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Law of Transmutation (2026)
Anok Yai covers Vanity Fair Special Edition, 2026
Photographed by Philip-Daniel Ducasse.
Styled by Nicole Chapoteau.
Lisa Nicole Carson
1990s
â AMERICAN REQUIEM â
Featuring Smoke Moore x Stack Moore
Summary: Elijah and Elias visit their Grandma June in Mississippi. June shares stories from 1926, when she learned strength and healing from her mother. She recounts how black families like theirs built America through resilience and labor. Her memories reveal how the country often forgot the people who shaped it.
Summer in Mississippi,
The sun dipped low behind Mississippi pines, leaking amber through the branches. Elijahâs old motor rattled down the county road like it was held together by stubbornness and prayer. The air was thick with humidity, the kind that made your shirt cling to you even when you werenât doing much.
Elijah drove one-handed, elbow resting on the open window. Sweat rolled down the side of his face, and he wiped it with the back of his hand. Elias had his feet on the dashboard, chewing on sunflower seeds and spitting shells into a cup.
âYou nasty as hell,â Elijah muttered.
Elias chuckled. âMan, please. You act like you ainât done worse. I done drove with you after practice â your whole truck smelt like gym socks baptized in sorrow.â
âThat was one time.â
âThat was many times.â
Elijah cracked a small smile but kept his eyes on the road. The trees grew taller, older, thicker. Mississippi didnât change much, it just kept growing where nobody cut it back.
After a moment, Elias shifted in his seat.
âYou really think Grandma June sick-sick? Or she just want us to visit?â
Elijahâs jaw worked. âDoc said she had a spell with her heart. But she tough. Ainât never met nobody stronger.â
âThat donât mean nothinâ, though,â Elias said softly.
âIt mean enough,â Elijah replied, but it sounded like he was trying to convince himself.
They fell quiet.
A sign appeared:
WELCOME TO LEXINGTON
Population: 1,407
Elias sucked his teeth. âMan⌠every time we come out here, feel like the air get racist.â
âElâdonât start.â
âIâm just sayinâ. Woods too quiet. Always feel like somethinâ watchinâ you.â
âThatâs your imagination.â
âNo, thatâs trauma passed down from our ancestors.â
Elijah snorted despite himself.
The dirt road to their grandmaâs house appeared like a crack in the earth. Elijah turned in, and the truck jostled over roots and dips.
âYou remember this road?â Elijah asked.
âYeah. I also remember the snake we almost ran over last summer, and the wasp nest in her mailbox, so Iâm already stressed.â
âYou dramatic.â
âIâm alive.â
Feet hit gravel as the house came into view, a leaning blue shotgun house wrapped in kudzu and memories. The porch light flickered like it was winking at them.
Before they even climbed the steps, the screen door squeaked open.
Grandma June stood there with a dish towel thrown over her shoulder, her hair wrapped, her face lit with joy and exhaustion.
âWell, look at God,â she said. âMy babies done made it.â
Elijah hugged her carefully, like she was glass.
âYou look good, Grandma.â
âBoy, donât lie to me. I look tired and hot.â
Then she turned to Elias.
âYou still talkinâ slick, huh?â
âWhen necessary.â
She pulled him into an embrace, patting his back twice. âHush all that and bring them bags inside.â
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
The table was set with hot cornbread, chicken gumbo, rice, and sweet tea so sugary it could stop a heart.
âSit down and eat,â Grandma commanded.
They did, after they finished praying.
Elias reached for a second biscuit too quick, and Grandma slapped his hand with a spoon.
âDamn, Grandma!â
âYou gonâ eat everything âfore it even cool down.â
âIâm a growinâ boy!â
âYou twenty-one.â
âAnd growinâ.â
âSideways, maybe.â
Elijah choked on his gumbo trying not to laugh.
