worm

it’s hard to “stop trying to be someone you’re not” when you don’t know who you really are

everything just keeps getting worse and I can’t take it anymore

anyone ever get that moment where you could be having a great fine time and then suddenly everything, the world, just goes completely silent and lonely for no reason and literally everything feels so empty and you feel so hollow

i wish people would understand that when i continuously blame myself for something going wrong, it’s because i truly believe it’s my fault, it’s not because i’m looking for attention

I wanna get drunk and self harm and that’s the mood

You ever convince yourself that you’re so annoying that you’re not allowed to post anything or text anyone because it’s so annoying and by some weird logic you convince yourself that even writing down your feelings is annoying so you feel like you’re collapsing in on yourself and you feel so awful and trapped and alone? because mood.