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14.08.2021 - TW for pedophilia: It has also been brought to my attention that Mars has been telling people that he has hacked in me and a few of my friends’ hard drives and found child porn, and that he “discovered” my father works in private security (not true). So now he’s falsely accusing me and some people I know of being pedophiles. 15.08.2021 - more evidence for digital yellowface added, and also Mars’ threat to murder me. Mars deactivated and changed his blog title to “Lear Bluebeardsbride the Liar”. 28.08.2021 - Mars has returned, now @mimikyute​

Additions by other people on tumblr (if you are one of these people and want me to remove this, please don’t hesitate to contact me!)

yuxatengri - post here (x)

hannigramthey - in a reply to the original version of this post, said - “this person threatened me with multiple thingsincluding doxing me and leaking my nudes. They made a fake fb profile as me and created fake convos. they harassed my partner and friends forweeks. I could keep going with an endless list and I have screenshots to prove it”

Blogs Involved

Mars @dickneto (previously villyns, traumaloki, and vendettas)

Bug @pokezilla (previously girlbossgodzilla, hannimeme) — Bug is not a real person, they were made up by Mars, and claimed to be a Mongolian Jew (racefaking #1)

satan-incarnate-666 — another mars sockpuppet

mimikyute — another mars sockpuppet

pokezilla2 — Bug’s remade account, with a suicide note 

proship-death — callout blog for me an my mutuals, run by Mars

proship-pain — follow-up blog to proship-death

toothfairyman — fake account Mars “doxxed”

checkprivilegepeepsss — blog run by “black” members of a Hannibal discord server dedicated to calling me out. this blog was also run by Mars, who is a white Russian. (racefaking #2)

Background

In May 2020 (last year) I made a comment insulting someone’s meta in a private discord chat. This person wasn’t in the chat, but their s/o was, and thus relayed this information for them. For the record, I was in the wrong here. I directly apologized to this person, and things seemed to be fine, but then they decided things were not. After that, they went around personally messaging people, informing them that me and my mutuals (who were not even remotely involved in the above drama) were “pro shippers” and “fetishize incest and bestiality”. This is not remotely true, and I have addressed these claims before, so I’m not going to regurgitate it here. They made a callout post in December 2020 for me and a few of my friends, and continued privately messaging people with this claim. 

Fast forward to 2021. I joined a public discord chat run by one of my mutuals, where I encountered Mars. We spoke once or twice personally, but other than that, that was it. However, Mars quickly became hostile towards me after the person whose meta I once insulted told him I was a proshipper.

In May 2021 I deactivated my blog after receiving sustained harassment from a bunch of blogs, whom I suspect were Mars. I will go into detail below.

1. “Doxxing” and Toothfairyman

Part of the reason I deactivated was out of fear of being doxxed; I had reason to believe Mars might attempt to do so. But Mars claimed they could hack someone with only an IP address. I know technology education is spotty, but for the record, this is not how hacking works. You cannot hack with an IP unless you have direct access to their device or a port. Even having someone’s IP address alone is not particularly helpful information! You can get their city, state, and zip code, but all this is completely void if they use a VPN. If it’s accurate, location information can be helpful in narrowing down the identity of a person, but this is only if you already have personal information on hand, such as their legal name.

Moving on— the user they “hacked”, toothfairyman, is almost certainly fake. There’s almost no posts by toothfairyman left on the web, or any independent activity at all. The only time they pop up is in anons sending messages to people informing them they’re reblogging personal posts, and here:

reblogging something immediately after Mars liked it. I don’t think this is a coincidence. I think toothfairyman was one of Mars’ sideblogs, who he decided to “doxx” for some weird attempt to gain clout. Now let’s take a look at the screenshot of what is apparently toothfairyman’s screen. Onto the post where Mars “hacked into” this person’s computer:

There’s a few things that are fishy here. Starting off, “tumblr user @villyns should end it” seems like an incredibly fake way to phrase a suicide threat. This is indistinguishable from fake hatemail people send themselves. Next, if you look at the paypal screenshot, it is literally from 2017. Personally, if I were to hack someone, I would not immediately reach for receipts from 4 years ago, and unless this person is doing some sort of weird tax thing it doesn’t make sense for them to have it up either. Also, what I can make of the numbers on the right side seems... fishy? The math is off. I could be misreading it; it is, after all, very fine print, but who makes a perfectly calculated purchase for 29.77 USD when they have exactly 29.77 USD in their account?