Grandma pointed her spoon at him. âAnd you. You look tired. You workinâ too many hours at that station.â
Elijah shrugged. âJust doinâ what I gotta do.â
âYou always âdoinâ what you gotta do.â When you gonâ do something for yourself, hm?â
He didnât have an answer.
She eyed Elias next. âAnd what job you got now?â
Elias pointed at himself. âMe?â
âNo, the other fool named Elias sittinâ at my table.â
âIâm between opportunities.â
âThat mean unemployed,â Elijah said, sipping his tea.
âThat mean blessinâs cominâ my way,â Elias corrected.
Grandma waved him off like a fly. âYou got all that mouth, but your pockets sound like two nickels arguinâ.â
Elijah burst out laughing, gumbo almost spilling from his spoon.
âKeep talkinâ, Elijah,â Elias muttered. âKeep talkinâ, see where it get you.â
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
The three of them sat out on the porch. Grandma rocked slowly in her chair. The boys leaned on the rail, fireflies drifting lazily around them.
Lightning flickered far off.
âStorm cominâ,â Grandma murmured.
âYes maâam,â Elijah agreed.
Elias stretched. âIâm fixinâ to go grab a soda from the corner store.â
Elijah frowned. âRight now?â
âItâs literally one minute away.â
âStorm cominâ,â Grandma repeated.
âI ainât made of sugar,â Elias said.
Grandma gave him a long, knowing look. âYou watch yourself out there. Folks round here still funny at night.â
âGrandma, itâs not the 1920âs no moâ.â
âAnd? Racism donât expire.â
Elijah stood. âIâll go with you.â
âNah,â Elias said quickly. âIâll be quick. Chill. I ainât twelve.â
Elijah hesitated. âJust keep yo phone on.â
âI got you.â
He jogged off the porch.
Grandma whispered a short prayer under her breath.
Elijah heard it, and his stomach tightened.
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
Elias walked down the dirt road, hands in his pockets, eyes scanning the trees. The cicadas were loud. Too loud. Like the forest was hiding something.
He swallowed.
âMan⌠this place weird as hell at night.â
Far off, a dog barked. Thunder grumbled.
A pickup truck drove slowly down the opposite end of the road. Older model. Black paint. No lights.
Elias kept walking.
The truck slowed.
Then slowed more.
Then rolled to a near stop.
Elias felt the hair rise on his arms.
âAight,â he murmured. âNot tryna be on Dateline. Let me moveââ
He crossed the street casually.
The truck moved again.
He exhaled in relief.
Until it stopped again, right behind him.
Elias turned slightly, not enough to look scared, but enough to see two men inside. Older, white, faces unreadable through the dim.
âYou lost?â the driver called.
âNah, sir. Iâm good.â
âYou from âround here?â
âVisiting my grandma.â
âHm.â
The truck inched closer. Too close.
Elias took a small step back.
âIâm good, sir. Have a good night.â
He turned to walk away.
The man called again.
âHeyâboy.â
Elias froze.
Lightning flashed white.
That was the last thing he saw clearly.
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
A shout.
A scuffle of gravel.
A sudden movement in his periphery.
A burst of light.
A deafening POP.
Then another.
POP-POP.
Elias felt something punch him in the side.
Hard.
Hot.
He stumbled into the ditch, hand going to his ribs, warm liquid coating his fingers.
He couldnât breathe.
He couldnâtâ
The truck sped off.
Rain started like the sky was falling apart.
Elias tried to yell but only managed a hoarse whisper:
âElijahâŚâ
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
Elijah sprinted down the road in the pouring rain, calling his brotherâs name.
âElias! Elias!â
Lightning flashedâ
and he spotted him.
Crumbled in the ditch.
Blood spreading.
âElijahâŚâ Elias breathed.
Elijah fell to his knees, scooping him up, pressing his hand to the wound.
âWho did it?! Who did this to you?!â
âTruck⌠black pickup⌠theyâ they asked me if I was lostâŚâ
Rain mixed with blood, streaking down Eliasâs body.
Elijah grabbed his phone, hands shaking.
