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well well well if it isn’t the obvious truth which i have been running away from as fast as i possibly can all this time

i really don’t have the time to be the way i am

cPTSD be like: break down in tears when someone treats you with compassion.

the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy

imagine being able to eat without an immense feeling of guilt. imagine…

would u still love me if i were stuck in a cycle i've never been able to break

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

would you still like me even if i experienced emotions

i hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i know

"what's going on in that head of yours?" nothing i want to be a part of

im always inbetween wanting to get better and wanting to get worse. i know ill regret my actions when im back in my "i want to get better" phase.

My favorite kink is reciprocated energy