bpd thoughts

shout out to everyone who participated in the january-february mass depressive episode

Thank you everyone for another great turnout to the january-february mass depressive episode

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

having an intense emotional reaction and being called dangerous and scary when you know a literal hug would calm you down is one of the worst parts of bpd for me that make me feel so misunderstood

does anyone else get tired of how repetitive they are? i just feel like i’m going in circles and circles talking about how i feel and what has caused me to feel that way but have no power to break the cycle. i’m tired of being tired. i just wish something would change.

I be having breakdowns that would send people to the ward and yet I just go to sleep after and act like nothing happened the next day

i'm just a shell of a person. i have no desires. i don't want to do anything. get attached to anyone. leave my house. live. just want to physically fade the same way my mind has.

the sexual tension betwen me and never speaking to anyone again

Rape doesnt turn angels into whores it turns us into angry demons you watch out motherfucker