â911, whatâs your emergency?â
âMy brotherâs been shot! Heâs bleedinâ badâplease send somebody!â
âLocation?â
âOld Mill Roadânear Johnsonâs fieldâhurry!â
Silence.
Then:
âSir⌠we donât have active units available in that area.â
âWhat? What you mean you donâtâthis is an emergency!â
âItâs been marked a high-risk region after dark. Protocol statesââ
âI DONâT CARE ABOUT NO DAMN PROTOCOL!â
âIâm sorry, sir. We advise you to transport the victim to a saferââ
Elijah hung up.
The fury in him was hot and bright and animal.
âThey ainât cominâ, huh?â Elias whispered.
âNo,â Elijah said through clenched teeth. âThey ainât.â
And he lifted him.
And he ran.
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
Elijah burst through the front door carrying Elias in both arms, slipping on the wet boards of the porch before catching himself. Rain poured off him in sheets. Eliasâs blood ran warm down his wrist.
âGrandma! Grandmâ!â Elijahâs voice cracked.
But Grandma June was already halfway down the hall.
She didnât scream.
She didnât freeze.
She didnât ask questions.
Her face didnât even change.
She simply said, in a voice steady as a church bell:
âBring him to the kitchen. Not the couch. Floor in there easier to clean.â
Elijah stared at her, stunned but followed.
The kitchen light was bright and harsh, revealing exactly how bad Elias looked. Grandma motioned toward the long wooden table and Elijah laid his brother on it, mud dripping off both of them.
Grandma snapped on a pair of thin, yellowing gloves from a drawer.
âGet them wet clothes off him,â she ordered.
Elijah hesitated. âGrandma, heâs bleedinâââ
âI said get âem off. Donât argue me.â
Her tone cut through the panic like a knife. Elijah stripped Eliasâs shirt away, revealing the gunshot woundâdark, slick, messy.
Grandma didnât flinch.
She moved like someone who had already accepted the situation ten steps ahead.
She reached under the sink and pulled out a metal box Elijah had never seen before, dented and old, paint flaking off the top. She popped it open with her thumb.
Inside was a full kit:
Clean bandages.
Thread.
Needle.
Two bottles of antiseptic.
A folded cloth stained from years ago.
Elijah blinked. âGrandma⌠whereâd youââ
âBeen in this family longer than you been breathinâ,â she said.
She opened a drawer and pulled out a folded towel, placing it beneath Eliasâs head.
âElijah, hold him down.â
Her voice didnât shake.
Not even once.
Elijah stepped closer, still trembling. âHeâhe got shot on the road. They drove up on him in this truckââ
âI figured,â she said calmly, pouring disinfectant over a wad of cotton.
âNoâGramsâthey targeted him. Theyââ
âElijah.â
Her eyes cut up to him, sharp and unwavering.
âI said hold him down.â
He swallowed and obeyed.
Grandma pressed the soaked cotton to the wound.
Elias screamed and arched off the table, but Elijah held him steady.
âI know, baby,â she murmured, âI know it burn. But we donât got the luxury of a doctor.â
Elijah felt his throat tighten.
âWe called 911. They saidâ they said they couldnât come out here.â
Grandma did not react.
Did not pause.
Did not miss a stitch.
âSure enough.â
Elijah blinked, shocked.
âThatâs it? âSure enoughâ?â
âYou wanted surprise?â she said, threading the needle. âYou black, you bleedinâ, and you in the woods after dark. Ainât nobody cominâ.â
Her tone wasnât bitter, just factual.
Like this was gravity.
Like this was weather.
Elias gritted his teeth, voice thin. âGrams⌠you sure you know what you doinâ?â
A soft chuckle slipped from her lips.
âLord, child. I been stitchinâ men back together since before your mama got her first period.â
She leaned down and started sewing with practiced, precise motions.
Elias hissed in pain.
Elijah clenched his shoulder to keep him still.
