I lived

It is what it is. Oh, okay.

We’re all a little weird, its fine. And I was just curious as to how he handled your disappearance. 

Okay… I’ve been up to nothing, really. You guess?

Sounds boring to be honest. Yeah I don't know.

So how is everything else going? Have you talked to Reece? 

Okay, I guess. Could be better or maybe I'm just weird. Shortly, why?

Hmm?

Hmm?

Yeah. Oh. That’s… good?

I'm trying something new and not deny what you're saying. What have you been up to? Yeah, I guess.

I’m awesome. What about you?

Awesome? I'm...okay...semi good.

Yeah. I guess you’re right…

Hope so.

Hey.

How are you?

……

Hey

Hey! What’s up?

Tara, hi. Uh not so much really.

I love you too

and that's the important thing...right?

Nothing of this has to do with Alice. She isn’t important. I don’t know why I left Eloise. I just do things without thinking twice and I end up regretting and fucking a lot of things up.

What does this mean for us then? 

I don't know how you feel about it all, but I love you. It's really up to you.