Dee

a lot of people didnt learn anything in high school because they were too busy trying to kill themselves

the reason i'm stupid at 25 + no degree is because i only recently started caring about surviving my life tbh and it is sad because i am behind on a lot, but i cant go back

the only thing we can do is catch up on what we missed from now on

let this be a lesson because i posted this a year ago and i fell back into that trap temporarily at 26, i care about surviving again though, it happens a lot

No one else is supposed to understand your calling. It wasn't a conference call.

when you can’t stop thinking of the person you could have grown with and how your own emotions that are stunted to inch stops you and youre working through it, even though it’s been years but now you want them back and you want to do a big proclamation and shout to them the love you have and say see it’s not all wasted. but this isn’t a movie and they know their worth and have someone who recognizes it. so you slink to the background and reminisce and let them be as happy as they deserve to be and realize you’re too late like everything in life.

the way this was used as a manifestation and i talk to my person for the first time in a long time😭