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Your relationship with Toji Fushiguro was far from conventional.
Even at the best of times, you felt like all he did was take take take from you. Whether it was asking for money, ghosting you for sometimes days at a time, forgetting every birthday or anniversary...
You knew he loved you in his own way- but you were done.
But the problem was, he always found a way to make you come crawling back. Like a moth to a flame, a never-ending cycle. But this time around, heâd royally pissed you off. You told yourself there was no going back now, this was it.
You pace your apartment, furious, fists clenched, phone thrown across the room. And where was Toji? Nowhere to be seen- not for days. Not one text, not one call, like heâd disappeared into thin air.
Sure, heâd done this before- he was a lousy texter, but he showed up. The most heâd gone before without so much as contacting you was three days- âwork stuff.â Yeah, the job he swore up and down he had, but refused to talk about.
So what was his excuse this time? Six days had passed. No calls, no texts, nothing. Until now.
Toji doesnât knock, one way or another, he just lets himself in every time. The door swings open, the large man letting it carelessly close behind him as he paced towards the kitchen where you stood- still seething.
âHell no. Get out Toji, Iâm doneâ you hiss, pointing towards the door. Though deep down, you were relieved to see him- for all you knew, he couldâve been dead in a ditch these past few days. At least his handsome ass was still alive.
âWhat, yaâ not happy to see me?â he scoffs, leaning against the kitchen counter, stealing an apple from your fruit bowl before scoffing it into his mouth, the juice trickling down his chin. You slap the apple out of his hand, now stood inches away from him.
You were far from intimidating. In fact, Toji found it cute when you challenged him like this- like he couldnât just throw you over his shoulder in an instant. He was quite literally twice your size, and twice as dominant.
An infuriatingly casual smirk grows on his face, âSomeoneâs feeling bold. No dick for a few days nâ yer angrier than a drunk old man.â
You blood boiled.
âSo, first you disappear for six days, then you waltz in here like nothingâs wrong. And THEN? Then, you compare me to an old manâ you shout, attempting to shove Toji away, ultimately failing. He just stood there, unmoved and somewhat amused. Now you were just embarrassed- only adding to the redness of your face.
âStuff came up, doll. Lighten upâ he says, increasingly aware of how much heâs pissing you off right now- not that it particularly affected him. âMâ here now, gonna stand there and pout or lemme make it up to ya?â he says, stepping closer and placing one large hand on your hip.
Shit. Must. Break. The. Cycle.
You simply act on instinct, you want to pull him closer, feel his calloused hands all over you- no. You slap him clean across the face. He just stands there again, unphased and unmoved- like a fly had simply landed on his cheek. You slap him a second time, same thing.
He actually just seemed to be enjoying this.
âYou done?â he bores.
âN-No!?â you stutter, raising your hand to shove him again. Though this time, he catches your hand effortlessly, using it to pull you closer again. You look up at him, jaw clenched. Then, he grabs you firmly by your chin, leaning down and pressing a hungry kiss to your mouth.
Instantly, you melt into the kiss- hands clenching his shirt, silently fighting back. âI hate youâ you mumble. âI knowâ he rasps, picking you up and encouraging your legs to wrap around him as he places you down on the kitchen counter.
It was hungry, all teeth and tongue- animalistic hunger. His way of apologising without actually having to say it.
Panting, you pull his shirt up and off him, his mouth now exploring your neck- littering it with sloppy kisses and firm sucks. Your hands find his scarred chest, feeling the hard muscle- one of the many reasons, you seem to be incapable of prying yourself away from him.
Your cheap little tank top gets ripped off, exposing your breasts to his ravenous gaze. Your hand finds the hair on the nape of his neck, tugging on it firmly as he sucks your nipples into his mouth.
The sight, the sounds, it was filthy- desperate.
Once your breasts had been thoroughly lavished, your shorts are next to come off. Ripped off, more like. He pushes you back to lay on the counter, coaxing your legs atop his shoulders as he trails open-mouthed kisses down your stomach.
Years of knowing this man, touching this man, being incredibly angry at this man; and you still canât wrap your head around how big he is. Above and below the belt.
His tongue darts out once he reaches your cunt, licking a firm stripe up your slit. âTaste so fuckinâ goodâ he rasps, gripping your thighs as he starts devouring you. âAh!- I still h-hate youâ you stutter, throwing your head back blissfully, letting it hit the hard counter.
âYeah? Doesnât sound like itâ he smirks against your cunt, sucking your clit into his mouth extraaaaa hard just to make you squeal- just to prove a point. âAh! T-Toji" you moan out, fisting your hand in his hair as his tongue makes you see stars.
âKeep makinâ those pretty sounds fâmeâ he growls, pushing two fingers inside of you, curling them upwards perfectly to hit that sweet spot he seems to always locate so easily.
Your moans were now frequent, desperate. His fingers continuing to fuck in and out of your greedy pussy. âGotta get this tight little cunt ready fâme, yeah?â Toji rasps, his mouth against your clit as his quick pace and precision bring you to your peak swiftly.