Grandma hummed a tune under her breath; low, old, something that sounded like a field song passed through five generations. The kind of melody you didnât learn, you inherited.
The storm outside thrashed against the windows, but inside the only sounds were:
The rain.
The hum.
Eliasâs short breaths.
The needle pulling through skin.
When she finished stitching, she cleaned the wound again and wrapped it tight with clean gauze.
Then she peeled off her gloves and pointed to Elijah.
âLift him.â
Elijah slid an arm behind Eliasâs back and raised him slowly until he was propped against the wall. Elias groaned but stayed conscious.
Grandma mixed something in a tin cup, herbal, dark, smelling sharp.
âDrink.â
Elias sniffed it. âThis look like poison.â
âIt ainât poison if it keep you alive.â
Elias shot Elijah a weak look. âIf I die, tell the world she killed me.â
Grandma tapped him upside the head.
âHush and drink.â
Elias drank.
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
When she finished tending to Elias, Grandma washed her hands, cleaned the blood with bleach water, and put every tool back in the metal box.
Then she locked it.
Then she sat at the table beside Elias⌠and finally exhaled.
Not fear.
Not panic.
Something heavier.
Older.
Elijah stared at her.
âGrams⌠how you know how to do all that?â
She lifted her eyes to him, slow and tired.
âBecause this house done seen this before.â
Elijah swallowed.
âYou talkinâ about Uncle Henry?â
Grandma didnât answer.
She only stood, walked to the front door, and locked it with a solid click.
âStorm gonâ pass soon,â she said. âBut sit tight. Both of you.â
Elijah nodded, still shaken, still processing.
Elias drifted into a groggy sleep against Elijahâs shoulder.
Grandma leaned on the counter with both hands, staring out the window. Lightning flashed across her face.
And in that moment she looked like someone who had lived three lives already.
âElijah,â she said without turning around.
âYes maâam?â
âIâll tell yâall the rest in the morning.â
He hesitated.
âThe rest of what?â
She looked over her shoulder, eyes deep and distant.
âThe last time this house had to patch up a boy shot on that same road.â
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
Elijah woke up to the smell of frying butter and something sweet â maybe biscuits, maybe peach preserves. The storm had passed. Sunlight shot through the blinds in clean golden bars.
His neck was stiff.
Elias was still asleep, breathing slow but steady, his bandage clean.
âMorning,â Grandma June said without looking up, stirring something on the stove in her old cast-iron skillet.
Elijah stretched and winced. âMorninâ, Grams.â
âYou sleep?â she asked.
âA little.â
âThat little enough to keep yâall from actinâ stupid today?â she said, cutting her eyes at him with the smallest hint of threat.
Elijah huffed. âI ainât planninâ on goinâ nowhere.â
âGood,â she said, sliding biscuits onto a plate. âI ainât planninâ on buryinâ nobody.â
Elias stirred at the table, groaning.
âDamn⌠feel like somebody hit me with a truck.â
Grandma thumped the back of his head lightly.
âYou got shot, fool. Donât try to make it poetic.â
Elias chuckled weakly. âGrams⌠your bedside manner is terrible.â
âIt kept you alive, didnât it? Now sit up straight. You gonâ eat like you got some home traininâ.â
She set plates in front of them: biscuits, eggs, thick slices of ham, and peach preserves that looked older than both brothers but tasted like heaven. Elijah and Elias tore into the food instantly.
After a few minutes of quiet chewing, Elijah cleared his throat.
âGrams⌠last night you said this ainât the first time you had to do what you did.â
Elias looked up too.
âYeah⌠you said youâd tell us today.â
Grandma froze with her fork in midair.
Then she put it down gently and wiped her hands on a cloth.
âEat,â she said softly. âLet me talk.â
The boys nodded.
She leaned back, eyes drifting toward the window as if the past were standing right outside.
âWhat happened to Henry?â Elijah asked carefully.
Grandma inhaled â slow, deep, like she had been avoiding that breath for years.
