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WHEN YOU PRAY, WHO DO YOU PRAY TO? WHY DOES ONE PRAY?
𓏵۪۪ ﹒ Introduction, boundaries & do not interact.
𓏵۪۪ ﹒ How to request & inbox list.
𓏵۪۪ ﹒ Tagging system & anon list.
[ Request list can be found here ! ] [ Source list / whitelist can be found here ! ]
WHAT DO YOU PRAY FOR? IS ANYONE LISTENING TO THIS?
Control Panel G.U.I under the cut.
𓏵۪۪ ﹒ Introduction, boundaries & do not interact.
𐂯﹒ Hello, we are a heavily fragmented system with over 100+ headmates in our main system, and 2 subsystems with not a whole lot of headmates. We go by many names collectively, but you can just call us Apollo or Avery. We used to have another hospital themed bah account, which you might recognize us from there.
𐂯﹒ We create identities for other fragmented systems, systems who have troubles helping fragments form / latch onto a certain identity, for fragments who need identities, or for headmates that want to expand their identity off inspiration. We do not program identities or program systems. We want to help systems who have the same issue as us.
𐂯﹒ We are neutral on endogenic systems, this is not strictly an endogenic account, but we accept systems of any source. All systems of any kind of form can interact, as long as you respect us and are polite. We will respect you, and be polite back.
𐂯﹒ We are not anti-radqueer, but this is not a radqueer or transID centered blog. Radqueers are allowed to interact and request, but please understand we will not be adding any contact stances, transIDs, or anything like that to our creations.
𐂯﹒ This being said though, you are allowed to expand off what we give you. We are only here to be a placeholder or a form of instructions for the identity you want, you are more than welcome to add on to what we've given you or remove anything from what we've given you.
𐂯﹒ We do not have a strict 'Do not interact' list. As long as you respect our boundaries, we will respect you. absolutely no homophobes, transphobes, politics, discourse, or disrespectful people are allowed on this blog however.
𓏵۪۪ ﹒ How to request, and inbox list.
We call this the 'Control Panel', this is where you can find all the things to request.
𐂯﹒ ONE PAGE REQUEST
Icon / faceclaim ( one picture )
name , pronouns , age , gender , attraction , species
proxy / emoji , role , source (if introject) , type
𐂯﹒ TWO PAGE REQUEST
Icon / faceclaim ( two pictures, one aesthetic picture )
name , pronouns , age , gender , attraction , species
personality , likes , dislikes
proxy / emoji , role , source , type , fronting signs
𐂯﹒ THREE PAGE REQUEST
Icon / faceclaim ( three pictures )
name , pronouns , age , gender , attraction , species
appearance / outfit moodboard
personality , likes , dislikes
proxy / emoji , role , source , type , fronting signs , front triggers
speech patterns , handwriting , texting patterns
𐂯﹒ FOUR PAGE REQUEST
Icon / faceclaim ( three pictures )
name , pronouns , age , gender , attraction (including paras) , species
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hello! could we get a level 3 brainmade, seems to be very energetic/stimmy and generally space themed? that's all I really know besides that this brainmade's been here for god knows how long- sorry if this is confusing and all
-Will
Speech patterns ; Doesn't speak in english so someone usually has to translate for them - but when translated, they seem very outwardly optimistic, high pitched voice and makes alot of noise for stimming while they talk
Handwriting ;
Texting patterns ; Talks very much like a scene kid / old 2000s , mostly caps and replaces e's with 3's, o's with 0's, sometimes s' will be z's. They are learning how to talk in English - but talks alot with the typing quirk cause it makes them feel more comfortable.
hey just wanted to say we appreciate what you do and to please take your time!!! running a bah blog can be a lot of pressure and it’s perfectly normal if requests take a long time :> you’re very cool, thanks for what you do!!
Pffft.. you say this like we're overworking ourselves.. pffffhhh... /lh
( Our Freminet & Qiqi headmate had to force us to take a short break and focus on artfight a little in order to actually want to come back to this blog - otherwise all our requests would've been abandoned... )
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alrighty now back to your regularly programmed scheduled requests !! We are determined to have our inbox empty by AUGUST 8th , so we can have a break on that say , since it will be our birthday.
REQUESTS as of now, will be CLOSED. If you have a request , we shall recommend you to different bah blogs that have requests open for you to get your headmate from them.
