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sorry I've been absent recently! honestly, around the end of 2016, I started to feel pretty overwhelmed. between trying to keep my fics updated and maintaining this blog, all on top attempting to make content based around gamingmas and having to produce something new each day to keep up, I felt like there was a lot going on! but, I'm going to try and be around more again and so if you could maybe reblog this and help me recirculate my blog, that would be amazing!! thank you! š
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JJ + MentalĀ Illness (Analysis)
it confuses me a little bit when people say that JJ didnāt have an anxiety attack and justĀ āmerely choked from the pressure.ā while this is partly true, seeing JJās attack visualised heavily hinted towards him being mentally ill. not to mention, mental illness will not always be obvious. with yuuri, itās quite obvious as we constantly get his point of view and he is the main character. same with viktor, who basically describes his years of depression before he met yuuri in episode 10.
but hereās the thing. in real life, thereās no way of knowing what someone is going through on the inside unless they tell us (like viktor and yuuri). not to mention, JJ is a side character and we get to see his point of view for only a mere few minutes in episodes 11 and 12. but thereās a lot we can pick up on.
before I start this post, I just want to point out Iām not saying JJ being mentally ill is canon (although it would be nice if this was expanded on in season 2). this is merely my analysis and interpretation of JJ and his arc and what it means to me as a person with mental illnesses myself.
one of my most important headcanons for JJ is that he has ADHD. and for those who donāt know, i myself have it and the symptoms are not just beingĀ āhyperactive, energetic and loudā 99% of the time before thereās a lot more to this illness than people think. yes, a lot of the time hyperactivity is a big symptom but hereās some that should be taken into consideration when headcanoning JJ with ADHD. some big symptoms of ADHD is that we are unable filter our thoughts and what we say, which makes us come off as rude or obnoxious. we canāt tell when weāre being too loud. we canāt deal with frustration very well which leads us to become anxious very easily. we have no sense of personal space sometimes and are often socially awkward without meaning to be. the list goes on. and truthfully, I see a lot of these symptoms and behaviours within JJ. so letās get into analysing.
no head to mouth filter + social awkwardness.
if thereās one thing the fandom calls JJ, itās obnoxious. at the end of the day, this is a matter of opinion however, Iāve noticed whenever JJ tries to interact with any of the other skaters, he does so in a playful yet slightly obnoxious manner.Ā
but itās clear he has no malicious intent. this is one of the reasons i relate to JJ a lot. he tries to make friends with the skaters but is too socially awkward and tries to jump in with a playful joke or tease but ends up being rejected because heās simply not close enough to make these jokes yet. he doesnāt think things through and act on impulse, with no filter which is common for most people with ADHD.
dealing with frustration + anxiety:
JJ doesnāt deal with frustration well and itās heavily evident in episode 12. when heās presumably asked if heās okay, he instantly yells at his parents out of frustration and panic. itās difficult to deal with frustration when you have ADHD because we feel emotions a lot more intensely than other people. and this leads us to experience severe anxiety like JJ. not the mention, ADHD can really kick you and your self-esteem to the ground, which we also see happen to JJ.
in episode 11, we see JJās anxiety hit him almost out of nowhere which is very accurate for someone dealing with an anxiety disorder. you can suddenly feel okay and confident in what youāre doing but suddenly, you canāt breathe and you feel like youāre falling. we get very strong imagery of this with JJ.
we see him literally falling from a cliff, below the rest of the skaters. this imagery is quite hard hitting to those who suffer from anxiety. you feel helpless, you feel like youāre physically falling and youāre below everyone else around you. this is not an athlete having a momentary break down. itās an anxiety attack and a strong one.
low self-esteem and self-worth (JJ is a Yuuri Mirror)
within story telling and media, itās common to have a character that mirrors the protagonist to see them in another light. JJ mirrors Yuuri in episodes 11 and 12 based on when we first see Yuuri: anxious, depressed and having low self-worth. a scene which proves JJ having low self-worth is this one.
JJ apologises for ā what he assumes ā failing his parents. heās clearly devastated and it doesnāt seem to link to winning for the sake of winning or prove heās the best. that was never JJās motivation. He wanted to do it for his fans and his family, and for Isabella. He wanted to prove he was worthy of their dedication. Someone with a high self-esteem ā as JJ fronts ā would not feel the need to prove their worth to anyone. not to mention, this scene directly mirrors Yuuriās first one.
coping and defence mechanisms
people tend to invalidate the theory JJ suffers from anxiety due to his egotistical traits. however, as someone who suffers from pretty bad anxiety, faking self confidence is a big coping mechanism and this is another reason JJ is so relatable to me. iād like to also mention certain reflex actions can also be your bodyās way of coping, like JJ does with his JJ Style pose. that oneās a bit of a stretch, I know, but hear me out. even in the moment of feeling completely broken down, JJ gets up, poses and smiles for his fans as a thank you to them. whatās important to notice he forces himself to smile. the pose is his mask of confidence and individuality. he needs it.
oh boy, i can go on forever about JJ and his how he clearly suffers from some mental illnesses but this post has gotten long and itās longer than most essays iāve ever written but damn it I love this boy and want his character to be appreciatedĀ