I've Been Countin The Days Since I Said Goodbye

backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

“you’re so funny” thanks i would have been lobotomized in the 1940s

im TIRED of pretending to be someone else for people but even when im myself, people dont seem to like me... its lonely either way

I want friends w bpd but Im also horrified what if they leave me for a new fp and then I get cooked and cry my eyes out and kms

its not even character development anymore its literal torture

Everything is so fucking boring, everyone is SO boring. *says as I never leave my bed all day or do anything or talk to anyone*

when you’re laying in your bed crying and wondering when the pain and fear will stop and suddenly you’re 14 years old again and wondering why everyone you love hurts you and uses you and leaves you and why you aren’t good enough