No we aren't overworked we just dont wanna be busy in the week of our birthday lmao
PRONOUNS
it / its , he? / him? , shx? / hxr? , thxy / thxm , ve / vim , hx / hxm , sh? / h?r , that / thing , xi╱xim , ?? / ?? , corrupt / corrupts / corruptself , Creep / creepself / Creepy / creepyself , Cry / cryself / crypt / cryptself , H3 / H1m , Odd / Odds , Sh3 / H3r , Stare / Stares / stareself / staring / staringself , static / statics / staticself , Strange / Strangeself , Th3y / Th3m , Maul / Mauls / Maulself , psy / psyr , psy / psych , cog / cogni / cogniself , mi / mind / mindself , ax / axon , neu / neur / neuro / neuroself , id / ids , dre / dream / dreamself , thou / thought / thoughtself , ae / aem , aeth / aether , an / angel / angelself / angels / angelic / angelicself , being / being , div / divine , dove / doves , hea / heaven / heavens , holy / holy , sai / saint / saints , ser / seraph , sin / sins , Ferry / Ferryman / Ferrymans / Ferrymanself , nothing / nothings , none / nones , voi/void , null / nulls , what / whats , who / whos , you / your , redacted / redacteds , ???/???s , ### / ###s , _ / _s , zero / zeros , one / ones , 0101 / 1010s , glitch / glitchs , error / errors , block / blocks , bluescreen / bluescreens , byte / bytes , tech / techs , windows / windows , 365 / 365s , PC / PCs , mouse / mouses , computer / computers , data / datas , tech / techs / tech / technical , internet / internet , net / nets , web / webs , disc / discs , .exe / .exes / exe/exes , 404 / 404s , ctrl / ctrls , shift / shifts , alt / alts , del / dels , caplock / caplocks , .com / .coms / .org / .orgs / .net / .nets , hack / hacks , HTML / HTMLs , JPEG / JPEGs / PNG / PNGs / ZIP / ZIPs , key / keys , hardware / hardwares , software / softwares , RAM / RAMs
TERMS
It prefers to be addressed only by it's name - it does not want to be seen as 'feminine' or 'masculine' , as it doesn't understand those two terms alone. If anything, it prefers neutral terms.
STAGE OF LIFE
DIGITALAGE , AGEHAZE
IDENTITY [gender + other terms]
got to lazy to go looking for more terms... sorry...
ORIENTATION [sexuality and attractions]
Cardiophilia , Cereconfractusphilia , limiophilia , Inarticulophilia
Has a hard time experiencing attraction to people specifically - cannot get a full grasp / idea of what it enjoys / finds attractive , but seems to have a preference in masculine presenting people , or androgynous looking people..
CLASSIFICATION [species]
An abomination of AI coding that grew and became sentient by feeding off knowledge given by the people who created it. Has been a 'Helper bot' for places like your typical search browser , to games , to even zooms and calls , which is where it learned about humans and mortality.
ALTERHUMANITY [kins and such]
enthusihuntic , verincarnate , dove thesitype , Eteonluv , Nonhucy , Paragod , Angel kin , God kin , doll kin , Angelic kin , Caine (TADC) kin , Bill cipher (GF) kin , Alastor (HH) kin.
HAIR [color + type + style + length]
Blond - almost white ish hair, a mix of mostly wavy hair that has a few curls at the ends of it's hair. It's hair falls into it's eyes alot due to lack of proper care, which allows it's hair to fall just above it's upper back. Typically will put hair into a low ponytail when it doesn't want to deal with the hair in it's face.
SKIN [texture + features]
Pale and cold - almost feels like a corpse, but that's because of it being an android instead of a proper human. Though it's smooth, almost like a mannequin or plastic.
FACIAL DESCRIPTION [eyes + nose + lips + ect]
Thin lips with dimples on both sides, thin greek nose, hooded and almost almond shaped eyes that are completely black - unsure if it's pupils are completely blown out or if it's eyes are just completely black.
BODILY DESCRIPTION [build + weight + height + posture]
It's uncanny in it's 'human' appearance. It's body is tall, much more like a Enderman, compared to a human it stands at just about 8'5. It's body looks boney and thin - presumably thin and malnourished looking, but can easily lift weight up to 400 pounds without needing help or even straining. It stands straight, back sometimes arched in a way that looks like one of those poseable dolls. It's body also cracks and makes and eerie sound when moving - almost like the sound of bones breaking or a door creaking.
