non desiderare

There is a time before her and a time after her - I am sure that if you could cut a section of me like a tree you would be able to see a clear indication that something changed the course of my development for the better, meeting her rearranged my entire being into the version of myself I was dreaming of becoming. True love is in the small everyday choices but it is also a revolution of sorts, a lightning strike that cuts you open and finds what's wrong with you and tells you it's okay here's my hand and my heart let's become something more, together

On my way to a family gathering where I will be asked when I'll bring home a boyfriend while I am wearing both a promise ring and an engagement ring from my soon to be wife. Homosexual feelings

Enough with LinkedIn and substack and jooble and indeed and upwork and micro credentials and AI generated CVs I am opening a lemonade stand by the side of the road