just trying

i fought the urgee fuuuck im okay

i hateeee when ppl say "no one is saying [blank]" its so dismissive. because most of the tjme its just not true. its alright if you havent seen it. but dude, whatever it is, someone is saying it

i think one thing i want ppl to understand about avpd is, you truly dont have to do anything to freak me out. if you are there, im scared. like, there are a lot of things i dont feel comfortable doing bcs i live with other ppl. sometimes i put off going out into the kitchen bcs someone will probably be there. they dont have to do or say anything. but just me being percieved. and the possibility of what could happen. and even if its something as "small" as a comment about me getting food, it can tear me down bcs my brain associates all these meanings to it. and then my brain says, you have to avoid this happening again. avoid going into the kitchen. avoid leaving your room

tbh taylor swift is one of my special interests but im afraid of being mauled to death if i talk abt it

ughh i dont even want to try to associate with ppl who dont believe trans men and transmascs should have a word for their oppression