not to be sad on main but after years of living in the opposite hemisphere to my parents the distance has finally started to hurt. the first few years it was a relief when I was young and angry and didn't understand a damn thing about myself or the world. but the older I get the more I understand them and I really don't know how to manage my emotions about this as they get older when I've built a whole beautiful life and career and friendships on the opposite site of the globe :(
like am I really going to be able to go my whole life only seeing them for like a few weeks max every other year or am I going to have to give everything else here up :(















