Biting the bullet here, but let's go! You can call me Brave :)
18+ multi fandom fic writer on AO3 as chessgameofmetaphors. Statistically, I most often write for the Winter Soldier 🤭
This blog is just a place for me to share things I find cool, interesting or super creative.
✉️ asks are open! I'm not a fast writer, but I'd love to hear if you have any ideas for what I should write. (I reserve the right to refuse any asks I don't feel comfortable with!)
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Marvel
Loki
Visitations - 🔞 Loki and the Winter Soldier visit you one night.
Under My Skin - 🔞 President Loki is in a soulmates AU and he hates it.
Bucky/The Winter Soldier
An Offer You Can't Refuse - 🔞 Mob boss!Winter Soldier AU. When the Winter Soldier kills your mob boss husband, he takes over his business. But the only thing he really wants is you.
Harem of Heroes - 🔞 Choose your own adventure – harem of heroes edition!
Real Love - 🔞 Loki loves you, but he’s hesitant to accept that you love him. How can you prove it’s real love?
Warm Enough - 🔞 Bucky just wants to make sure you’re warm enough.
Hydra - 🔞 What, if instead of a metal arm, the Hydra gave the Winter Soldier a tentacle? He's about to learn about all the ways he can use it.
Save Me - 🔞 Winter Soldier sex pollen series. Individual works listed below:
1) Relief - 🔞 When the Winter Soldier is affected by an unknown chemical, Hydra agents bring you in to give him some relief.
2) All The Time in the World - 🔞 The Winter Soldier is infected by an unknown chemical, triggering a break in his conditioning. Can you help him get back to who he was before it all went wrong?
3) Mistakes - 🔞 The Winter Soldier is sent to assassinate you. When he accidentally incapacitates you with a sex pollen drug, he has to correct his mistake.
4) Thaw - 🔞 The Winter Soldier has just come out of cryofreeze, but he isn’t ready for his missions yet. You’re brought in to help him thaw out.
5) Desperate - 🔞 The Winter Soldier has escaped. Freedom awaits. But can he fight the failsafe the Hydra scientists injected into his blood?
6) Help - 🔞 The Winter Soldier had escaped his Hydra base, with no intention of returning. When you find him, he nurses you back to health. He explains that his conditioning gave him urges he can’t control, so it's time for you to help him. You understand right?
7) Star - 🔞 You live at the Hydra base, but you can’t figure out your purpose. Your only indication is the mysterious star that they’ve stuck on your arm, and the sex pollen it’s leaking into your skin. Does it have anything to do with the Winter Soldier?
8) Break - 🔞 Hydra are breaking in their favourite weapon, the Winter Soldier. They bring you along to help with the process.
John Wick
The Violence it Took to Become This Gentle - This is the story of Helen and John before he got out.
Star Wars
Make Me Holy - 🔞 Priest!ObiWan tries to redeem you, a fallen angel. But is he the one doing the saving?
On My Mind - 🔞 Qimir has a problem. He's fallen in love with Osha, but he can't rid himself of visions of his old Master Vernestra. As he struggles to reconcile these feelings, he explores what could have been.
Hamilton
Everything You've Ever Wanted - 🔞 Angelica is dead serious about that harem.
King Arthur: Legend of the Sword (2017)
I Always Wanted a Boy - 🔞 Vortigern comes to you to fulfil his wish for a child.
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Languages tend to peak at their word for butterfly. Never seen 2 that are the same, either. Papillon. Mariposa. Borboleta. Fluture. Vlinder. Schmetterling. Pillangó. Babochka. Farfalla. Sommerfugl. Perhonen. Farasha. Titali. Chōchō. Nabi. Húdié. Buom buom. Great job guys, i really mean it.
He’s never ever heard of that word associated with him in his life.
Probably.
Did he get you pregnant on purpose? Not this time. The man was eager to fuck, 7 months out of divorce, he’d been fooling around with you for a month or so. You were more than ten years younger than him, hot and ready on a silver platter, nice, had that sweet look in your eyes that John couldnt get enough of— not a chance he’d ignore your advances.