Now, imagine I’m wrong. Let’s say Mars is some genius-level hacker, and somehow, magically, all of this is true. How the fuck do you be a genius-level hacker and then publicly post about the illegal activity you’re engaging in online that could get you criminally charged? Either Mars is confessing to breaking federal US law on his blog, or he’s making shit up for clout.

I reported this, with the attached posts, to tumblr support, who told me it wasn’t violating tumblr community guidelines. Now, tumblr support is obviously full of some very overworked people, but when someone is committing a federal crime they’re not going to sit on their asses; they’re going to do something otherwise they can be held legally liable. If they didn’t think this was hacking, then it probably wasn’t!

2. Fake Anonymous Messages and IP Checking

Onto other stuff: Here is another post Mars made.

The phrasing “this has gone far beyond concern and well into targeted harassment” is copied verbatim from one of my posts. Mars actually submitted this to the moderator of a discord server I was in, claiming it as evidence I sent him anonymous hate. As you can see, the IP address says Germany. The address actually belongs to de.hideproxy.me — which means whoever sent this likely sent this through a proxy/vpn, and was not actually located in Germany.

I’ve talked about speaking German on my blog, but despite this, (1) I do not currently live in Germany (2) I did not at the time of the message (3) I have literally never been to Stuttgart. A few things here: I don’t use Chrome because of privacy concerns, I don’t own a Windows computer, and if you all follow me you know I am an opinionated bitch who isn’t afraid to say things with my name attached. Also, even if I was going to send anon hate (which I don’t!), I’m not an idiot— I would not copy it verbatim from one of my posts. I think Mars sent this message to himself in order to get me kicked out of the groupchat.

3. Harassment

As I covered before, for several months leading up to May 2021, many of my  mutuals and I were continually harassed. Part of this harassment came through sockpuppet accounts. In May, a blog called proship-death posted a callout post for me and my mutuals, accusing us of being “proshippers”. I’m not going to give this claim airtime, because it’s not true and because I have addressed it like 500 times. It was very clear to me that whoever wrote the post was a native speaker of a Slavic language; there was a distinct, inconsistent use of articles, which is a familiar mistake to me because many people in my family are Russian speakers. I suspected it was “Bug” @girlbossgodzilla (now pokezilla, now “dead” at pokezilla1), because they had previously made posts about one of my friends, and so I confronted them. [Important note: girlbossgodzilla and Mars are the same person, but at that time I didn’t know this. I will get to this a little later in the post.] “Bug” denied the accusations, and then sent me a message “proving” they weren’t by sending me a link to another tumblr account, called proship-pain (who was apparently proship-death) whose only post was a screenshot of two people communicating in a tumblr chat, with the following commentary:

The person who sent the message was obviously Mars, because Mars has a distinct style of writing. Mars often uses “friend” to refer to people, as you can see from some discord screenshots below:

Now, I’m not a fucking idiot, so I immediately brought this up to “Bug”. I asked how they found the proship-pain blog. Here is a transcript of our discussion, from Tumblr chat:

bluebeardsbride: how did you find the proship-pain blog?

girlbossgodzilla: mars has been tracking it, he sent me the updated url he confirmed he didn’t send the message. The new and sole post on there is a screenshot of a tumblr message taken by proship-pain and posted plus, i was following the blog to see what happened. the url automatically updates

bluebeardsbride: how did he track it?

girlbossgodzilla: and you have a point with articles, i may be overthinking it im guessing he either followed the blog too or had other methods. he is a hacktivist.

