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this blog may it may not be triggering to some🤹‍♂️

im just so tired. i cant do this anymore. i cant find light anywhere. everything is falling into shreads

the rain is the prettiest thing that occurs in nature. i understand that bad/horrific days like this happen a lot, but the rain is like that one beauty that you love more than anything. the thing that drives you forward. rain never stops moving, new steps, new horizons in life. a single drop can see the whole world in a life time, and i never stops moving forward. think of yourself as that drop, you could see everything, the good, the bad, and the dirty. all of it. and maybe someday, whenever that is, you can find the one thing you really care about and brings you comfort. something or someone you love.

i lost 2 cals in 1 day/night im so happy :))

i wonder if she ever misses me like i do her. i miss everything about her but the love for him spreads slowly like a rash that you can't get rid of and i know he'll leave me missing him more.

the fucking guilt after everything and every day is like a burning sensation in my soul that may seem to go out with a splash of water but comes out to be worse than before