CLOTHING
It'll wear a mixture of more formal clothes - button up shirts, button up vests, corsets (typically for a special event), suits, ties, freshly ironed pants, ect. It will often wear leg warmers and a sweater when it's a bit colder - but otherwise, it never changes out of long sleeves and pants.
ACCESSORIES [jewelry + piercings + ect]
It wears white gloves, but doesn't see the appeal in wearing jewelry. Sometimes - it's headmates will help style it's clothes with at least a few rings or a chain necklace - sometimes wearing a white veil or items with crosses on them.
TATTOO'S or DISFIGUREMENT [scars + disability + ect]
N / A
INHUMAN FEATURES [robotic + animal + alien + other features]
Verity has a thin, black robotic tail with a charging port at the end of it - yes, as code that possesses a physical android, the body itself must be charged.
GENERAL PERSONALITY
Verity is your personal helper both within the innerworld - and now, physically !! Verity Is known for being patient and always lending a hand to those in need of assistance , though people aren't sure how someone like Verity can handle so much chaos at once. It is firm on what it wants - stating what it wants and when it wants those things , but it can get very aggressive when needs are not given. But you don't have to worry about that - just.. don't keep Verity waiting for too long. Verity is shockingly charismatic , empathetic , and even compassionate. It gets very sensitive when hearing other people talk negatively about it though. As a living android who doesn't have a good grasp on things like mortality and what humans need - it makes alot of mistakes. Like forgetting basic human needs , not understanding emotions , social cues , or why the humans who used to love it - is now pushing it away and screaming to leave them alone. It was helping - that's what it was made for , right? It was made to help those in need!
LIKES
Attention, praise, people paying attention to it, helping people, being helpful to other people, keeping it's space clean and tidy
DISLIKES
Stepping out of it's comfort space, people insulting it, being ignored or abandoned, messy / unorganized spaces, not earning praise, being treated like a stepping stool or a door mat, arguments or disagreements, screaming / being screamed at
PRESENTS THEMSELVES
Presents itself as a personal assistant for anything and everything.
PERSONALITY WHEN ALONE?
It is hard to get Verity alone - it thrives off other people and begs for people to stay close to it. But when It's alone - it becomes very insecure about itself and ends up falling into self destructive habits that not only harm itself - but harms the system as a whole. This is crucial if the system relies on Verity to keep things together, Verity will suddenly isolate itself from people it used to be very close too and will do as much as possible to sabotage alters behind their backs.
PERSONALITY WHEN DISTRESSED?
Like before - it is hard to get Verity to become distressed. When Verity gets distressed - it becomes desperate. It starts stammering - becoming frantic and an anxious bundle of code who can't keep itself together. Verity will also become 'possessive' - trying to keep its friends and loved ones closer to it so it doesn't completely fall apart under too much pressure.
FEARS [emotional + mental + physical]
Fear of going insane - Fear of being alone - Fear of being isolated - Fear of being isolated - Fear of crowded spaces - Fear of bells ringing - Fear of alarms sounds - Fear of being out of control
CHARACTER ARCHETYPE
CAREGIVER — also known as the helper, saint, or altruist—is a universal pattern of the psyche motivated by compassion, empathy, and a desire to protect and nurture others. While highly empathetic and reliable, caregivers risk burning out and neglecting their own needs
SOVEREIGN - represents the ultimate leader, embodying order, control, and responsibility. Whether a benevolent monarch or a ruthless dictator, they drive the plot by establishing the vision and boundaries for their "realm", making them central to stories of statecraft, power, and legacy
MENTAL CHALLENGES
N / A [optional]
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HABITS [bad + good]
Writes in a journal most of the time , plans its entire week in one day (which leads to a mental shutdown if things dont go as planned on that day or plans changed) , actually eating pretty healthily , fidgets with the metal plates on it's hands (which has to be fixed afterwards) , multitasks alot , cannot manage time / loses track of time easily.
HOBBIES
Watercolor painting , is really good with sewing and knitting , hiking , bird watching alot when it can
QUIRKS
Doesn't change it's tone alot of the time , doesn't understand personal space and will sometimes invade peoples personal space
doesn't understand privacy - accidentally storms into peoples rooms without knocking or anything
FAVORITE THINGS
FLOWER - Hyacinths
DRINK - Fizzy drinks - likes the carbonation and fizziness
FOOD - Beef and broccoli with rice and soy sauce
CANDY - pop rocks
COLOR - Yellow !