Everything was fine and dandy till you stopped taking his calls. Then his texts. You aren’t answering the door to your flat. Not posting on social media anymore. He doesn’t investigate.
Well, not for the first couple of months.
See the man doesn’t take too well with being left in the dirt, doesn’t not do relationships either.
Not after you so shyly asked if he could stay a little longer after your first one night stand. Not after he basked in your afterglow. Ever so tempting, got mystified in every inch of you, from you’re pretty face, every messy curl on your head, your breasts, to your stomach, your thighs your heat between them— that voice that was purring his ear about how thankful you were that he stayed because you’d never in your life been screwed like that.
“M sorry, that was too much.”
“No,” his hand caresses your face, “that was just enough. Ta dove.”
He intended on finding a spot into your life.
So when he finally sees you passing the street, curls high and out of your face, round stomach peaking out of the off shoulder cropped sweater you’re wearing, breast starting to get larger and swollen, a certain glow about you in the flowing beige skirt you wore— he knew for a fact the baby growing inside your womb was his and you would be his for the rest of your lives.
You didn’t know it yet, didn’t know it until he popped up at your new place with your favorite cake from your favorite bakery in hand. Cupped your face and murmured, ‘Was worried about you dovie.’ And your stupid heart fluttered.
Baby Daddy!Price is a good soon to be father, he joins you at the appointment and the baby classes, so adamant about you eating healthy but also helping you eat what you and the baby want. Rubs your feet and your shoulders, may or may not have given your cunt half of his manhood when you were desperate to cum, buys everything the baby may need and even curses out some family members because you wanted the baby shower to be small and intimate, not some big bash where everyone but you is drinking.
But the man doesn’t persuade you to move, you are, in fact, moving. Got you a bigger house so you could even have your own room (you weren’t redy to get back together yet), claims it’s all for the baby. The baby needs the family to be together. The baby needs to see his parents on good terms, the baby needs to be close to his grandparents, the baby likes his voice and his touch so John needs to keep his hands on you in some shape or form.
Lies.
But he’s tame for you. The old man adores you, loves the joy and experience you’re giving him that no one else on the planet has given him. And he’s sharing this experience with you. It can’t get any more perfect than that, can it?
It’s when you’re on the phone with your friends John may or may not block after he hears them trying to get you back into the dating feild.
Why would you need to date anyone else but Price? Who else would marry you when you’re already dependent on him, John may or may not have lead to a few men getting in an accident before your planned dates. No deaths, nothing serious (thankfully).
But it has you worried, completely oblivious to the fact that John’s physically blocking any potential prospects from coming your way, maybe you’re not pretty enough anymore. Maybe they don’t actually find you interesting.
Pure Blasphemy leaving your mouth. Sexiest thing on the planet, and he reminds you. Fucks you right against the mirror so you can see him splitting you open, how beautiful you look all disheveled. John holds your legs wide and your back to him. Can see the exact way heis cock is filling you to the brim, Sledgehammering into your slippery walls that’s gushing either way your mixed fluids, his pre weeping into your needy cunt, threatening to get you pregnant.
“Would look even prettier with a rock on y’ finger birdie, mm- have you all stuffed full ‘f me with a rock on your hand. ‘S what you need.”
And your pussy’s trembling, gasping for air into your lungs because you can imagine the sensation. John used to cum in you all the time when he found out you were on the pill, how warm it felt inside you, makes your mind swirl and put the balls of your feet right in the dovey of his back as he could be deeper, till it was dripping out of you’re hole and your body was limp, and he’d dip his tongue in to plug it up. Smear his tongue all against your sensitive clit and suck your cum up. But you got pregnant, came to your senses that even with the pill, you could end up in the same situation—
“You can’t-“ you’re keening, head rolling back on his hairy shoulder, grabbing at his calloused hands to put you down but he only fucks more of himself inside you, faster— harder— “Oh fuck John- nngh!” He’s doing it on purpose, widened mushroom tip knocking right against your cervix.
You can feel him smirking the way his beard prickles against your skin, sucking a love bite onto you, the bastard, “I can’t what honey?”
