my space

There’s a difference between being happy and being distracted from sadness

reminder: you can start over at anytime. your day is not ruined. your world is not over. take a deep breath. start over.

friendly reminder: healing is not an overnight process

all the things I could never tell you

It is so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude

trust that the loving energy you fuse into the universe will come back to you, maybe not in the time frame or ways you are expecting, but it will find you and warm you, this exchange is eternal

If you knew me 1+ years ago, and we don’t really talk anymore… you do not know me now. I have changed so much since then and you genuinely don’t know who I am anymore. Your perception of me is of someone who no longer exists, just a past version of myself I grew out of.

if insomnia was a person i’d slam that mother fucker’s head through a wall

They melt the second you touch them.

I’ve accepted that the most consistent thing about me is inconsistency. I’m unreliable, unstable, unpredictable and mercurial. I will never get it together. I will never be on solid ground. I will always be a loose cannon, a powder keg giving off sparks.

existing, but ironically