So Not Your Lover

I am going to try to sana sana colita de rana this heart break away 

I miss you terribly

I hate my life and you are just loving yours

I feel as though you’ve always hated me

I feel like you never even loved me

Someones I wonder if you even loved me at all

You hate me and that’s okay I think I will love you forever

I hope you are happy for me

You said you would be with me through it all and you left me all alone like it was so easy

You hate me so much and I am trying to understand why

You are so cruel…who even are you anymore

You broke up with me after 7 years…after a whole life we built together without even flinching…I feel like I wasted all this time with you

At this point I feel like you are just being intentionally cruel

Will we ever get back together? Does it even matter

Depressed and I want to be alone

I just want to forget we ever existed. I wish I didn’t miss you. I wish I could just leave and run away

Won’t kill mussel buttttt Omg this hurts so mucho hate it