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I post on here so no one knows because I’m not even safe on Twitter

Sometimes I want to say fuck everything everyone ... fuck my house everything I’m so over everything and everyone ... I don’t get nothin but shit from ppl that should be missing my feet I make sure everyone is ok before and that’s my fucking problem ... ungrateful kids ungrateful man ... mad friends that don’t understand ... and just not telling ppl ur business so they don’t make it a topic of tonight’s convo I’m just tf over it all

I can slowly see my relationship coming to an end ... I just got called boring

I be wanting to chat in groups that be full af

Do ppl actually connect here ???

Sometimes I wonder if I was born back in the days where Manson was out here doing his thing would I be a hippie in a cult ... like shit was bananas back in the day

I just be smoking and minding my business

I hate when I’m just sitting here in a pool of hurt feelings and I have to get myself out of them ... ppl know their strengths and weaknesses and mine is not debating anymore... I’m learning how to not put so much energy into being mad... arguing or being upset but it’s hard when the other person speaks they mind whether it hurts u or not and u just chalk it .... it’s not chalking when u still feel that feeling in ur stomach like yeah ... ya feels still hurt ... so here I am ... good morning to all

So sad to see darell leave

My cat been real clingy today ... maybe she feels what I’m feeling

I’m never disappointed

Sometimes I want to be left alone .. but most nights I’m lonely af but don’t want to complain

Or the feeling of someone being infatuated with the thought of having u not cherishing u once u are with them

Or feeling like ur tolerated because a person couldn’t have exactly who they wanted