Bozo Blog

So, Thisvid has permently removed any form of sc@t content for public viewing and, to my knowledge, limited access to members of the site. Which they haven't accepted new accounts to in a long time and personally I would not feel comfortable signing up anyway. The site is host to some extremely questionable videos. I'm not here to debate the morality of using the site, trust me i've fought myself on it for a long time.

I had a few thoughts on this and thought I could get them out here. This community on tumblr, many of us shy, myself included, is important to me. I'm speaking from my own experience here but i'm sure a lot of you can relate that I don't have any other outlets for this part of me. And it has been so isolating over the years.

These videos getting removed feels awful. It's hard to push past the feeling of "the world thinks you're a freak." Yes, what I'm into is gross. I'll be the first to say it. It's obscene, it's nasty, it's repulsive, it is downright unholy. But that can also be said about a laundry list of kinks and fetishes on the website that will be unaffected by this change.

I guess what makes me the most irritated when it comes to this subject is the fact that this niche kink is one of the taboos that doesn't cause any sort of harm to another person and yet it is treated as one of the worst among society. I'm not asking everyone to start being chill with all the weird shit but I mean, fuck, if we're not even accepted on one the most abhorrent kink sites online then where the hell else are supposed to go? It would be nice to know our corner of the internet is safe instead of constantly having to uproot.

So thats it. That's the rant. All that being said, I know it's not Thisvid that is making this choice, I can't go into detail because I'm not certain as to why they are being forced into this decision.

One last thing, I extend my condolences to the emeto community, I've seen that their videos are also being affected.

Stay freaky,

She’s so helpless and weak compared to his hulking frame, so hysterical because of his actions against her, and yet… Death play by asphyxiation? Gushing. A hard hit to her face while he’s balls deep? Coming.

// domestic violence

Oh, yes. He grooms his partner into appreciating it. You’re like Pavlov’s dog. You’re conditioned into associating his violence with his love, with reward, a gift. His attention is worth more than any human can conceptualise. Even if it hurts, so fucking bad.

Slapping you across the face when he pleases. Your mind instinctively feels awarded, happiness spreading across your face, because you were worthy of his touch. You don’t think about the sting in a negative sense. You let it burn and spread across your cheeks, feeling cared for.

He’s so in love with you that the only way he can think to express it is to slap you around. You don’t complain.

He beats you. He spanks, punches, and shoves you. You’re bruised all over. It’s the representation of his adoration for you. You wear the marks with glee and pride, cutting off your loved ones when they try and intervene and question you on Wesker’s behaviour. Because with the way they express their concern, you feel nothing. You only understand violence. That is how he communicates with you.

They couldn’t even begin to understand what it’s like to be worthy of Wesker’s love.

The marks on your wrists from being tied up, the way the collar on your neck chafes at your raw skin. It’s all in the name of love.

When he chokes you, your arms fall limp by your side. You let him take what he needs, only breathing when Wesker allows you to. He chooses your next breath, whether it arrives or not.

🥀 NSFW : How he patronises you when you’re already fucked deep into subspace.

I KNOW he gets off on you crying too. 🫠

🖤 “It’s so hard to think for you isn’t it, sweetheart? Mhm… I know… Don’t think. You don’t need to anymore.”

🖤 “Aw, did that hurt? Yeah? It hurt right… there? Oh I’m so sorry dear…”

🖤 “I know it’s sooo deep… Poor little thing. I just slide in so easily, darling.”

🖤 “Ohh it’s too much for my sweet pet… Shh, I know, dear… Just one more time and you can have a break.”

🖤 “Well done, pet. Such a good job… Oh, look at how you’re fluttering for me… Mm, I think you need one more, sweetheart.”

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I drew his head shapes last time, now it's time to figure out how to draw his fits. Mr. Wesker my fashionista diva 💖i WILL draw him off model and i WILL give him 4 inch heels.

closeups + yapping under the cut

I drew fanart for "Failed Experiments" Wesker x reader by @ faggotbeloved !!

(I'm too embarrassed to tag but please give the fanfics a read !! The entire Wesker fanfics there are my favorite 😭💖💖 especially the 3 step ahead !!)

Since Tumblr does not like spicy drawings (i will get suspended 💀💀) I needed to post full pic on twt... The full art is on @ drawinguncannie !