“You can’t cum inside- you can’t!” You’re shaking your head but your cunt is gripping him tighter with every rough thrust. His breeder balls are slapping against your cunt with every sloppy roll of his hips, lucky he pulls out just as your walls start to spasm. His cum dripping to the floor as he holds you so close. He lets you down to your feet and hold you close, humping against as you both come down from your highs, his hands squeezing your tits.
He lowly groans, flushed forehead pressing against your messy curls, “Fuck, but you’d look so good pregnant again dove.”
You got lucky.
Lucky you didn’t get pregnant but there was a scare. Almost as if your body had been achin for it, for this man and only man to knock you up right after fucking you silly.
“‘S a shame.” He exhaled his cigar when you give him the news.
You’re more than relieved, and John understands that. You’re still young. You’d atleast want some of your life to yourself before having anymore kids. You make your way over to him, falling into his arms on the lawn chair. You wrap your arms around him first for once, because at the very least you know he’s safe. This is home. You mumble into his neck, “Maybe when the baby turns four or five we could—“
“—Whatever you want sweetheart, God it’s whatever you want.” He hums, pressing his lips against your temple. Hand running up and down your back as he presses you into him.
You’d definitely be married by the end of the year.
My key clicks in the lock and I slip inside into the quiet of our apartment. It’s late but I’m early. I’d been on a week-long business trip and my last day of meetings ended early so I made the last-minute decision to fly home a day ahead.
I toe off my shoes, hang my coat, leaving my luggage by the door before moving through the dark like a ghost. Our bedroom door is ajar. I push it open, and there she is.
My love. My pretty girl.
She’s on her side of the bed, facing away from the door, one hand tucked under her cheek. The comforter is pulled up to her waist, her bare shoulders rising and falling with each slow, even breath. The sight of her like this, so soft, so utterly unguarded, sends a wave of pure, dizzying adoration through me. There’s a physical ache, a tightness in my chest that’s the manifestation of my reverence.
I strip out of my clothes and the bed dips as I slide in behind her, the warmth of her body an instant balm. I press myself against the curve of her back, my front to her back, and a sigh escapes me that’s half relief, half worship. I nuzzle into the fragrant cloud of her hair, breathing her in—shampoo, sleep, and her.
“Hey, sweetheart,” I whisper into the dark, my voice a rough scrape. “Missed you.”
She doesn’t stir. Not a twitch. The trust in that, the absolute surrender of even her unconscious body recognizing me. She knows it’s me. Her body knows. She’s safe, so she sleeps on.
My arm comes around her waist, my hand splaying possessively over the soft cotton of her sleep shirt. I press a kiss to the back of her neck, then another, trailing up to the sensitive spot behind her ear.
“So perfect,” I murmur, my lips moving against her skin. “My perfect, sleeping girl.”
My hand begins to move, a slow, sweeping caress from her ribs down over the plane of her stomach, to the crest of her hip. I slip my fingers under the hem of her shirt, seeking skin. She’s so warm. So impossibly soft. A sleepy, contented sound vibrates in her throat, and it goes straight to my cock, which is already hard and pressing insistently against the small of her back.
“That’s it, love,” I coax, my hand sliding back up, this time cupping her breast through her shirt. My thumb finds her nipple, already a tight peak in her sleep, and circles it slowly. She shifts, a subtle arching into my touch, a whispered sigh. A bolt of pure heat shoots through me. She’s enjoying it, even in her dreams. The thought is intoxicating.
I need more.
With infinite care, I ease her onto her back. She goes pliantly, her head lolling to the side, lips slightly parted. I lean down and kiss her forehead, her closed eyelids, the tip of her nose.
“My pretty, pretty girl,” I breathe, the words soaked in reverence. My hands are everywhere now, mapping her. I push her shirt up, baring her stomach, and press my mouth to her skin, kissing a slow, wet trail from her navel up between her breasts. I take a nipple into my mouth, sucking gently, and her back arches off the mattress with a soft, broken moan.
The sound is my undoing.
