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Other girl: yeah me too!! I was tripping on acid last night so I didn't get any sleep

It's ok if it feels like you become a different person when you get unstable. It's ok if you scare yourself when you are unstable. When you are not in your right mind it is not you. Sometimes I become really unstable and get violent urges. Mostly to harm myself, but sometimes to harm others. Sometimes both. Most of the time, I'm a pacifist. I hate hurting others and always TRY to be nice and especially to never hurt someone. If I do accidentally hit someone, I'm automatically apologizing and trying to help them. My violent urges are not me. I keep them in check and never let them go from urges to actions and that is what matters. As long as they are just urges derived from mental illness, they are not who I am and do not make me a bad person (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞ this has been a PSA ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜)

I've never been an athletic person. For the first 14 years of my life I NEVER worked out. I maybe stretched once every 4 months or so. So when I decided to try out of my high school cheer team, I knew I was at a disadvantage. Both for my lack of skill and how different I am from all the other cheerleaders. So I spent hours going through tips to nail tryouts. In one video, the girl had the tip to keep an "I can" attitude. To believe that you can do it and never say that you can't. To always stay positive about your progress and keep working forward!! To believe you can do anything with enough work. That really stuck with me. I went from never working out to working out 5 times a week. I learned all the cheer jumps and such before I was even taught them. I built up my leg muscles so I could do them. And when I got the cheers, I practiced every single minute I had free. I got in, (along with everyone else that tried out, I made it a giant deal when it wasn't one) and I keep that attitude. It's taken me from not being able to do anything athletic to being able to do a cartwheel and working on more!! I've gotten so much from cheer and I love every second I spend doing it. But the best thing is the attitude that I can do anything if I put hard work into it. I still almost never use the phrase "I can't!"

Tip for makeup on a budget!! !! These cloths are $2.97 at Walmart. This is the 2nd pack I've gotten of them because I love them so much! They take off makeup completely with just water, even waterproof mascara, full glam makeup, brow pomade, everything! The only thing I've found that they can't take off with water is eyelash glue but for 2.97 that's still absolutely amazing!! They are cheap, reusable, and work amazingly. I can just wet them, wipe off all my makeup, and then if it was especially heavy I will do a light wash with my cleanser. 11111/10 I love it

Put lotion next to the toilet. When you go to use the bathroom take out a little bit of lotion and rub it on your legs, arms, belly, chest, wherever. Seriously, sit on the toilet and put on lotion. It seems weird but it's oddly nice and it's something you will be reminded to do on a daily basis- whenever you use the bathroom. Not all self care has to be glamorous!!