But none of this was true. This was a completely separate blog from proship-death, and you cannot track a tumblr blog by its IP address. It was pretty clear “Bug” was lying at this point.

4. Digital Yellowface

“Bug” claimed to be a trans Mongolian Jew from Russia. This is obviously a bit sketchy— you can read about the history of Mongolian Jews here, and you can probably come to your own conclusions that the statistical likelihood of having a trans Mongolian Jew from Russia who is 18, speaks excellent English and is into Hannibal is… very, very low. Bug’s story changed— on his recent blog, pokezilla, he claims he was adopted from Mongolia by a Jewish family in Russia. (He also claimed to speak Hebrew and Mongolian, neither of which I ever saw evidence of; additionally, non-religious Jews, the vast majority of Russian Jews, do not generally speak Hebrew.)

His story also changed when he spoke to other people, as below:

There was something else suspicious. Bug made their Tumblr account in February 2021, and immediately after they made their first post, this happened:

I don’t think this is a coincidence— I think Mars is trying to cover his own tracks here.

“Bug” never joined the discord chat, but Mars would often talk about him Occasionally, Mars would let “Bug” have control of his blog sometimes, who indicated this by saying that they were posting.

5. Digital Blackface

In the public discord server where I met Mars, something else happened. One day, someone (hereto referred to as Person C) received a bunch of anonymous messages calling them racist and personally attacking them for pointing out imperialist themes in a new Marvel show in the discord chat. Again, I’m not even going to give airtime to contending this claim, because it is patently ridiculous. Person C brought it up in the chat (to which I responded it was patently ridiculous, and was then accused of being racist by Mars) and Mars chipped in and claimed he had received anons too, but did not provide screencaps.

Mars said he would get into contact with this person, and he did (similar to how Bug got in contact with the anonymous blog). This person then sent (through Mars) a long rant, including a message claiming I was a pro-shipper, written as “🌈🥩” exactly how Mars and proship-death wrote it in their posts, as well as Bug:

and saying they they didn’t feel “safe” (another similar phrasing). Interestingly, this anon also sent Person C messages accusing them of transphobic remarks in that discord chat— but the remarks that were “transphobic” were made in a conversation with Mars.

This drama came up again when I warned people about Mars’ behavior. The blog, checkprivilegepeepsss replied to my post:

This almost certainly Mars, pretending to be a multiple black people to call me out. Spamming people with sideblogs, is a pattern of behavior for Mars, which he has admitted to, as in

this post

.

Recently, “Bug” posted a “suicide” note on his blog (for the second time). I know Mars is continuing to harass people, because I still get anons that resemble his style of language.

6. Child Porn Allegations

On August 14th 2021, after I had made this post, it was also been brought to my attention that Mars was telling people that he hacked in me and a few of my friends’ hard drives and found child porn, and that he “discovered” my father works in private security (not true) and I come from a law enforcement mafia family. Here are the receipts (anonymized to protect the person he told this to):

Post updates

**14.08.2021 **- TW for pedophilia: It has also been brought to my attention that Mars has been telling people that he has hacked in me and a few of my friends’ hard drives and found child porn, and that he “discovered” my father works in private security (not true). So now he’s falsely accusing me and some people I know of being pedophiles. 15.08.2021 - more evidence for digital yellowface added, and also Mars’ threat to murder me. Mars deactivated and changed his blog title to “Lear Bluebeardsbride the Liar”.

**Additions by other people on tumblr **(if you are one of these people and want me to remove this, please don’t hesitate to contact me!)