He sucks your clit into his mouth again, the tension in your body snapping abruptly as both his fingers and tongue pushed you to your limit. Your sweet cum coats his chin and fingers, fingers that he licks clean whilst holding the filthiest eye contact with you.
How the fuck could you stay mad at that face.
Seconds later, Toji lifts you down from the counter, turning you around and freeing his cock from the confines of his pants and rubbing it against your dripping core. Youâre still recovering from your orgasm, your legs weak- Toji holds your hips firmly to keep you upright as he nudges his thick, leaking tip into your cunt.
Shit. Youâre supposed to hate him right now. Suddenly youâre gritting your teeth in anger again. Though admittedly, your head was partially still in the clouds from that orgasm.
âF-fuck youâ you hiss, still no real malice there. Hating him was truly just an uphill battle in your mind.
âIâm about toâ he grins sadistically, sinking his cock into your tight heat, giving you only seconds before pulling all the way out and slamming into you again. âFuck-â you whimper, feeling how his cock stretches you open as he begins to pound you mercilessly.
Your hands braced the counter for stability, your legs already threatening to give in at any moment.
âFeels even better than I rememberâ he groans, holding your hips bruisingly tight as he pounds your poor (lucky) cunt. âWouldnât be surprised if you forgot given you left for almost a weekâ you pant, smiling to yourself, mostly because you knew what was coming next.
One large hand leaves your hip, grabbing your hair and yanking your head back unforgivingly. He leans over your back, his breath hot against your ear- cock shoved further inside of you than you thought was humanly possible.
âThink youâre funny, donchaâ?â he growls, punctuating his sentence with a particularly forceful thrust, a strangled moan escaping you. He thrusts again, his grip tightening on your hair, âWhat? Done being a smartass now, huh?â he snarls, picking up the pace again.
Oh, you were in for it now.
âLetâs see how well you can sass me while ya screaminâ my nameâ he chuckles darkly, the scar on the corner of his mouth lifting. You thought he was brutal before? No. Toji was only just getting started with you.
He starts ploughing into your cunt like never before.
It was unlike anything youâve ever felt from him before, rough, unforgiving- but so fucking good. Sure, he makes you see stars every time; but this was heated. Each thrust somehow triggering every nerve in your body. The sounds leaving your mouth were unforgettable, almost embarrassing.
âFeel so fuckinâ goodâ he pants, delivering a sharp smack to your ass as he leans over your back to whisper into your ear again. One hand grabs your chin, pressing your cheek against his, âWhereâs all that fire gone, huh?â
âOh God, Tojiâ you babble, tears of pleasure leaking from your eyes and down your cheeks which he licks up filthily- your cunt leaking just as much.
He leans back again, gripping your hips hard enough to bruise as he bullies his cock into your pussy continuously- his skin slapping so hard against yours his lower abdomen was a faint red. âT-Toji, mâso close!â you cry out, your cunt fluttering around him as he pried another orgasm from you.
You thought the previous one was heaven? No. You simply tasted heaven, now, youâre actually there.
Lost in a haze of pleasure, your body weak and satisfied, he rips you from the counter, carrying you effortlessly to your bedroom nearby. He throws you carelessly onto the bed, immediately pushing himself back into your sopping cunt.
All seven point five girthy, veiny inches.
âMore?â you struggle, sweat beading on your forehead as he coaxes your legs over his shoulders, grinning down at you menacingly. âWhat, thought I was done with yaâ sweetheart?â
He looked as feral as the second he started, his cock twitching inside of you as he effortlessly found your g-spot, sliding his cock over it repeatedly, already making your legs shake again. âI c-can't a-ah!â you struggle, throwing your head back against the pillows, Tojiâs large hands holding your ankles still.
âYou willâ he commands, his hand now straying from your ankle to rub your sensitive clit in precise, fast circles. âHah-â you cry out, feeling another orgasm approaching- this one wasn't gradual, you didnât feel yourself grow closer.
It just happened. One second you were moaning in pleasure, the next you were squirting all over him. His cock, balls, chest, were coated in it. And he loved it. Pure evidence of how good he was making you feel, covering his sculpted body.
You had no words left, no coherent thoughts, he had truly fucked you dumb.
Then he leans in, your legs still on top of his shoulders, his eyes locked onto yours. âOne moreâ he grins, folding you almost in half as his cock continues to slide in and out of your sore pussy. You looked at him in disbelief, brows knitted. You shake your head rapidly, the sweat on your forehead mingling with his.
âOne more, Princess. Cmonâ he urges, pressing his lips to yours as he pleasures the deepest parts of you, his heavy balls smacking against your ass loudly. You pant against his mouth, your eyes squeezed shut as you rake your nails down his back in pleasure.
Toji bites your bottom lip, âLook at meâ he demands, âI wanna watch those pretty eyes roll back when you cum againâ he grunts.
And they did. So far back you feared theyâd never return.
