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Looking back on the memories of bitter-sweet, it was always you who held onto my hands, wasnāt it.I know itās all my fault due to my timidness, isnāt it?The words filled with the feeling that made my heart pound,The quiet you, at times, said those things for my sake only.Even though those smalls words were enough to make me smileā¦It was the small happiness I had then.I canāt bring myself to say something like,āletās continue to be lovers from now onā.Please just allow one last fragment of selfishness from me,and hug me,Iām sorry, Iām so sorry I was too weak and helpless.And even so, I still do love you so.That face that you made when you teased the blushing me;My face turning an apple red as you made fun of me.Reminiscing right now, I go back and relive those times.Why canāt I stop these tears from flowing down?The time is now,Iām the only one being abandoned by the flow of time.Even for a little bit longer,I donāt want to part from these feelings.The tangles of your ruffled hair.Reflecting light so perfectly.blew gently in the cherry-blossomed wind.If I were to completely erase it, throw away my soul, will this thorn inmy heart goā¦?The more I think, the more lonely and painful my heart gets every time.Iām sorry, Iām so sorry We have to say.āFarewellā today and move forward by the flow of the seasons.~The twist of fate that both of us had met⦠it is all thanks to God, but it wasnāt meant to be.Why our feelings for each other budded was cuz our hearts resonated,our feelings beat as one.Just that alone, just that alone, Iām fine with that.For you will be forever, my beloved.