sara loves her juicy fruit and aaron loves to kill

having a psychotic disorder and being a horror fan means sometimes i will watch somebody play a game or watch a movie and i will enjoy it and say "wow this is so cool" and then i start acting weird and scared until i wake up the next morning

jay ending up with what is essentially paranoid schizophrenia by the end of the series is a little funny to me because if you pay attention to his dialogue/read his tweets he's INCREDIBLY aware of the fact that he has paranoid tendencies. he uses the word paranoid to describe himself 5 DIFFERENT TIMES on twitter. during season 2 he responds to a viewer asking him about the music playing in a s1 entry that took place in his apartment and his response was "I probably had it on for background noise. Otherwise the silence would make me think I was hearing things." okay man.

sometimes you have to ask yourself the question "why the hell am i masking on tumblr"

watched the backrooms movie. loved the set design and creature design and soundtrack/ambience. the character writing felt not so great but that's kind of negligible. i had fun. cool movie. would watch again. it's backrooms

first time watching a camrip of a movie this shit has a built in laugh track. and also a guy coughing in my right ear

listening to beach boys smile backing vocals montage and closing my eyes and. smiling

jasky is some cat and mouse bullshit where the mouse (jay) is afraid for his life every day every second until the moment he's being pursued and then he just goes "HEY!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!!?" and expects the cat (masky) to stop or respond but it never does. and they don't even try to kill him they just drag him under the couch. My New Toy

one of my favorite jay physical traits when it comes to drawing him is his near constant teensy bit of stubble. he only ever gets the faintest whispers of facial hair in the original series but he's never hairless. the patient needs 3 chin hairs to live

why can't my psychology special interest make me giddy about the executive dysfunction and avolition like i am about psychosis and such. fuck my gay boyd life

idk if i'm over the "tim goes to the antique store to cruise" bit yet. wow