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thinking about kirk picking spock to go in the immunity syndrome instead of mccoy, thinking about kirk learning that mccoy was dying in for the world is hollow, wanting mccoy to stay on the ship but relenting with a if that's what you want, saying doctor mccoy i order you to return with us, thinking about kirk saying you're not staying mccoy no matter what he tries in plato's stepchildren, saying no matter what he makes me say or do the answer's still no, thinking about kirk saying patient? our friend is dying in the empath, saying you cannot let him die, saying if all you understand is death, then here are four lives for you, thinking about kirk saying i'm sorry, bones in the man trap, thinking about kirk saying bones, it wasn't your fault in operation annihilate, thinking about kirk saying bones, bones in this side of paradise, thinking about kirk saying sickbay? doctor mccoy? bones? bones in the mark of gideon, thinking about kirk saying that still doesn't explain the death of my ship's surgeon in shore leave, thinking about kirk and mccoy. thinking about kirk and mccoy!!!!!!

thinking about Kirk reactivating McCoy's contract in Starfleet just to have him back as his cmo on the enterprise. Bones, I need you, badly! Thinking about Kirk bringing McCoy with him to the planet in 'A Private Little War' I need you with me, advice I can trust, thinking about Kirk willing to stay behind in the mirror-verse, waiting, waiting for McCoy, ready to beam the others back but not leave him alone in hell, thinking about Kirk choosing McCoy to join the landing party in his estimation in 'the Ultimate Computer' where the M-5 disagreed, about Kirk choosing McCoy for the landing party in 'Return to Tomorrow' even though Sargon did not request him, of Kirk choosing McCoy over Edith Keeler in that final moment of 'The City on the Edge of Forever', McCoy! Leonard McCoy? and the reason he followed him through the Guardian of Forever anyway, how he dove and barely missed him, Bones, no! how Kirk repeatedly wants him by his side, again and again and again and-

“how did you get into writing” girl nobody gets into writing. writing shows up one day at your door and gets into you

"how did you get into writing" girl i've been tormented by the visions since i was eight years old

just because you havent seen me post about The Character in a while doesn't mean i'm any less insane about them in private

it's like damn are people like not born in the 90's anymore?

this all goes back to how sometime around the late 90s/early 2000s they stopped making people born in the 90s and switched over to making people born in the 2000s. it's not a coincidence

They make me physically ill