Yo.

Insomnia strikes again, because you are on my mind. Here you are again, uninvited and ruining the party when I was having such a good time. Always leading invasions on my moods and memories. I feel so dissatisfied with my life when I think of you even with you out of sight. But apparently out of sight will never mean out of mind with you because you are burned into it and I have nothing to rid of the scorch marks from your time in my life. You are a main character in my life, but I was never one in yours which is why I still yearn for a chance encounter, while there is a faint sigh of, “oh yeah, her…” when others bring me up. It was all for nothing wasn’t it. I am happy with almost everything in my life except when I think of the closure you stole from me with a click of that blue “send” button and the false hope that one day you’ll be back. But here i am years later, holding onto hope for something that was set into stone so long ago. You never were coming back. You lied because you didn't want me to cry. You lied because you are a coward. You lied and left me so that I would never be satisfied.

Haven’t felt this depressed in a while. Feels weird.