BPD BB

tired of your boring old regular depression? try DOUBLE DEPRESSION

Daily quote,lol

Ennui means so much more than “boredom” or “boring”. It’s a word we don’t have an English equivalent to. Ennui is the soul crushing weight of existentialist pressure on your being. The painful nihilism of having seen it all and there being no thrill left. It’s a cynicism so deep that cynicism is too exciting. The detachment from all that is good and beautiful and worthwhile in the world. Ennui is not opening the fridge over and over hoping that something inside will suddenly appeal to you. Ennui is knowing that you’ve tasted everything in the fridge and won’t ever know the bliss of tasting any of it for the first time again.

june 25th

And I knew I was so, so wrong.