I have three older brothers, but they make me feel like I don’t exist, and one threatened to disown me. As if he is perfect. Fuck you. If you think so little of me, you won’t miss me. You guys aren’t perfect, how dare you treat me this way. I have done all I can to at least stay semi successful, life happens. I’m the youngest and you guys act like you’re royal. NONE OF YOU WERE EVER ON YOUR OWN LIKE ME. I don’t have the military to pay my housing and such. And on top on that, your ex left me in debt. You fucking cuck.

Baby picture of Casper 🥹🩵

Relapsed today, the person I love almost called the cops on me. And I almost ended up in the mental hospital for the 3rd time. Nothing can describe this pain. I’m left to wallow in my sadness alone. Drinking an entire bottle of wine on an empty stomach because it’s better than suicide, right?