lately i've been really into characters who are incredibly normal and put-together women on the surface and also have something wrong with them.

for a long time i thought i was a mediocre fiction writer but a good academic writer but after writing my undergraduate thesis poorly i think i've learned that The One Thing i'm good at writing is reviews. formative years watching hours of internet video reviewers did this to me.

ive been really into calling bad or mediocre writing "deflated" these days. limp writing. flaccid writing.

is it okay for me to say that i've found milgram's third half super deflated in general right now.... like just narratively its felt pretty muddled AND sometimes if somethings badly written but the music is good i'll still have fun but alas the music hasn't been hitting much for me either so i cant excuse it LOL well at least the animation is nice

I loooooooove stretching and cracking every part of my body at all times HOWEVER I need to like. be more careful because of the mild hypermobility situation. sometimes I stretch my legs and it's awesome but then I do like 1 degree too many in the knees and like it doesn't hurt at all. but someday it probably will 😔

I always thought it was interesting how in printmaking, paper prints seem much higher valued than fabric prints, like both monetarily higher selling costs as well as general higher demand. I looooove fabric prints I love how durable they are I love how many ways I can store and display and use them I loooove it HOWEVER. in my (albeit limited) experience both curators and general art customers vastly prefer paper. I guess there's probably a lot of factors why? Probably some systemic and probably some individual personal preference. It's a little alien to me either way though 'cause I care so much more about fabric prints over paper LOL

i need to get a part time job like rn but im like. kind of so incredibly terrified of lean staffing. i can't be relied on. please dont schedule me for ten million hours because you have three employees total, you'll kill me to death.

do you think employers will kill me when they see that it took me almost 10 years to get my degree