I hook my fingers into the waistband of her shorts and panties, and in one smooth, gentle motion, I draw them down her legs. She helps without waking, lifting her hips just enough. I toss them aside, and now she’s bare before me, bathed in silver and shadow. She’s breathtaking. All gentle curves and vulnerable flesh.
I settle between her legs, spreading her knees apart with my shoulders. The scent of her, warm and musky and sweet, fills my head. I’m dizzy with it. With her. I press a kiss to the inside of her thigh, feeling the fine tremor there.
“Shush, my love,” I whisper, my breath ghosting over her core. “Just sleep. Let me take care of you.”
And then I lower my mouth to her.
She is wet already, her body responding to my touches even in slumber. I groan against her, the taste of her like a drug. I worship her with my tongue, slow, languid strokes that have her hips making tiny, unconscious circles. I find her clit, that perfect, swollen pearl, and circle it with the very tip of my tongue, feather-light.
“So sweet,” I moan into her, my voice thick. “Taste so good, baby. Always so good for me.”
Her breathing changes. It hitches, grows shallow. A soft, continuous stream of sighs and whimpers falls from her lips. Her hands come up, tangling loosely in my hair, not pushing or pulling, just holding. As if I’m her anchor in the sea of sleep. I could spend an eternity here.
I increase the pressure, flicking my tongue faster, sucking gently. Her thighs tense around my head. I can feel the coil tightening in her, the gathering storm.
“Come on, pretty girl,” I urge, my words muffled against her flesh. “Let go. Just let it happen. I’ve got you.”
And she does. With a soft moan, her body trembles with her climax. I hold her through it, lapping gently at her, drinking every pulse and shudder, whispering praise against her soaked skin. “That’s it… beautiful… so beautiful for me…”
As the last tremors subside, she sinks back into the mattress, boneless and spent. Her eyes are still closed, her face flushed and serene. The possessiveness in me swells, a dark, tender tide. I like this, knowing that her body and I share a secret but her mind has no idea.
I shift up her body, my own need a painful, urgent throb. I position myself at her entrance, slick with her release and my saliva. I look down at her face, so peaceful in the aftermath. I don’t want to wake her. I want to keep her in this soft, pleasurable haze forever.
But I can’t wait.
With a slow, relentless push, I sink into her.
The heat, the tight, velvet clutch of her… I see stars. I bury my face in her neck, groaning. “Fuck… love… you feel like heaven.”
The intrusion, the fullness, finally pierces the veil of her sleep. Her eyes flutter open, blurry and disoriented in the dark. She blinks up at me, confusion smoothing into a dazed recognition.
“Wha…?” she slurs, her voice thick with sleep.
I freeze, my whole body coiled. I press a frantic kiss to her lips. “Shh, shh, sweetheart. It’s just me. It’s okay.”
Her brow furrows. She’s waking up, the reality of the situation seeping in—my weight on her, the deep, intimate join of our bodies. A flicker of something crosses her face.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper, raining kisses on her cheeks, her eyelids. “I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you. You were just… you were so perfect. I couldn’t help it.” I pull back just enough to look into her eyes, my own pleading. “You can go back to sleep if you want, baby. Just close your eyes. Feel me. Let me love you. You don’t have to do a thing.”
I begin to move, a slow, deep roll of my hips. Her breath catches, her eyes drifting shut again, not in sleep now, but in overwhelmed sensation. Her arms come up to wrap around my neck.
“That’s it,” I breathe, my pace gradually increasing. “My good girl. My love. You take me so well. Always so perfect for me.” Every thrust is a prayer, a claim. “Mine. All mine. This sweet cunt is mine. This pretty body is mine.” I kiss her, swallowing her soft moans. “You’re so trusting. Letting me have you like this… it kills me. You have no idea what you do to me.”
Her legs wrap around my waist, pulling me deeper. She’s fully awake now, meeting my rhythm, her hips lifting.
“Look at me,” I plead, my voice breaking. She opens her eyes, hazy with pleasure. “See who’s loving you. See who’s obsessed with you. It’s me. It’s always me.”
I’m close. The sight of her beneath me, pliant and accepting, her body welcoming mine, is too much. “I’m gonna come inside you, pretty girl. Gonna fill you up. Okay? Tell me it’s okay.”
