Your Smile Kills More People Than Guns Do

Like yea I'm not dying but when you're always sick depressed and stressed out to the point of mental break downs life is hard

Life never gives me a break

It'd be cool if someone liked me

I think I sleep all the time because that's the only time that I don't feel shitty about myself

Lately I just haven't felt right actually I haven't felt right for years I feel like I have a piece of me missing and like that will never be filled that piece of me left with you when I decided I was over being hurt but at the same time I was over laughing with you having an amazing time and just being around you because as happy as you made me you made me the saddest person I still to this day don't understand what was so wrong with me that made you choose to not making me yours and choose someone else not to long after I could take the crying and the pain anymore I never cried over someone so much in my life we weren't even together but I loved you with every bit of my being for two years and for two years I stuck by your side and didn't leave I don't know why I did this but now I feel like I'll never have that again I'll never laugh with someone as much as I laughed with you I'll never be happy with someone as much as I was happy with you and I'll have people treat me the way you did and leave me wondering what is going on and why I wasn't good enough but I also will never cry over someone as much as I cried over you I'll never let anyone hurt me like you hurt me I'll never have to experiences the feelings I had with someone like I had with you and I just want this to all be over I want to pain to go away I want to be able to trust men again and I just can't because no matter what I'll always get hurt because I'm that girl that no one wants to hurt but they hurt me anyway

I love when I say my sisters girlfriend and people are like girlfriend? Your sisters a lesbian? Noo she's straight she just likes girls like the fuck