**yuxatengri **- post here (x)

hannigramthey - in a reply to this post - this person threatened me with multiple thingsincluding doxing me and leaking my nudes. They made a fake fb profile as me and created fake convos. they harassed my partner and friends forweeks. I could keep going with an endless list and I have screenshots to prove it

Blogs Involved

Mars @dickneto (previously villyns, traumaloki, and vendettas) Bug @pokezilla (previously girlbossgodzilla, hannimeme) — Bug is not a real person, they were made up by Mars, and claimed to be a Mongolian Jew (racefaking #1) proship-death — callout blog for me an my mutuals, run by Mars proship-pain — follow-up blog to proship-death toothfairyman — fake account Mars “doxxed” checkprivilegepeepsss — blog run by “black” members of a Hannibal discord server dedicated to calling me out. this blog was also run by Mars, who is a white Russian. (racefaking #2)

Background

In May 2020 (last year) I made a comment insulting someone’s meta in a private discord chat. This person wasn’t in the chat, but their s/o was, and thus relayed this information for them. For the record, I was in the wrong here. I directly apologized to this person, and things seemed to be fine, but then they decided things were not. After that, they went around personally messaging people, informing them that me and my mutuals (who were not even remotely involved in the above drama) were “pro shippers” and “fetishize incest and bestiality”. This is not remotely true, and I have addressed these claims before, so I’m not going to regurgitate it here. They made a callout post in December 2020 for me and a few of my friends, and continued privately messaging people with this claim. 

Fast forward to 2021. I joined a public discord chat run by one of my mutuals, where I encountered Mars. We spoke once or twice personally, but other than that, that was it. However, Mars quickly became hostile towards me after the person whose meta I once insulted told him I was a proshipper.

In May 2021 I deactivated my blog after receiving a bunch of harassment from a bunch of blogs, whom I suspect were Mars. I will go into detail below.

**1. “Doxxing” and Toothfairyman **

Part of the reason I deactivated was out of fear of being doxxed; I had reason to believe Mars might attempt to do so. But Mars claimed they could hack someone with only an IP address. I know technology education is spotty, but for the record, this is not how hacking works. You cannot hack with an IP unless you have direct access to their device or a port. Even having someone’s IP address alone is not particularly helpful information! You can get their city, state, and zip code, but all this is completely void if they use a VPN. If it’s accurate, location information can be helpful in narrowing down the identity of a person, but this is only if you already have personal information on hand, such as their legal name.

Moving on— the user they “hacked”, toothfairyman, is almost certainly fake. There’s almost no posts by toothfairyman left on the web, or any independent activity at all. The only time they pop up is in anons sending messages to people informing them they’re reblogging personal posts, and here:

reblogging something immediately after Mars liked it. I don’t think this is a coincidence. I think toothfairyman was one of Mars’ sideblogs, who he decided to “doxx” for some weird attempt to gain clout. Now let’s take a look at the screenshot of what is apparently toothfairyman’s screen. Onto the post where Mars “hacked into” this person’s computer:

There’s a few things that are fishy here. Starting off, “tumblr user @villyns should end it” seems like an incredibly fake way to phrase a suicide threat. This is indistinguishable from fake hatemail people send themselves. Next, if you look at the paypal screenshot, it is literally from 2017. Personally, if I were to hack someone, I would not immediately reach for receipts from 4 years ago, and unless this person is doing some sort of weird tax thing it doesn’t make sense for them to have it up either. Also, what I can make of the numbers on the right side seems... fishy? The math is off. I could be misreading it; it is, after all, very fine print, but who makes a perfectly calculated purchase for 29.77 USD when they have exactly 29.77 USD in their account?

Now, imagine I’m wrong. Let’s say Mars is some genius-level hacker, and somehow, magically, all of this is true. How the fuck do you be a genius-level hacker and then publicly post about the illegal activity you’re engaging in online that could get you criminally charged? Either Mars is confessing to breaking federal US law on his blog, or he’s making shit up for clout.

