Pain.

yes my feelings are valid but i don't want them

despite the fact that i never shut the fuck up and compulsively overshare people still manage to know nothing about me

i KNOW the sleep tips, google. trust me, i know about the darkness and the light and evil screens and exercise and meditation and not napping. i know “”“how”“” to sleep. what i need you to tell me is how to convince my fuckass adhd brain that i need to give up on doing things for the day and that the hours between midnight and five a.m. are NOT secret free extra time that no one will notice if i steal

i wish i could pause life and lay in bed for 3 months and just catch my fucking breath

the feminine urge to give up

That BPD mood when you sit there, feeling numb; and suddenly BAM, you’re crying. What the fuck is that about anyway??? Ugh.