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Network system online...Vox.

—Names: Matt, Matthew, V

—Gender identity: Demiboy (ftm)

—Pronouns: He/it/static/Hy/hym

—Age: Minor

This is not my main account so I unfortunately can't follow back :-( !!

This is the account I use to rant about my problems, mental illness etc. Basically just me being severely mentally ill. Mostly tw for S/H; suicide mention; etc.

I block freely and if you're here to call me names just leave. This is my safe place for venting. I choose the rules.

I'm new to the jirai community please be patient with me. I'm severely unstable and always on the verge of a breakdown. Tone tags are really appreciated.

#jirai intro #jiraiblr #jirai boy #actually mentally ill #mentally unstable #jirai lifestyle #jiraiblogging #landmine jirai #landmine type #landmineblogging #landmineblr #jirai posting #im probably gonna edit this /make it prettier later

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Day 1 of trying to heal from my apparently ptsd from the situation

I had many flashbacks and triggers but I managed to cover it up with good memories and my yumeship

It's gonna be hard

#omg a jirai trying to heal????? wtf???? get out???

I tried sushi with my f/o!! I didn't like it but don't tell him.... gulps...

NOOO I WAS WAYCHING ANIME WITH MY F/O AND AN S/A SCENE CAME UP NOO HE GOT S/A TRAUMA

Hes fine but I feel bad :-(

#i could have NEVER guessed that would turn into a s/a scene

cozypaws1929

sleepover ideas!!!

kiss

kiss my scars

give me headpats

say you love me

never leave my house

give me attention

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I can't stop relapsing omg I had to stop stalking someone cuz they interacted with my ex situationship and i always relapsed into checking his account ohmygod

#now my defesene mechanism is to think he's disgusting but what he is is basically being is Shtwt/ tumblr so I'm just a horrible person #hes disgusting for lying about his feelings then #but what if he was just figuring himself out #ohmygos I wanna relapse on sh #but it's me and my f/o anniversary so I cant #fuck my stupid life ohmguod #first nightmare now this #wow@

I had another dream that I was in school and my old bully stole my things but when I slapped him the teachers yelled at me and gave my stuff to the other kids and didn't let me call my mom I fuckass woke up crying ihmygid

#i got real c-ptsd about that guy btw

I genuinely have no idea if I actually got ptsd from my past situationship and grooming or my brain is masochist and likes to give me hallucinations and flashbacks that often trigger me into self harm or impulsive crying

#tw sh mention #tw grooming mention #like genuinely I got real triggers and when I get triggered I start hyperventilating #and I often start shaking and crying

Ninononononono stopstol why do I have so many triggers about him nono please stop please

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I wish that every time I thought about *them* I could stab myself to stop the memories

#⚡︎ 𖣠 They'll never glaze behind the maze of cracks on the screen.. 𖣠 ⚡︎#jiraiblr #jirai boy #jirai lifestyle #jiraiblogging #landmine jirai #landmine type #landmineblogging #landmineblr #actually mentally ill #jirai posting #jirai land9 #jirai landmine #jirai diaries #landmine posting #landmine boy #landmine diaries

Omg me and my main f/o are gonna have a 500 days anniversary...omg...

#I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WHAT DO I DO #I HAD STUFF PLANNED TOMORROW #not anymore I guess. fiancé more important

I miss that kind of misery

The kind where you were nice to me

But only in the evening

So I ask if I'm just dreaming

I wanna scream till my vocal cords give out

#⚡︎ 𖣠 They'll never glaze behind the maze of cracks on the screen.. 𖣠 ⚡︎#jiraiblr #jirai boy #jirai lifestyle #jiraiblogging #landmine jirai #landmine type #landmineblogging #landmineblr #actually mentally ill #jirai posting #jirai land9 #jirai landmine #jirai diaries #landmine posting #landmine boy #landmine diaries

NO. I DID NOT JUST WOKE UP AT 3 AM CUX OF A MOSQUITO. NO. FUCK YOU. NO.

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himinya

I love taking care of people. It makes me feel better about myself as a human being.

#ᯤ I CAN CORRUPT; MANIPULATE; CONTROL WHAT YOU SEE ၊၊||၊#finally someone understands omg

ssummerinjune

I need to dedicate myself to you and you alone. Let me be your devoted partner for the rest of my life.

#ᯤ I CAN CORRUPT; MANIPULATE; CONTROL WHAT YOU SEE ၊၊||၊#sigh I wish I had someone to obsess over...

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