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fig .ᐣ puppygirl. she/her. 2OO3. bisexual. australian.

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simon riley’s spoiled brat ⅋ captain price’s princess. made up of lust and stardust. the type of girl you bury in your backyard. dean winchester lovergirl. soldier boy apologist. alec mcdowell’s angel. virgo baby. messy earth child. girl kisser. ⚢

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i’m so sorry anyone would send that. that’s so awful and presumptuous. i really appreciate you explaining your reasoning for the stuff you write cause i kept going “EXACTLY!!!”

i’ve spoken to a therapist after i had some…unfortunate encounters with men and have had some of these intrusive thoughts with my ocd. they explained to me that this is normal and it’s okay to indulge in the fantasy with smut, because it’s not REAL.

i hope that someone else chiming in will help anon realize how rude that was.

i hope you have a good rest of your day, fig 🫶

its totally okay if u ignore this but ur recent hate anon response rlly encapsulated what ive been feeling recently when it comes to taboo fiction and the impact on real life!!!

i do write fics myself and whilst i maybe dont write the same topics as you, i definitely have written some taboo ones and certainly engaged with other fics containing such content. and part of me every time feels so ashamed because i am so ragingly woke that i doubt every action i make and force myself to consider the real world impact that my consumption and content may have.

but, we are not perfect people and we have been living in an oppressive society for our entire lives and therefore we have been socialised that way. i am so proud that youre actively deconstructing some of these systems!!

i think it was incredibly hypocritical of that anon to critique your content (that could be interpretted to be a result of our society's socialisation of women - another line of thought to question the root of a kink) when they also are guaranteed partaking in decisions that uphold the same systems that they are hating on you for.

your writing is beautiful and most importantly controlled. i see many creators of the same content promoting their older boyfriends and flaunting how they have performed the very acts that they write about yet i have only ever seen you write about fictional characters and never done any of the above.

people have kinks. that is unavoidable. and maybe some of these kinks are a direct product of harmful societal structures but i believe that exploring these topics through written fiction is the best way to go about such a thing and id be heartbroken if you ever decided to deactivate!!!

ive had a similar anon recently after i had written a fic with the premise of a camgirl reader. the anon had not specified any kind of explanation on why they believed i was a bad person for my writing but i can understand where they were coming from. i understand the taboo around sex work and the conversations on whether the monetary gain affects the consent of the woman involved - but it was my blog and therefore my attempt at writing in a world where we can escape from the oppressive structures that we battle every day and explore feelings without the restrictions of every day life. besides, sex is great! and how can we be sure to say that, if we removed any kind of struggle for money from sex work and similar, there wouldnt still be people wanting to do such a job?

i think these conversations are so important to have, not only with one another but ourselves, but it shouldnt result in hate against one another or making others feel guilt because in a world so divided already, the last thing we need is more hate!

keep writing your fics fig and i hope that we all reach liberation one day!

- xoxo, ur annoyingly woke anon

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