and all that"

I just smile amused, "I know baby. I've done this before you know. Wait for you to be done"

"Yeah I know", he answers, his cheeks turning pink, "I just...I really don't want to leave you right now"

"I'm right here baby", I assure him, "I'm not going anywhere. You're just going across the room. And later tonight I'll cuddle you all night"

He grins, "Yeah?"

I nod, "Yeah, after you've been thoroughly fucked"

He laughs loudly, "I'll hold you to that"

"Don't worry baby. It's gonna happen"

"Good", he says, leaning down, pressing a soft kiss to my lips

"Go get pretty", I say, after the kiss ends

"Alright, alright", he agrees

He kisses my cheek, then stands up and heads to the hairstylist

"Jo?", I hear behind me

I turn, Mi-Kung standing there

Oh shit

"Mi-Kung...uh...hi...I-"

"Finally got with him huh?", she smiles

It takes a second for my brain to catch up with what she said

"Uh what?", I say, clearly a genius

"I said you're finally with Chaneyon"

"I uh...yeah...but still...what?", I asked confused

I thought she'd yell at me or at least be angry that I talked him up to her yesterday and I show up, clearly with him today

She laughs, "I knew you liked him"

What the fuck, how?

Am I that transparent?

First Hyunjin, now her

"How?"

"By the way you talked about him. I don't think you knew it but you got such a lovey dovey look on your face when you talked to him. And the things you said...only someone who is into a person talks like that about them"

Well apparently her and Hyunjin are on the same wavelength

"I knew you liked him by that and I just played along with you", she says, "I also knew that he was into you too, so I was confused on why you were talking to me about him, until I realized you both had no idea about each other's feelings"

Ok here is where she differs from Hyunjin. He didn't notice shit about Chanyeon

"How did you know Chanyeon had feelings for me?"

"Oh it's obvious with the way he's always staring at you. Once you're in the room, it's like no one else exists. He ways practically shooting heart eyes at you every time he looked at you"

Well, I did not notice one bit

"Anyway, I knew you'd two would get together at some point. And if Chanyeon has asked me out I would of declined"

"But you said-", I start

"I know but I said that to you because your goal was to get me to say yes to him. But I wasn't going to, not with how I knew you guys felt about each other", she reveals, "And anyway, Hyunjin is more my type"

I raise my eyebrow, "You know he's a pain in the ass right? Like a drama gremlin?"

She smiles, "I know but I like that about him"

I shake my head, "Well, you're brave"

She shrugs, smiling, "You can't help who you like"

Yeah I guess not

"Anyway, I just wanted to say, I'm happy for you guys. Oh and it's about time"

"Yeah yeah, that's what everyone is saying. But thanks"

She nods, then walks away back to the makeup table

And I get up, going right to Hyunjin

"Talk to Mi-Kung when you get your makeup done"

"Uh what?", he asks

"Trust me. Talk to her. Like really talk to her. Get to know her"

He just raises his eyebrow, "Uh ok. Sure"

I nod, then go back to the couch to wait for Chanyeon. I watch him get his hair and makeup done, then he disappears behind a curtain to change his clothes

He comes out and oh my god

These stylists are trying to make me suffer

He gets jewelry then comes over to me and yeah, I want him

But there no time now

Ugh, I have to wait

"Hey princess", he says sitting down

"My god baby, you're fucking hot", I blurt

His cheeks turn pink as he shyly asks, "Yeah?"

I nod

"Thanks princess"

"Don't thank me Channie. It's just facts"

He chuckles, "Thanks anyway"

I nod, "Oh and in other news, Mi-Kung likes Hyunjin"

His eyes widen, "No way. That's what she was telling you?"

"Well she was congratulating us on getting together and she apparent knew we loved each other so go figure"

"Seriously? I thought I hid it so well"

"Yeah me too but I guess we sucked at it", I answer, "Doesn't matter anyway, were together now"

"Yeah princess", he agrees

"And so might Hyunjin and Mi-Kung. I told him to talk to her"

Chanyeon laughs, "Playing matchmaker huh?"

"Hey you put me into that job. And I failed with you and Mi-Kung and got with you instead. So I have to try my hand at getting her and Hyunjin together"

He chuckles, "Well, I hope it works. Then he can be dramatic with her instead of me and Jiseok"

"My thoughts exactly", I say, "And anyway she likes that about him"

"She likes....is she a mutant?", he jokes

"I'd say yes"

"Well, I guess it's all working out for the best"

I nod, taking his hand, "I got my Channie and I'm happy"

He smiles, "I go my Jo and I'm happy too princess"

I smile, leaning in, pressing a gentle kiss to his lips so I don't mess up his makeup up

"Cuddle time until you go on stage?", I ask

He nods, "Cuddle time"

His arm goes around me, pulling me against him and I fall into his arms as we wait until he has to perform