Listen up and listen well
I’m going to go over this one last time
I am actually struggling! I have to much house dammage! I have a roach infestation!! And the worst part is
I am actually loosing my home!
DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY?!
Because my dad and mom had a buisness that makes $100s if not $1000s of dollars! But then, my dad kicked her out of thier company WITHOUT HER KNOWING!
Now HE has all that money, and he barely wants to give us a single dime!
So now, here i am, 2 or 3 years later, i do commissions to support myself and mom!
I turned 18 in march so now i can buy commissions however i want, BUT now
WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO GET YELLED AT EACH TIME I BUY SOME FUCKING ART!!!!
It is STUPID! I buy art yes! But i try to save, i don’t spend unless i can, AND sometimes i pay half and half
But nooOOOO while i am scared to buy commissions, MEANWHILE LOTS OF PEOPLE ARE SPENDING 100S OF DOLLARS ON BIGGER CLOP ARTISTS!!!!
And even as going as far as fucking
ONE THOUSAND FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS ON A YCH!!!!!
And i Charge, like $30 for 2 ponies fucking! And instead i get hate
Even when i was on amino, i get HATE!
YOU’RE GETTING MAD AT ME BECAUSE I’M TRYING TO GET COMMISSISON!?!?!? FUCK YOU!!!!!!!
And EVEN GO AS FUCKING FAR AS TO TRYING TO RUIN MY SALES!!!
IT’S HER DECISION! NOT YOURS
And so on, we talked and she even bought a plushy from me
And i used like %70 to help pay for my mom’s car bill!
Me and my mom worked hard to survive!
But what pisses me off is that, when i wanna buy something nice, and something I’m able to afford, People like this come up to shit talk me!
First of all, I wanna buy something for myself, something nice, but not to expensive, yet, i bet, I BET
She spent $150+ on one peice of art
While i spend like $40 the most! On art
And EVEN I’ve bought commissions TO HELP OTHERS
There’s a couple people who are begging for commissions, and i feel bad for them becuase i don’t see anyone else helping! I buy it and i ger shit talked for it
Shit talked for supporting smaller artists..
And let me tell you something else!
I HAVE ONLY DRAWN FOR 7 YEARS
You have NO IDEA HOW FAR I’VE COME FROM.TERRIBLE, OVER 3000 GODDAMN DRAWINGS AND YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO SAY I SUCK?
I make sure it’s right, if it isnt, i crumble it up and start again!
I make sure my costumers are happy! I make sure that everything is okay! It’s my job, LITERALLY, i live off this!
But what MAKES ME ANGRY is I’m here in Tumblr, getting nothing but goddam dust bunnies cuz no-one ever commissions me here! EVER
I have to go to the customers! And even then i get into fights with admins in group chats and such on fucking kik
KIK! Why kik? Cuz i got KICKED from Amino! The only place i was doing well!
Anyways, now what bothers me is i post my art, and only 4 likes..
I have 704 followers, maybe more, and i get 4 fucking likes, WHAT THE HELL
They don’t even reblog, but when i offer free art, or when another big blog reblogs it, they swarm like flies!
And when i livestream, fucking hell, barely anyone shows, most of the time I’m just lonely! But i still keep streaming.
I’m already having a bad day, i had to fight with this person on telegram over an RP! But then this other guy, joins my stream, and starts telling me to kill myself and my art is garbage, he’s been in multiple streams and all of a sudden, shit talks me
I AM SICK OF THIS! GETTING YELLED AT IF I BUY ART, GETTING YELLED AT WHEN I TRY TO EARN COMMISSIONS FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!
PEOPLE BEG FOR MONEY ALL THE TIME, I’M BEGGING FOR WORK
There was this woman before getting hit by hurricane irma, she begged for donations amd such, she got over $200
I make a similar post, guess what…
I only got $20…you fucking joke…
I had to take out $100 before the.storm hit
I’VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS, BOTTOM LINE
I am a vector artist and I do commissions! I buy commissions when i am ABLE to!
But It’s unfair how you could tell me
My art is trash, my prices are to high, I’m a liar, I’m just gon a use the money for commissions to buy, you name it!
I wouldn’t kill myself because my mother needs me, more than ever, and i need her! And we are trying to survive, and if you don’t care, and continue to yell at me, and shit talk me, bully me, or even trying to get a commission order
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