1926, Thompson House
June remembered it clear as the day sunlight touched these fields.
Henry was nineteen. Tall, handsome, reckless in the way boys get when theyâre too brave for their own good. Worked the cotton fields with their daddy, came home with dust in his hair, muscles tight from the day, and a grin that could talk trouble into talking back.
He had dreams bigger than the county lines.
Chicago, he said.
St. Louis, sometimes.
Anywhere with electricity in the streets and not just in the sky.
That evening, they ate black-eyed peas and cornbread around the oil lamp. Henry made jokes, teasing June, elbowing her, telling their mama;
âMama, you know June gonâ run off after me. She ainât built for no cotton life neither.â
Mama Thompson scoffed.
âThat girl ainât runninâ nowhere. She stayinâ right here with me.â
But Henry winked at June anyway.
Later that night, against Mamaâs warnings, he said he was headinâ to Mr. Wilkesâ store for a bottle of soda pop.
âItâs dark,â Mama said. âYou wait till morninâ.â
âMama,â Henry laughed, âainât nobody out there lookinâ for me.â
He stepped into the night, easy like he owned it.
June always remembered the sound of the screen door slapping shut behind him.
She didnât know itâd be the last time she saw him walk unbroken.
June was sweeping the kitchen when she heard the truck first. Back in â26, trucks were a luxury â only certain men owned them, and those men werenât the type Henry shouldâve been seen by after dark.
The rumble came slow down the dirt road.
Then stopped.
Then slick laughterâmean, low, white laughter carried across the fields.
June froze.
Thenâ
POP.
A single rifle crack.
Sharp enough to split the night.
June dropped the broom and ran outside barefoot.
The air smelled like dust and gunpowder.
Henry was staggering toward the house, hands pressed to his side, a dark red patch spreading fast across his shirt.
âJUNEâ!â he gasped, voice breaking.
She sprinted. Her feet slapped the dirt hard enough to sting, rocks cutting her soles, but she didnât feel any of it.
Henry collapsed before she reached him.
She caught his head, dragging him up with strength she didnât know she had.
âMAMA!â she screamed. âMama, HELP!â
Mama Thompson burst out the front door in her nightgown, lantern in hand.
âLord have mercyâHenry, baby!â
Together they dragged him inside. His boots left long red streaks across the porch boards, stains June swears are still there under the paint.
Mama Thompson shoved everything off the kitchen table with one sweep of the arm; flour tin, bowls, sewing scraps, all of it crashing to the ground.
âJune, get the basin.â
âYes maâam.â
âAnd the needle box.â
âYes maâam.â
âAnd the liquor from the top shelf.â
âYesâyes, mama.â
Juneâs hands were shaking so bad she almost dropped the bottle, but her mama snatched it from her and poured it straight on Henryâs wound.
Henry screamed so loud the lamp flickered.
June nearly backed away, but her mamaâs voice snapped through the panic:
âJune. Hold him. Donât you let go.â
June pressed Henryâs shoulders down while her mama threaded a thick needle using the lantern light.
âMamaâcanât we get the doctor?â June sobbed.
Her mama didnât look up.
âDoctors donât ride out here for boys like Henry.â
Then she leaned in close, eyes sharp, breath steady.
âYou watch me now. You watch how to keep a manâs insides from fallinâ out his body.â
June watched.
Watched her mother slide the needle through skin and flesh like cloth.
Watched Henry choke on his own blood.
Watched tears fall from her motherâs face onto Henryâs chest but her hands never once shook.
June held Henry down for what felt like hours.
When the last stitch tightened, Mama Thompson slumped back, sweating, chest heaving.
âHe gonâ live,â she whispered. âFor now.â
June pressed her forehead to Henryâs, crying into his hair.
They kept him alive.
By will, by skill, by love, by desperation.
And June learned every part of it.
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
She tapped the table lightly.
