BlurJay

I am slowly wilting away Like flower on summer day Incessant pedals that slip from me Like drunken spirits of decay Return to me my love And bring with you the liquid life of your soul's rainy haze

Man woman breath What does it matter When you are lying in the dampened warmth of SHIT In this world In this world We are HIT Like nursery rhymes Children who hide From the untimely other side ... I once met a man Named Suicide Stew We met at a cafe It was called the bullshit brew He shot a gun and demanded With great exhaust "I demand a...friend" And so I rewarded His stupid endeavor Not for the people But for my own pleasure Two weeks later He was found, drowned in the Euphrates river ....

Never never was I perfect Never never did I mean to harm and As I stand faded like new born cloud Never never was I persuaded To lose every love I found

Luring pose of awkward abandoned not unlike mine. Leaves my body paralyzed. I hold her eye to eye. I can catch it the rising tide I should tread lightly before the glide.

Some days I wish I was a dying butterfly in the sun. With wings that are fluttering in decay. The suns rays would caress my dying legs and death would devour my pain. A young death without the turmoil of a frontal lobe. A young death for a young poet to hold. They would call me la mariposa del mar.

i am at her mercy mercy, me

How I have longed To tear myself away From this night mare scene That scrawls itself onto the drudge of each day The light of my life dreads this coming of age This bloody screaming rage How I have longed For the passing of decay She watches and cries each day Like a sorrow dulled Lilly In the brightness of wrecked strays In the lightness of being we are in a daze

Been missing for a while but I'm back you endless void of destruction known as the internet!

We are all human and we share the need to escape the ever impending loneliness of death.

As if you could conceal all the surreal sights of appeal ya see we got that fire in our eyes and we can not deny the wild abandon of our highest high for your love i will undertake the eternal search of a love lust smirk rubbed out on the bathroom floor where we are simply no more

And as for me  my mind will beset the "free" like pearls glimmering in the sky  or slivers of diamonds by the sea  I will find you my serenity  i will find you  and you will quiver  and with a shiver  from the top of the mountain's gaze  we will huddle by the fire  for this is where it all began  a spark of creation and wood in hand  open your eyes and you as i, will understand  the modern disengAGEment of man