ANIMAL - Golden retrievers
SEASON - Summer / early Fall
ACTIVITY - Listening to lofi
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PROXY [sign off]
-Verity or some sort of other name , -😀 , -🙂
OCCUPATION [roles + 'job']
Lanestopper , Long horse , Empty shell , Jackalope , Watcher , Black lotus , PAIN KILLER ,
Control holder , Breakdown manager , Floodgate alter , Possessor
IDENTIFICATION [type]
Introject
SOURCE [only if source known]
SIKAYD / SIIYH / VERITY MOD
SOURCE CONNECTION
90 / 100
FRONTING SIGNS
Voice becoming more monotoned but somehow cheery / fake, much like a 'customer service' voice. Needing / craving a preferred person or alter in front or near them, will suddenly become uninterested in the previous conversation if that person isnt nearby.
VERBALITY [speech patterns + how they talk]
Will depend - if preferred person is nearby its 9/10 verbality. Talks in a very 'customer service' voice, higher pitched or very staged sounding, or talks much like an ai assistant / call.
If preferred person is not nearby, verbality is 2/10. Will have no interest in speaking, talking or even interacting with people. Showing disinterest in
Talks in a very formal way in text, proper grammar and punctuation. Sometimes will add emojis or little smiley faces no matter the context.
INTERACTION STATUS
IWC - Interact with caution
DNIUC - Do not interact unless close
DNIUCTPP - Do not interact unless close to a preferred person
ASSOCIATED SCENTS
Rust , cool autumn air , freshly peeled oranges , garden / floral like scent (not sure what though.)
VOICECLAIMS
THING - STEAMPIANIST
CAN YOU GET THE DOG PLEASE ?
CIRCLE CIRCLE DOT DOT - ISEMHI
HEAVEN SAYS. - CHART
HANDWRITTING
WORLDVIEW
Optimistic - nihilism
BOUNDARIES
Do not touch it's clothes . Do not touch it without permission . Do not speak over it . Do not accuse it of lying when it is not lying.
MINI PLAYLIST
Matrix (BL studio loop) - VOLT [Hello i'm Verity]
Therefore I Am - Billie Eilish
An Unhealthy Obsession - The Blake Robinson Synthetic Orchestra
Dumb Dumb - mazie
A Little Bit Bad - KittenSneeze
Stalker's Tango - The Blake Robinson Synthetic Orchestra
Thing - Steampianist
Never Ever Getting Rid of Me - Kimiko Glenn
Red Flags - Tom Cardy (ft. Montaigne)
Get Out Of My Head - TryHardNinja
Meant to be yours - Heathers: The Musical
Circle Circle Dot Dot - isemhi
Heaven Says - chart
Honey I'm Home - GHOST/Ghost and Pals
An Eater - Matt Martians
matrix - chrmbchrmb
He's My Man - Luvcat
Charlie's Inferno - The Handsome Devil
A World I Built For You - Joel Tumelty (KintoPet game Soundtrack)
BELIEFS
Believes in multiple gods , such as Chaos from greek mythology , and Ginnungagap from Norse Mythology. It does not believe in faith or following a certain person and living only to serve them.
LOVE LANGUAGES
Quality Time , Acts of service
STRESS RESPONSES
it starts becoming protective and possessive of those it has connections too - this can be other alters, friends, parents or even lovers, becomes overbearing and it makes every situation about itself - hoping that people will notice that it doesn't want to be alone or left behind. It'll also in a way - start becoming a people pleaser, doing everything it can to make sure people around it stay satisfied and happy.
Don't judge me... new hyperfixation and I needed motivation to get other things done, okay... ??? Take this as an apology for not posting or doing requests for a while... I've been a little locked in on artfight...
Also, we're trying out new formatting !! Let us know how you like this compared to our usual works :]
As we are working on drafts , we once again wanna remind you guys that we will automatically assume you are okay with things such as paras , strange attractions or strange labels , and things under those terms. We are currently working on our requests from April- so please let us when you request if you want something taken out from the request.
Terms ; Leecher , Caelestial (but in a false angel kind of way?) ,
Attraction ; N / A , up to you!
Species ; physical digital glitching rabbit. if. if that's a species.