âThat nightâs when I learned,â she said softly. âLearned how to stitch a wound. How to clean it. How to keep a bullet from takinâ somebody you love.â
Elias listened with wide eyes, one hand resting gently near his bandage.
âAnd when I saw you bleedinâ yesterday,â June went on, âI swear it felt like 1926 all over again. Same table. Same smell of blood. Same fear in my chest.â
She touched Eliasâs cheek.
âOnly difference was⌠this time I knew exactly what to do. âCause my mama taught me. And her mama taught her. And nowâŚâ
she looked at Elijah and Elias with eyes too full of generations,
ââŚI pray yâall wonât ever need to know it.â
The room went quiet.
Sunlight filtered through like dust from memory.
The past wasnât far.
It never was.
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
The storm had passed by morning, but the air still felt swollen, heavy like the clouds had left their grief behind.
Grandma June sat on the porch with Elijah and Elias, the old swing creaking beneath them. Elias was pale but awake, wrapped in a quilt stitched from scraps of old church dresses and flour sacks. Elijah sat on his other side, jaw tight, eyes shadowed from a night without rest.
For a long time, they listened to the birds humming in the trees. The house behind them smelled faintly of coffee and salt pork frying.
Then Grandma June spoke, voice low and smooth as worn river stone.
âBoys⌠yâall been askinâ what I meant when I said this land remembers. What I meant when I told yâall Henry wasnât the first, and yâall wonât be the last.â
She stared out toward the fields; endless, green, indifferent.
âWell, let me tell yâall somethinâ. Somethinâ my mama told me, and her mama told her. Somethinâ black folks been whisperinâ to each other since the first foot touched the soil of this place.â
âYou see these fields?â she said softly. âThese cotton rows? These roads? These houses? This whole stretch of Mississippi soil?â
The boys nodded.
âWell⌠they was built on black backs. On sweat that never stopped fallinâ. On hands blistered from sunup to sundown.â
She traced the porch rail with her finger.
âYour great-great-granddaddy, Samuel Thompson, he was born in chains on land not too far from here. Made to pick cotton until his skin cracked like dry earth. They sold his mama when he was nine. Sold his brother at eleven. He ainât never saw neither of âem again.â
Elijahâs throat tightened.
Elias looked down at his hands.
âThat man,â June went on, âstill found it in himself to grow food, repair houses, build barns, and help strangers. He carved out a little freedom with his bare hands after emancipation. Built a home from wood so soft termites chewed it before he finished the roof.â
She smiled sadly.
âSamuel made a life. But America didnât ever say thank you.â
June clasped her hands together in her lap.
âYou know them old spirituals? The ones the elders still hum in church?â
The boys nodded.
âWell, those were prayers black folks sang when all they had was breath and belief. Prayers that kept âem alive. Prayers that pushed this country closer to its own promise even when it didnât want to keep it.â
She hummed a few lines of Swing Low, Sweet Chariot, her voice trembling like an echo through time.
âBlack folks prayed America forward even when America told âem they didnât belong in it.â
Juneâs eyes hardened.
âYour great-uncle Marcus, your granddaddyâs brother, fought in World War I. Came back with medals. Medals they told him to wear only inside the house so the white men in town wouldnât get upset.â
Elias frowned. âWhy?â
ââCause the same country he fought for didnât want him walkinâ âround lookinâ like a hero.â
She shook her head.
âMarcus survived the French trenches but died in Mississippi, beaten by a sheriff with a badge he earned fightinâ beside white soldiers.â
Her voice lowered.
âThatâs America for black folks. A place you build, a place you pour into⌠but a place that donât always claim you back.â
âMississippi birthed the blues,â June said, pointing toward the red clay road. âAnd the blues was born from men and women who ainât had no justice, no rest, no mercy.â
She looked at the boys.
