I LOVE YOU

i feel so emotionally jerked around. i’ve been trying to handle my relationship with someone who i cared about so deeply, and who treated me so poorly and yet so sweetly at the same time, for years. someone who would stop at nothing to get my attention when i wasn’t talking to them. someone that would drive an hour to my house knowing that i probably wasn’t going to give in and talk. someone who pestered me so much i had to change my number. someone who built me up like i was the most important person in the world. someone who promised me unconditional love. someone who made me feel that no matter what, they would always be there for me.

it’s times like these that i wonder what it all really meant to you anyway