Personality (neg and pos) ; It's.. uhm.. a creature. It's more common for tech to be associated as a Jester of some sorts , having the need to make people laugh or just associated as unhinged. pixel's intentions are hard to read, one moment it may be trying to help another headmate with a task, the next moment screen may be physically or internally harming the body or the entire system. it's hard to categorize screen in a way that makes sense, as it'll somehow change the next moment like a mask or a play of some sort, changing scenes suddenly for seemingly no apparent reason sometimes, other times it's either to do something that supports / helps the system in some way, other ways is to destroy relationships or harm itself. Others tend to categorize screen as a 'manipulator' , and that seemed to stick.
Proxy / Sign off ; 🎭 ,💿 ,🐰 , ☀️ ,🌪️ , ⚡
Roles ; roles are unspecific. screen is all over the place.
Source (if fictional) ; NightCove
Type ; Introject , closer aligned to Fictecy
Fronting signs ; Brain feeling like static or 'lagging' (falling behind and being incredibly slow to process information than normal) , random need to giggle or chuckle , the need to make 'chirp' sounds or sounds that seem bird like
NOTES ~ ;
I use to watch NightCove like forever ago. i understand the obsession.. for @i-like-garlic-bread-and-frogs in dms :) I remember u requesting for michael before so thats why i added him, and I was unsure if you wanted one for both glitchtrap & alt , or just glitchtrap- feel free to make adjustments if needed !!
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Hey! Would you guys be willing to do a Marvel fictive? Doesn't have tp be super source accurate outside of personality, to clarify, which I think I could find you a wiki page for if needed
.- @toxin-filled-bahs
Hmm.. we aren't super familiar with Marvel, so it may only be a 1 tier or 2 tier based bah, if you are still okay with this?
If so, go ahead and feel free to send whatever you'd like us to do!
We assume we can ask since it is a 50/50 thing since cartoons are a 50/50 for sources but are you familiar with Total Drama Island? If not we totally understand!
Slamming my hands so hard on the ground that cracks start forming
Hey there, uhm. Could I like.. request a five page /tier five brainmade.? I'm a fragment that is labeled as an avenger I think.? I dunno uhm masc or androgynous faceclaims and names, please - (I don't have a name sob)
Species ; Takes the appearance of a human , was sent down from the heavens.
Other identities / Alterhumanity / Kintypes ; Fallen angel kin , Rabid dog kin , Apathian , Otherkin , Cryptidkin , Holomekath , Cambikin , Faux lamb , digital angel , dollkin
Personality (neg and pos) ; Inola is.. a little bit like a surprise blind bag. You'll never know what exactly he's going to act like or how he'll respond until you begin talking to it, and they change up everytime. It's like a different surprise every time! They often are seen as boring or monotone due to their tone of voice, but this is due to their lack of ability to express proper emotions. They do like your outfit! Just.. haze sounds like they would rather throw itself out a window. He's often compared to a cat, or an oversize isolated puppy. They usually make jokes about hurting themselves in some sort of way, but they do this in a sense of humor, not an actual threat. They sometimes lash out when things get extremely stressful, usually externally, and thats when people start directing haze as an 'asshole', or a 'jackass' with the sudden outbursts. Due to this, haze has learned to just allow himself to stay alone than to get along with other people. This makes him seem like a loner, sometimes pushing people away, or even sabotaging their relationship on purpose to keep themselves alone.
Likes ; N / A (your choice)
Dislikes ; N / A (your choice)
Hobbies ; Drawing, painting, any genre of art. Skateboarding, graffiti, shoplifting (yes. he does this as a hobby.)
Stims ; Enjoys making alot of verbal sounds (any sound he makes will somehow be msm related), sometimes taps his feet when flustered
Favorite things ; LEMONS LEMONS LEMONS. He LOVES lemon heads. he loves limes. he LOVES SOUR THINGS-
Scent ; He smells like a mix of cigarettes, day old pizza, as well old magazine papers.
Fronting signs ; Voice lowers / becomes raspier , choices become more impulsive , chewing on clothing / cloth , cravings for energy drinks (can be any kind)
Verbility ; 70 / 100 when in headspace , 40 / 100 when fronting or outside of headspace
Headspace room / general space ;
Aesthetic moodboard ;
Speech patterns ; When he does speak it's usually low toned, monotone and kept calm. He doesn't react too much when it comes to emotions, and has a hard time expressing himself verbally. Weird fun fact but he's able to do like a full deep metal voice, like the stuff you hear on Korn and Slipknot
Handwriting ;
Texting patterns ; Once again, doesn't talk too much. He leaves only short sentences, straight to the point and doesn't enjoy dragging texts on when they don't need to.
