Degenerate

i think one of the worst parts of having an anxiety disorder is you can know your anxiety is fundamentally unreasonable and does not make any sense. but it doesn't help

Swinging violently between wanting to cry, kill myself, or beat the shit out of someone.

My younger self would be so disappointed seeing how I turned out.

love in this generation is an absolute waste of time

I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough

You hold yourself so well, people would never suspect you're going through hell.

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

Oh to be sleepy and crawl into bed with someone who's warm and safe and you know will take care of you in all the right ways, who'll hold you and tell you that its all gonna be okay.

Please tell me i'm not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.