Blu_Random XP

But hi! Hello! I am a Blu Scout fictionkin! You guys can just call me Blu Scout. Or shorten it to Blu or just Scout, I don't rlly fucking care.

My pronouns are They/It/He and my hobbies are:

Kandi Making

Drawing

Tail Making

Mask Making

Fashion

Painting

Plushie collecting

Collecting and making trinkets

Doing random bullshit

My favorite bands and independent artist are The Runaways, MCR, TX2, Panic! At the disco, Falling In Reverse, Megagonefree, Monochro Menace, Joost, MILLIONAIRES, Jamie Page, FLAVOR FOLEY, Mollie Elizabeth, Anndy Negative, The Crane Wives, Lydia The Bard, ItsEmei, CG5, Lady Gaga, Alex G, MSI, ICP, The Living Tombstone, SOFIA ISELLA, and Motionless In White.

My top three favorite musicals are: SIX the musical, Newies, and Raggedy Ann and Andy: a musical adventure.

RANDOM FIRE FACTS!

Despite being in the Blu team, my favorite colors are specifically Scarlet, Coal Black, Velvet, and Off White.

I don't have a favorite animal

The ecosystem fascinates me

I'm extremely terrified of many bugs, spiders scare the SOUL out of me.

I'm still figuring myself out

I drink a lotta iced coffee and monster energy

My life is basically the BURNT RICE song

I like watching Therussianbadger

Analog horror is like watching an unfunny comedy movie that leaves ya with a straight face and questioning life choices

I have 14 plushies

And I frequently post depressive shit

So... Welcome! Try not to cry or ask if I need a therapist! The psychologist office still hasn't called back-

So, I might not celebrate my birthday for the next year or two. So, context!

Every year on my birthday, someone's always sick. Now you may think 'oh, that's alright' BUT i dunno what's wrong with me! Because I usually only get cakes everyone else likes and I usually get decorations I don't like, like if it was a birthday for a TODDLER. Everyone else in my family gets these big celebrations with friends and family, while I get the short end of the stick. I've grown to hate my birthday, and I know they're all trying! But my mom promised this year, because I didn't get gifts on my birthday, that we would get gifts for me when she had the money... Nothing. My sis got all these big presents and a giant squish mellow! And my brother is gonna get a safari trip! And they get birthdays they actually want...

I guess I'm just being a brat. But seriously, I might just stop with my birthdays. Cupcakes are enough, and I don't like people singing happy birthday to me. It doesn't feel right.

We always just celebrate another year closer to death, another year to waste away and forget, ANOTHER YEAR TO WATCH. To watch as time passes by us and forget if we ever were even human.

This post turned dark real fast.

My dad quit his job this morning, BUT turned off life 360 and went to some sort of gas station where he always gets those pills he tries to take in secret. He always does this two weeks before it's time to go back to school and when my mom goes back to work, AND even when he knows my brother's birthday is TOMORROW.

Apparently every time me, my mom, and my sis are out of the house, my brother reports that he starts acting weird, hiding in the bedroom, and meeting someone with a green truck outside the house, going in and out every 5 minutes.

My dad makes me and my sis go with my mom to Grandma's to snitch on my mom if she's with another guy. She only has one guy friend and they're just friends. Me and her NEVER snitch because they never do anything and I don't like my step-dad. He's a piece of shit!

One more quote on quote "accidental mistake" end quote, and my mom is gonna kick that man out of the house. I'm honestly waiting for it, we are ALL done with his BS!

And HE'S the one starting every single argument! He KNOWS when my mom is mad and purposely pisses her off! They even had a screaming match over the phone because while she was out going to a FUNERAL, he said he was gonna leave me AND my siblings alone at home! It's one big mess...

And they've been married sense 2023 or 2022!! And he NEVER does anything for her on her birthday or on their anniversary!!!!! Not because he doesn't have the money, he just doesn't do shit! And he always quits his job on my brother's birthday! Which is TOMORROW.

The 40% who guessed 4-5, CON-GRAD-U-LATIONS!!!! I have a total of four pets! Five if you count the birds outside :) especially the Mourning Doves

I have a fat black lab dog, her name is Lily and she is a grandma. Tryna get her on more walks, but I love her!

Also have a kitten, which we originally thought was a girl but found out at the vet that he is a boy! His name is Jinx

We have a Beta Fish named Cookie! He sits in the livingroom, he was a classroom pet cuz my bio mum works at the pre-k, but now he stays as ours :)

And my sis has a Russian Dwarf Hampster, her name is Princess Luna (yes that is an MLP reference), and she loves to bite her cage! My sister is very loud and there is direct sunlight in her room at all times, so I get it why the hampster is awake in the morning and always rageful... Well, unless I'm around, then she's fine and calm.

So yeah! That's all our pets! Who wants to see pictures of them? I'll go ahead and show y'all Jinx, sense he's my bio family's favorite. :/ (Lilly if my favorite, she's been here longest snd her is the SWEETEST old lady dog ever <3)

...

THAT.

That is what made me cry most because I HATE that they knows what it's like to be alone wit nobody to help ya! And it- AHHHH-

I know I've always been a person majorly concerned for other ppls' mental health and shit like that, but OOHHHH that felt like a stab wound if someone rubbed salt in it

I know I couldn't have helped any of them when they were alone, so ultimately now I've required it as much as I can to make sure they know that they're not alone as long as I live.

And I know the a Spy or two, or all, might hate being taken care of in any sort of compacity because it makes them feel weak-

BUT! but but but-

I'd rather have people I know and now very much care about a lot alive and well.

And also they showed me a fuckton of kindness, so good luck getting rid of me! It's like when ya feed a kolbold in DnD, ya feed them once and you'll just NEVER get rid of them no matter how hard you try.

Anyways, just an appreciation post for @teamsoulfortress :]

Have fun trying to get rid of me, and if i get rlly (i tried so hard to spell it, originally spelled it like physifical 😭) philosophical about shit, ummm- try not to question it too much?... Yeah-

Not in the smoking it sense, in the sense that you just... Chew it.

Just take the weed and shove it into your mouth and chew.

Would it be more effective or-

Because what DOES weed taste like?????

I've never smoked in my life, because smoking is nasty for my lungs and I'd rather be smart with my money, mostly because I don't want bad lungs and would like to live longer.

Some sketches that I asked if y'all wanna see earlier. First sketch is about the memory I remembered a few hours ago, second one is just about how i miss my dad's. Been thinking about that drawing for HOURS.

Abstraction converse! I'd put Queenie instead or both just one on each shoe

FNAF. SHOES.

This combo. No reason at all. :3

Because YES. Also what r these types of converse called??? Can't find 'em

Just- YES. Why not?

Honorable mention!

me later

I need more beads to make ALL OF THESE.

Were the 15~ reposts of that one post intentional or

Bcuz I'm stalking your blog and I can't help but question it

THAT WAS AN ACCIDENT! I FORGOT TO DELETE THEM ALL EXCEPT ONE, I'M SORRY 😭🤣

Also why u stalking me? 😎🤏. 🤨🕶️🤏

None of them will probably see it anyways, but just making sure. Nobody sees my vent post anyways, we only here for ✨the silly shit✨ :3