I reported this, with the attached posts, to tumblr support, who told me it wasn’t violating tumblr community guidelines. Now, tumblr support is obviously full of some very overworked people, but when someone is committing a federal crime they’re not going to sit on their asses; they’re going to do something otherwise they can be held legally liable. If they didn’t think this was hacking, then it probably wasn’t!

2. Fake Anonymous Messages and IP Checking

Onto other stuff: Here is another post Mars made.

The phrasing “this has gone far beyond concern and well into targeted harassment” is

copied verbatim

from one of my posts. Mars actually submitted this to the moderator of a discord server I was in, claiming it as evidence I sent him anonymous hate. As you can see, the IP address says Germany. The address actually belongs to

de.hideproxy.me

— which means whoever sent this likely sent this through a proxy/vpn, and was not actually located in Germany.

I’ve talked about speaking German on my blog, but despite this, (1) I do not currently live in Germany (2) I did not at the time of the message (3) I have literally never been to Stuttgart. A few things here: I don’t use Chrome because of privacy concerns, I don’t own a Windows computer, and if you all follow me you know I am an opinionated bitch who isn’t afraid to say things with my name attached. Also, even if I was going to send anon hate (which I don’t!), I’m not an idiot— I would not copy it verbatim from one of my posts. I think Mars sent this message to himself in order to get me kicked out of the groupchat.

3. Harassment

As I covered before, for several months leading up to May 2021, my mutuals and I were continually harassed. Part of this harassment has come through sockpuppet accounts. In May, a blog called proship-death posted a callout post for me and my mutuals, accusing us of being “proshippers”. I’m not going to give this claim airtime, because it’s not true and because I have addressed it like 500 times. It was very clear to me that whoever wrote the post was a native speaker of a Slavic language; there was a distinct, inconsistent use of articles, which is a familiar mistake to me because many people in my family are Russian speakers. I suspected it was “Bug” @girlbossgodzilla (now pokezilla), because they had previously made posts about one of my friends, and so I confronted them. [Important note: girlbossgodzilla and Mars are the same person, but at that time I didn’t know this. I will get to this a little later in the post.] “Bug” denied the accusations, and then sent me a message “proving” they weren’t by sending me a link to another tumblr account, called proship-pain (who was apparently proship-death) whose only post was a screenshot of two people communicating in a tumblr chat, with the following commentary:

The person who sent the message was obviously Mars, because Mars has a distinct style of writing. Mars often uses “friend” to refer to people, as you can see from some discord screenshots below:

Now, I’m not a fucking idiot, so I immediately brought this up to “Bug”. I asked how they found the proship-pain blog. Here is a transcript of our discussion, from Tumblr chat:

bluebeardsbride: how did you find the proship-pain blog? girlbossgodzilla: mars has been tracking it, he sent me the updated url he confirmed he didn’t send the message. The new and sole post on there is a screenshot of a tumblr message taken by proship-pain and posted plus, i was following the blog to see what happened. the url automatically updates bluebeardsbride: how did he track it? girlbossgodzilla: and you have a point with articles, i may be overthinking it im guessing he either followed the blog too or had other methods. he is a hacktivist.

But none of this was true. This was a completely separate blog from proship-death, and you cannot track a tumblr blog by its IP address. It was pretty clear “Bug” was lying at this point.

4. Digital Yellowface

“Bug” claimed to be a trans Mongolian Jew from Russia. This is obviously a bit sketchy— you can read about the history of Mongolian Jews here, and you can probably come to your own conclusions that the statistical likelihood of having a trans Mongolian Jew from Russia who is 18, speaks excellent English and is into Hannibal is… very, very low. Bug’s story changed— on his recent blog, pokezilla, he claims he was adopted from Mongolia by a Jewish family in Russia. (He also claimed to speak Hebrew and Mongolian, neither of which I ever saw evidence of; additionally, non-religious Jews, the vast majority of Russian Jews, do not generally speak Hebrew.)