She nods, a quick, desperate little motion. “Yours,” she whispers, and that one word is my end.
With a guttural groan, I drive into her one last time and spill, pulsing deep inside her warmth. I collapse on top of her, careful to keep my weight on my elbows, shuddering through the aftershocks. I’m babbling into her skin. “My love, my heart, my everything. I’m sorry I woke you up, I love you, I love you so much, pretty girl.”
Long moments pass, our harsh breaths the only sound. I don’t pull out, I can’t bear to yet. I gather her into my arms, turning us onto our sides, holding her tightly against my chest. I kiss her hair, her temples, peppering every surface with soft kisses.
She nestles into me, her hand coming to rest over my pounding heart. Then, her voice is a sleepy murmur against my skin.
“You’re early.”
A wave of affection washes over me. I hold her tighter. “I know,” I whisper back, my lips against her hair. “Missed you too much.”
She answers me in a soft giggle. “Missed you too.”
Her breathing evens out once more, slipping back into sleep within the circle of my arms, and finally, my body relaxes in the way it only does with her.
Note: I was scrolling through my inbox and had a few somnophilia requests so I figured I'd post this from my drafts teehee also was in the mood for some teeth-rotting fluff and romance 😍
husband clark being desperate on your wedding night.. stay with me…
husband clark (softly) slamming you onto the bed while looking at you with eyes so lustful you’re not sure they belong to your farm boy
husband clark who fucks your titties as you press them together which makes him throb each time the shiny rock on your finger catches the light
husband clark who lets a little too much possessiveness shine through when he fucks you in missionary, the words ‘my wife’ now living rent free in his mouth alongside filthy praises and mock-sympathies
husband clark who comes extra hard and slams extra deep when you call him hubby in that sweet, fucked out tone of yours that always makes his eyes roll back
husband clark who presses down on your pelvis to watch globes of his cum dribble out your pulsating hole and asks you "do you think it took?" before shaking his head, knowing full well you’ve gone too dumb to even realize he’s talking to you
husband clark who now allows himself to pour all his love into you, literally and figuratively <3
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Monster that naturally takes so long to cum that finishing after several hours would be considered abnormally fast for it
When it first catches you, it’s too strong for you to fight off. Your only choice is to just endure its oversized cock until it stuffs you and lets you go. But you keep enduring, and enduring, and enduring, and the monster never shows any signs of stopping. After it’s fucked countless orgasms out of you, it hasn’t even had one. If there’s a clock nearby, you might be able to tell that you’ve been getting used as a toy for hours and hours, assuming you can still think about anything other than monster dick
You can’t endure forever, as the constant railing exhausts you till you can’t move. And with one more orgasm you finally pass out. The monster’s not satisfied, though. It doesn’t pause for even a second as it continues thrusting away into your unconscious body. You don’t get to truly rest, and eventually you’re woken up by the same rough thrusting that knocked you out. It’s been nonstop for a full day now.
When the monster finally starts to speed up, getting close to finishing at last, even that takes a long time. Even rougher than before for almost a full extra hour before with one more hard thrust and stuff your insides with its seed. One pump at a time fills you fuller and fuller. It feels infinite, but finally it’s done and you get a chance to rest. Well, until you feel its cock throb inside you again. You don’t even have the strength to complain as round 2 starts
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Being asexual and racist is embarassing as fuck. Being racist at all is obviously embarassing as fuck but the amount of racism and especially antiblackness i have been seeing from asexuals recently is obscene.
One of the only asexual activists is Yasmin Benoit, a Black woman. She has raised so much awareness for the community. She was the first asexual person to lead Pride in London, she started the #thisiswhatasexuallookslike movement and is THE leading voice for the community.
And you all will celebrate international asexuality day on April 6th but we wouldn't even have that if she hadn't cofounded it.
Edit: why are you all too scared to repost this. Cmon. Be vocal about being against racism
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got a crick in my neck and a frog in my throat and a chip on my shoulder and a stick up my ass and now you're gonna stand there puttin words in my mouth? haven't I been through enough?