âYâall ever hear them old records? Son House, Charley Patton, young B.B. King?â
Elijah nodded. âDaddy used to play âem.â
âWell, every note is a testimony. A record of what this land did to us, and what we did with the pain. We turned suffering into sound. Into survival. Into art. Into somethinâ so powerful the whole world ended up wantinâ a piece of it.â
She sighed.
âBut the world rarely wanted us.â
June rested her hand over Eliasâs.
âWhat happened to you last night, baby⌠ainât new. Ainât fair. Ainât right. But it ainât new.â
She turned to Elijah.
âAnd the rage inside you? I know it. I carried it for years after Henry got shot.â
Elijah looked down, jaw clenched.
âBut listen to me careful,â she said. âAmerica been makinâ black boys bury their hurt for centuries. Thatâs the requiem we livinâ in â a mourning song sung over and over, hopinâ one day we wonât have to sing it no more.â
Her eyes glistened.
âThis country donât stop beinâ yours just because somebody tried to tell you it ainât.â
The porch went quiet.
Not empty.
Not cold.
Just reverent.
Like the land itself was listening.
June placed Eliasâs hand on Elijahâs, then placed hers over both.
âYour ancestors tilled this soil. Built these houses. Fought in these wars. Birthed these stories. Raised these fields. Carved freedom outta stone.â
She looked between them.
âThis is your America too. Donât you let nobody - not a bullet, not a badge, not a lie, take that from you.â
A soft wind moved through the trees.
Juneâs voice dropped to a whisper.
âSometimes you gotta mourn the country you belong to⌠so you can make it into the one we deserved.â
â ăťăťăťăťăťăťâ
Happy New Year yâall. I hope 2026 is filled with health & happiness. To kick things off, here is the first chapter of my Cowboy Carter series. We are now officially in the year of Act III which Iâm so excited about đ¸. I hope yall enjoy this fic & be sure to lemme know what you think. I love yâall. âĽď¸
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âThis country donât stop beinâ yours just because somebody tried to tell you it ainât.â
This was such a beautiful and emotional read. I loved this Cowboy Carter era and it was such a transformational experience for me on so many fronts. I've been waiting on this work since you mentioned it and you did not disappoint! đ
âWell, those were prayers black folks sang when all they had was breath and belief. Prayers that kept âem alive. Prayers that pushed this country closer to its own promise even when it didnât want to keep it.â
The trauma that has been imprinted and passed down through the generations amongst new traumas experienced can be so hard to articulate without becoming too emotional. The way we see, experience, learn and activate is so awe inspiring. Despite the exhausting truth that there is an undercurrent of hate and subsequent trauma. Yet, we love twice as hard, we live with intention and build community with those who are willing. May we continue to be the powerful, inspiring, loving yet firm, honest and brave people we know that we are. May we never forget those who came before us, their lessons in blood and sweat and may we push forward to actualize the life that is meant for us.
âThis is your America too. Donât you let nobody - not a bullet, not a badge, not a lie, take that from you. Sometimes you gotta mourn the country you belong to⌠so you can make it into the one we deserved.â
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Delta Slim was my favorite character in Sinners. He was awesome, but really everyone was.
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Tiffany "New York" Pollard at Sujit's birthday party at Marquee New York on August 22, 2007.
Hidden Truth, Chapter 20 : Proximity
A/N : I struggled a lot with the writing of this chapter. I have a lot to deal with these past six months and itâs not going any better. But I felt I owe you all some chapters or update. Thanks to those who like my writing and still reading me, I appreciate you a lot. The chapter contains surely grammatical errors and typos. I read twice but you never know.
Warning : slight nsfw, violence, criminal activity.
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Hidden Truth, Chapter 20 : Proximity
A/N : I struggled a lot with the writing of this chapter. I have a lot to deal with these past six months and itâs not going any better. But I felt I owe you all some chapters or update. Thanks to those who like my writing and still reading me, I appreciate you a lot. The chapter contains surely grammatical errors and typos. I read twice but you never know.
Warning : slight nsfw, violence, criminal activity.
sooo this pic of smoke is insane