His story also changed when he spoke to other people, as below:

There was something else suspicious. Bug made their Tumblr account in February 2021, and immediately after they made their first post, this happened:

I don’t think this is a coincidence— I think Mars is trying to cover his own tracks here.

“Bug” never joined the discord chat, but Mars would often talk about him Occasionally, Mars would let “Bug” have control of his blog sometimes, who indicated this by saying that they were posting.

5. Digital Blackface

In the public discord server where I met Mars, something else happened. One day, someone (hereto referred to as Person C) received a bunch of anonymous messages calling them racist and personally attacking them for pointing out imperialist themes in a new Marvel show in the discord chat. I’m not even going to give airtime to contending this claim, because it is patently ridiculous, and I said so. The person brought it up in the chat, and Mars chipped in and claimed he had received anons too, but did not provide screencaps.

Mars said he would get into contact with this person, and he did (similar to how Bug got in contact with the anonymous blog). This person then sent (through Mars) a long rant, including a message claiming I was a pro-shipper, written as “🌈🥩” exactly how Mars and proship-death wrote it in their posts, as well as Bug:

and saying they they didn’t feel “safe” (another similar phrasing). Interestingly, this anon also sent Person C messages accusing them of transphobic remarks in that discord chat— but the remarks that were “transphobic” were made in a conversation with Mars.

This drama came up again when I warned people about Mars’ behavior. The blog, checkprivilegepeepsss replied to my post:

[ID: a screenshot of a reblogged post from checkprivilegepeepsss’ blog.

screenshot begins at “friends. do not engage, do not go to their blog, BLOCK THEM.” from bluebeardsbride.

checkprivilegepeepsss respond: “Are you sure you want to go after the one person who stood up for a Black member of your Hannibal server, to which you had a hissy fit and started spewing more anti racist bullshit with your friend Dante? Or would you like that to be kept under wraps as well? There was more than one Black member lurking in that Hannibal server and we’ve got receipts. You’re widely regarded as the resident racist. Or maybe you’d like to check out @/toothfairyman to see what happens to the accounts of people posting shit they shouldn’t be. The fact villyns hasn’t wiped you from the face of this planet is a blessing and you are on borrowed time. I personally hope he gets rid of you. You’re a racist privileged white crybaby with no manners, Lear. Amour and knives are kind compared to you, you mean cunt. girlbossgodzilla couldn’t hurt a fly and wouldn’t.

Mars, Bug, you’re amazing. Take care of yourselves.

tags: #bluebeardsbride #cw racism #cw antiblackness]

This almost certainly Mars, pretending to be a multiple black people to call me out. Spamming people with sideblogs, is a pattern of behavior for Mars, which he has admitted to, as in this post. ** **

[ID: post by dickneto with the time stamp of Jul 24 • 17 days agodickneto uploaded three screenshots: @/neotrances post about Rainbow Rowell’s book Carry On, dickneto’s reblog arguing with him, and a picture of Kevin Wadabelow, dickneto writes, “Juuuuust in case @/neotrances/halodite wants to sic his followers on me like they’ve done time and time again, here’s what went down. TLDR; I politely informed him that who the artist was and that his art has a wide range. I was blocked for some reason, so I used a few of my sideblogs to repeat the message since he deleted them. Eventually I got this message:”dickneto includes a screenshot of @/notrancs dming him and saying, “can i just like get a list of all the sideblogs you have so i can block this is getting patheticur 26 im not apologizing for saying two white guys in an image look identical when they do it is not this serious” ]

Recently, “Bug” posted a suicide note on his blog (for the second time). I know Mars is continuing to harass people, because I still get anons that resemble his style of language.

6. Child Porn Allegations

On August 14th 2021, after I had made this post, it was brought to my attention that apparently Mars has also been telling people that I have child porn on my computer It has also been brought to my attention that Mars has been telling people that he has hacked in me and a few of my friends’ hard drives and found child porn, and that he “discovered” my father works in private security (not true). Here are the receipts (anonymized to protect the person he told this to):