BREW AND BLUE

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I am 4 days late but I still want to post this because... well there’s no real reason. I feel like If I update every now and then I can look back at it when I’m bored to see what was up years ago. Anyways, I’m 25 now! Haha, there’s a global pandemic, which is great and not much has changed. I’m working/trying to find a better job.. on medication again (who would have thunk) and yeah.. nothing much haha. Idk why I still have this account but it’s here! Hopefully I remember to post on time next year. 

BREW AND BLUE turned 4 today!

Today is my last day of studying for finals. Tomorrow I present my final animation project. A ironic and fitting way to go out. I am somehow more proud of this account being open for three years than graduating from college after five years. I just feel like school has always brought hell into my life. Well so has tumblr but...i mean everything is kinda hell-ish I guess. But the point is is that tomorrow I am free to become whoever I want to be. I’m 23, I don’t have a drivers license, a job, an apartment, a significant other or friends I feel comfortable with but I have this blog with all my memories. My dad is remodeling my childhood bathroom across the hallway as I type this. Thats the only place I felt safe in this house and it’s changing. I’ve spent a collective number of days on that floor bleeding and crying about things that don’t matter now. But it’s changing and I can’t do anything about it. I don’t know what I’m doing with myself and it’s been making me feel like...well like everyone else that graduates from college...lost and alone but I’m just gonna own it for right now. I’m almost finished.