Itโs Always Been Her For Him, But Itโs Always Been You For Me// JEAN KIRSCHTEIN X FEM! READER X REINER BRAUNN
She knew it wouldn't have lasted, she can tell that he still has feelings for her but she loved him to much. Y/n L/n, she's in love with the horse face boy, Jean Kirschtein. The way he looks at her, the way he treated her, the way he talked about her to her and his friends, was nothing the way he did with her. The fact that it's her best friend, and she knows that her best friend doesn't like him. The girl I'm talking about is Mikasa Ackerman. Y/n boyfriend is in love with her best friend and she didn't feel the same.
And that day hit her like a pile of tow trucks. Y/n went to go surprise Jean for his birthday, and from that plan went down hill when she arrived at his house. His mom let her in, telling her that his best friend Marco is here and they both will be happy to see her.
As the h/c girl walks to the outside of her boyfriends room, she hears his confession. "I feel so awful! I been dating her for almost two years and I'm still in love with Mikasa." His voice booms on the other side of the door. "Just the way her hair flows, the way her eyes glow, the way she can take charge and just everything about her." One tear falls from the girls face. "I don't know how- I don't know how to break up with Y/n... I mean I do care for her but it's different, I don't know if it's more than Mikasa or less... I should tell her..โ
"You should, you been leading her on for about two years." A voice that didn't sound like Marcos, which is in fact Reiners. "It's kinda of a dick move."
"Haven't you done it?" Marco questions it.
A huff escapes from the blondes lips, "for a few months, not two years. Look man, she's probably coming over later and you should tell her."
"We been telling you for the past year." Marco agrees with their other friend.
A soft knock is heard from Jean's door. "What is mo-" The three boy's face drops to see Y/n standing there in tears.
"Happy birthday." With that she drops the things she bought him and ran out the house. Jean stood frozen, he couldn't believe that she was there listening to that.
He grabs the two bags to see what were inside, his widen to see the new game system he's been wanting since it came out, along with a few games he also wants. "She's really in love with you, just like you are with Mikasa." Reiner states after seeing what she got him.
The first thing Y/n did when she got home was call her friend. When she came over, she brought over some f/f(favorite flavor) ice cream and the two of them watch her favorite movies. "Do you want me to beat his ass?" Her best friend bluntly states.
Y/n shakes her head, "If you do like him, Mikasa, it's okay."
A small giggle escapes her lips, "Even if I did, I wouldn't. For one, you know who I like. Two, you bought him the new game system that cost over four hundred bucks, along with some games, I deserve to beat his ass. It'll be my birthday present to him." A sigh escapes Y/n lips, "You don't deserve him, he didn't realize how much you love him."
"It doesn't matter now, now does it?" She questions her friend, stabbing at the ice cream with her spoon. "Am I heartbroken? Yes. But am I surprised? A little, but I'll get over it. It might take a few days...or weeks... or months... eventually I will." She places her best fake smile for Mikasa, so she doesn't have worry.
Y/n walks into her last class, and only class she shares with her ex boyfriend. Jean tried to speak to her but she has most of her classes with Mikasa, and she refuses to let him talk. And with the classes that Y/n doesn't share with Mikasa, she shares with Eren and he tried to get into a fight with Jean a few times when he walked into class trying to talk to you. But of course, this is the only class you didn't have with either of them.
Luckily, she has Historia and Ymir in her last class too. "We heard what happened..." the blond female asked.
"I'm okay." Y/n flashes a fake smile, a smile that Jean notices as he stares at her instead of listening to the teacher. His heartache after you left, he even told the two friends he had in his room.
Ymir lets out a laugh, "You're not. He admitted his feelings for your best friend yesterday."
"I mean..I'm still in love with him, but I- if he wants to chase after Mikasa when she clearly has feelings for Eren as everyone knows it, he can. If he's happy with it, then I'm happy. I just want him to be happy, even if it's not with me." She rants to her two friends.
"Class!" Their teacher shouts, causing everyone to get quiet.
After class, Mikasa, Eren, and Armin stand next to Y/n last room door. When she walks out, the four walk to their lockers. "You should switch classes-" Eren started off.
"-I'm not going to do that. I'm not going to loose this class because of him." Y/n stated, then sighs. "I know you guys are looking out for me."
This went on for months, "We can always tell your dad-" once again she cuts off Eren.
"That's not right, just because he's the principal doesn't mean I'll use the power of it." She states.
Mikasa sighs, "Why do you even still love him?"
"Why does he even still love you?" Y/n snaps back, giving shock to the trio. "Sorry.. I just... it's been hard to get over him. We been together for almost two years... I don't think I'll ever get over him."
As the tension rises of jealousy, Armin spoke up to cut it. "Are you going to the Christmas dance?"
The e/c girl shakes her head, "I don't think I am."
"Come on, lets go together." Mikasa offers, a sigh escapes the girls lips before agreeing. "Great." After school, Mikasa and her go to Y/n's house to get dressed. "I know that you don't want to go because you know who will be there, but I'm glad you are. It's been a while since the four of hung out."
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't let Jean get to me to much. Tonight it won't happen." After those sentences, someone knocks at the door. This causes both her and Mikasa to quickly put shirts back on(since they were changing).
Both girls walk to the door, opening to see surprisingly Reiner with flowers and chocolates, blushing looking away from the two girls. "H-hey." He clears his throat. "Can I talk to Y/n?" A smirk appears on the the raven haired girl before walking into a different room.
