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Crying like a baby

Lowkey wanna cry whenever I'm not getting her attention

I hate age regressing after every little inconvenience

Your hypocrisy is driving me mad.

People my age are out having fun. Meanwhile, I can't get out of bed, I sleep all day and night. I used to dream of what my teenage years would be like, but now all they are is a dream. I've tried making friends with people who I thought were cool, but I think I finally figured it out. I'm not worthy enough to have a best friend, I never was. I used to cry to God every night for a friend, but now I've realized I am the only one I can have as a best friend. I'm the only one who will be there for me no matter what. I wanna get out and do fun things, but I'm not worthy of such luxury. Ever since I was young, I have always been excluded in every little way. I'm losing hope. Maybe in my dreams I can live peacefully.

I feel like a dog that should be put down because of how sick and miserable it is

when i push away i just want to be pulled back in.

wanna cry until I throw up, like that one night.