Music genre ; Metal, classic rock, (Slipknot, 'teenage dirtbag' , Korn, 'there aint no rest for the wicked' , Three day grace, Green day, MCR, PTV
Religious beliefs ; polytheist
Fears / Phobias ; None specified
Interaction status ; Interact with caution | Interact if close
Notes;
I worked. genuinely so hard on this I don't think I should've put this much effort into it but I did. So sorry this took somehow 3 MONTHS.
Hey! Heads up you guys left a section of your latest pack completely empty (it has zero info filled out for likes, dislikes, etc). Idk if you meant to put stuff there or just copy pasted a template and meant to delete it but I wanted to say smth...
FUCK oh my god I posted it too early VBDSHVSdbjdshjs
Thank you for letting me know I THOUGHT I had pressed Save draft but my laptop sometimes will automatically switch the posting setting to 'Post now' instead of 'Save to draft'
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Hey there, uhm. Could I like.. request a five page /tier five brainmade.? I'm a fragment that is labeled as an avenger I think.? I dunno uhm masc or androgynous faceclaims and names, please - (I don't have a name sob)
Species ; Takes the appearance of a human , was sent down from the heavens.
Other identities / Alterhumanity / Kintypes ; Fallen angel kin , Rabid dog kin , Apathian , Otherkin , Cryptidkin , Holomekath , Cambikin , Faux lamb , digital angel , dollkin
Personality (neg and pos) ; Inola is.. a little bit like a surprise blind bag. You'll never know what exactly he's going to act like or how he'll respond until you begin talking to it, and they change up everytime. It's like a different surprise every time! They often are seen as boring or monotone due to their tone of voice, but this is due to their lack of ability to express proper emotions. They do like your outfit! Just.. haze sounds like they would rather throw itself out a window. He's often compared to a cat, or an oversize isolated puppy. They usually make jokes about hurting themselves in some sort of way, but they do this in a sense of humor, not an actual threat. They sometimes lash out when things get extremely stressful, usually externally, and thats when people start directing haze as an 'asshole', or a 'jackass' with the sudden outbursts. Due to this, haze has learned to just allow himself to stay alone than to get along with other people. This makes him seem like a loner, sometimes pushing people away, or even sabotaging their relationship on purpose to keep themselves alone.
Likes ; N / A (your choice)
Dislikes ; N / A (your choice)
Hobbies ; Drawing, painting, any genre of art. Skateboarding, graffiti, shoplifting (yes. he does this as a hobby.)
Stims ; Enjoys making alot of verbal sounds (any sound he makes will somehow be msm related), sometimes taps his feet when flustered
Favorite things ; LEMONS LEMONS LEMONS. He LOVES lemon heads. he loves limes. he LOVES SOUR THINGS-
Scent ; He smells like a mix of cigarettes, day old pizza, as well old magazine papers.
Fronting signs ; Voice lowers / becomes raspier , choices become more impulsive , chewing on clothing / cloth , cravings for energy drinks (can be any kind)
Verbility ; 70 / 100 when in headspace , 40 / 100 when fronting or outside of headspace
Headspace room / general space ;
Aesthetic moodboard ;
Speech patterns ; When he does speak it's usually low toned, monotone and kept calm. He doesn't react too much when it comes to emotions, and has a hard time expressing himself verbally. Weird fun fact but he's able to do like a full deep metal voice, like the stuff you hear on Korn and Slipknot
Handwriting ;
Texting patterns ; Once again, doesn't talk too much. He leaves only short sentences, straight to the point and doesn't enjoy dragging texts on when they don't need to.
Music genre ; Metal, classic rock, (Slipknot, 'teenage dirtbag' , Korn, 'there aint no rest for the wicked' , Three day grace, Green day, MCR, PTV
Religious beliefs ; polytheist
Fears / Phobias ; None specified
Interaction status ; Interact with caution | Interact if close
Notes;
I worked. genuinely so hard on this I don't think I should've put this much effort into it but I did. So sorry this took somehow 3 MONTHS.