"Reiner? Wha, what are you doing here?" A blush comes across her face as she looks at the flowers he brought. Her favorite, along with her favorite chocolate.
"I know that you're not really over Uh Jean, but would you like to go to the Christmas dance with me?" He asks, handing her the flowers and chocolates. Before she can answer, he spoke once more, "It's okay if you don't..."
"I'd like to." She cuts him off with a smile.
"I get that I'm his friend but- wait you said you will?" Y/n gave a nod, holding the smile on her face.
"Of course. Where are we going to meet?" She asks him.
"I'll stand outside the school, waiting at seven." He smiles widely, wrapping his arm around the small girl. "See you later." He pulls away then walks off to his car with a huge smile on his face. Even though he has admit he has done what Jean has done to Y/n, but it was because he's in love with her. Reiner Braunn is in love with Y/n L/n. And he hoping to change her mind of his friend and have her fall in love with him.
Once y/n closes the door, a blush and smile is stuck on her phone. "Does someone have a date to the dance tonight?" Mikasa asks as she notices the smile on her face.ย
She giggles, "Yeah..." she spoke in a loving tone, something she hasn't done in months. Y/n always had a liking in Reiner but hasn't really spoke to him only when he was with Jean. "Let's watch a movie? We have about five hours-"
Mikasa shakes her head, "I have two hours, Eren and Armin are going an hour after it opens." Y/n gave her sad eyes, trying to have her stay for the five hours. "Your puppy eyes won't work on me like the other two. I'll see you later. Maybe you'll kiss Reiner, I heard there's a lot of mistletoes." Mikasa winks before walking out the door.
A groan escapes the only person in the house, "What to do..." she whispers to herself before going to her room and turning on Netflix. As she watch a her favorite show, she started to drift off the sleep, so she quickly set an alarm in two hours before knocking out.
Once she woke up, she felt pain through out her stomach. Y/n quickly ran to the bathroom, only find it was her time of the month. Tears fall down her cheeks as the pain was so bad, she takes some aleve to light up the pain.
After she got dressed into her (color) dress and black wedge, the pain stayed as it's only a few minutes before she has to leave to meet up with Reiner. "I need to tell him I can't go.." she mumbles to herself. Y/n takes out her phone and clicks on his name, calling him.
"Y/n, are you on your way?" His voice sounds excited.
As tears falls from her face she spoke, "I-I'm Sorry." She stutters our.
"What's wrong?" He asks in a concerned tone.
She shakes her head, "N-no. My st-stomach hurts so much. I don't th-think I can make it. I'm s-so sorry."
โItโs okay, Iโll swing by-โ Y/n cuts him off.
โ-You donโt have too. Iโll see you Monday.โ She sniffs before hanging up. The e/c girl climbs onto the bed, curling up into a ball of pain and tears. Still with her (color) dress on and heels.
After thirty minutes her door opens, โDad please not now.โ She mumbles, pressing her head against the pillow with pain going through her stomach.
โItโs uh, not your dad.โ A familiar voice spoke.
She lifts her head to see her date. โReiner? Why are you here?โ She spoke with glossy eyes.
He chuckles before sitting next to her, โWell, since your stomach hurts, and as you always say that for your period, I wanted to make sure your okay. Here,โ he hands her some of her favorite chocolates and candy.
A blush runs across her face, โReiner, you didnโt-โ
His finger goes to her lips, โI wanted to-I wanted to tell you at the dance. But since you couldnโt make, Iโll tell you now before you find someone else.โ A confused look runs across the girls face after he removes his finger. โIโve liked you for a while. Well, more like love you for a while. Before you were dating Jean.โ
โBut the other girls- the girls you used-โ His places his finger on your lips once more.
โWhen Jean dated you, and kept tell Marco and I how much he loves Mikasa made my blood boil. But I also did that when I was dating those girls, I kept talking about how much I love you to Bert but you were dating Jean.โ He sighs as the blush goes to his cheeks, โI really wanted us to be under the mistletoe tonight so I had a reason to kiss you.โ
As itโs a very emotion roller coaster for y/n, her response was to cry. His eyes widen trying to figure out what to do to fix this, apologizing. โDonโt apologize, Iโm just emotional right now.โ She wipes her tears away before grabbing Reiner hands. โWell, um, I kinda painted the ceiling above me with a mistletoe when I was dating Jean so we could always make out for a reason.โ She points above him, with a blush on her face. โThereโs a mistletoe.โ His head tilted up, to in fact see a painted mistletoe, not a very great painting but it was the thought that counts. โI wanted to take it off because of the memories every night, but you can help me make new ones.โ Blush burns into both the their faces.
โYou sure?โ Reiner asks as his face is red, but luckily is dark enough to not be able to see it.
โYeah.โ Y/n smiles as does he. โIโm guessing that youโre going to help me get over him?โ
โI hope so, but this will sound harsh, but you need to understand that it will always be her for him, but itโs always been you for me.โ With that he captures her lips in his with his hand holding her cheek and other holding her back.
She wraps her arms around his neck, pulling him closer. She loves the way their lips move together, like nice and soft clouds. Reiner slowly places her back on the bed, with him hovering above her, without breaking the kiss. The more they kiss, the less clothes they kept. โIโm so in love with you.โ He mumbles against her lips.
โGood. I may be in love with you.โ She says back, bring their lips back together.