hi…
this is mostly just somewhere I put things
before I talk myself out of them
18+ only — please just be normal about that
I don’t really have a theme
it’s just… whatever I’m thinking
whatever I don’t say out loud
whatever sits in my chest a bit too long
sometimes it’s soft
sometimes it’s a bit of an attitude
sometimes it’s me wanting attention and pretending I don’t
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about me (more honest than I probably should be)
I think I come across more difficult than I actually am
I just don’t like asking for things directly
so it comes out sideways
I’ll act like I don’t care
or like I’m unimpressed
or like you’re not getting to me
…but I notice small things more than I should
tone, timing, effort
whether you try again or not
that kind of thing sticks
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faq (but not really answers)
“do you mean what you post?”
sometimes I wish I didn’t
“are you actually like this?”
only when I feel safe enough to be
“why the attitude?”
it’s easier than saying “please don’t lose interest”
“do you like attention?”
I like feeling chosen
there’s a difference
“are you hard to deal with?”
only if you give up quickly
“can I message you?”
you can… just don’t expect me to make it easy
“what do you want?”
something soft
something consistent
someone who doesn’t get put off by me being a bit… like this
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I’ll probably deny half of this later
but for now it’s here