Then finally, he snaps too, gritting his teeth as he spills his hot cum into your welcoming heat, the finale youâd been waiting for eagerly. âFuuckkk, thatâs my girlâ he praises, fucking you through both your orgasms, his pace refusing to slow yet. Not until you were both fully through it.
Youâd never seen nor felt so much cum. Youâd be thoroughly surprised if there was even a singular drop left to give.
âSo, how much do yaâ hate me now?â he pants lightly, leaning in to press a kiss to your cheek. You were still completely cock drunk, filled to the brim with cum, unable to push out a singular sentence.
gynecologist!shoko thoroughly examines you âËâč
1k words, shoko x fem!reader, fingering, cunnilingus, medical exam, orgasm, dirty talk, doctor x patient âŠ
you hated waiting rooms.
all the hushed whispers, the suspense of waiting for your name to be called, the bright lights that prove to be too harsh on your eyesâŠ
all of that suddenly didnât matter as soon as doctor ieiri came out of her examination room, calling your name. it also helped that she was stupidly attractive.
you follow her into the examination room, closing the door behind you and sitting down on the cold bed in the corner.
she had those tired, seductive eyes that almost had you blushing â soft, long brown hair that stopped just below her breasts. you could smell her shampoo from your seat, the sweet scent clouding your thoughts.
shoko has been your gynecologist for around two years now. each time you saw her, you silently admired her, trying to contain your highly inappropriate thoughts that worsened with every appointment.
surely she didnât notice that you were freshly waxed every time you had an appointment â or that sometimes you booked to see her for no good reason.
"how have you been? any problems i should know about" she says, voice raspy and somewhat bored, with a twinge of fascination. "iâve been okay, no problems," you respond.
shoko hums, stepping out of the room as usual so you can undress your bottom half, allowing you to get comfortable in the stirrups.
when she re-enters, she pulls a pair of blue latex gloves over her hands, rolling her stool between your spread legs before adjusting the lamp above her. "try to relax, iâm going to begin with an external examination as normal."
"okayâŠ" you say, a faint blush creeping up your face from your cunt being completely bare in front of her. you thought youâd be used to it by now.
shoko begins spreading your folds with two fingers, lightly pressing around the area, looking for any abnormalities. "hm. all looks good to me," she says, accidentally (not) brushing her thumb over your clit, "âŠperfect, even."
your breath hitches. "sensitive today, arenât we?" she observes, voice dropping an octave.
it was already becoming hard to ignore the throb of your clit, the ache inside of you â desperate to be touched properly by shokoâs skilled hands.
"so, no discomfortâŠhere?" she adds, pressing her thumb against your clit, making your body visibly twitch. you clear your throat. "n-no, doctor ieiri. not at all."
she laughs dryly, "weâve known each other long enough for you to call me shoko, donât you think?" you can feel your heart beating faster. "shokoâŠ" you correct yourself, tongue darting out to wet your suddenly dry lips.
shoko couldnât help but notice how sinful her name sounded in your mouth, how your slit began to glisten as she trailed her finger up it. "youâre wet," she purrs.
you swallow. hard.
"iâm sorry, doc," you pause, "âŠshoko, iâm not sure why my body is acting so strangely today," you lie, feeling betrayed by your own body.
shoko looks at you, tilting her head. "i think you do know why, donât you" she says, placing one hand on your thigh, soothing the soft skin with her palm.
before you can answer, she continues. "iâll begin with my internal examination now." you nod, bracing yourself as two fingers enter you.
the first few movements of her fingers were careful. professional. designed to ensure comfort and explore for any abnormalities. then, she begins moving them in and out of your cunt, slowly, curling them upwards with devastating precision.
she draws a long, breathy moan from you, feeling your body begin to relax. "good⊠youâre responding well," she says, her ministrations only making you wetter. needier.
"and how does this feel?" she adds, using her other hand to rub perfect circles over your clit, the latex and dual stimulation making you curl your toes in the cold metal stirrups.
"really â nmnnn â good," you moan, pussy fluttering around shokoâs lithe fingers. she continues for a few seconds longer before withdrawing her fingers, making you whine from the loss of contact.
shoko hums again. "poor thing. did you want me to continue?" she teases, professionalism long gone as soon as she heard your sweet moans.
you nod feverishly, propping you upper body up on your elbows, pussy glistening with your slick.
"lay back, sweetheart," shoko instructs, moving her stool closer, breath now fanning over your core. you gasp as she broadens her tongue, licking firm stripe up your slit.
she hums at the taste, both gloved hands now resting on your thighs. "so sweet⊠i shouldâve done this three appointments ago."
leaning in again, she continues teasing your slit with her tongue, tasting you, then redirects her efforts to your aching clit. she swirls her tongue around your little nub, then sucks it firmly into her mouth â watching you carefully to see how you respond.
"o-oh my god," you mewl, finally having your gynecologistâs mouth right where youâve craved it all along.
her pure skill left you lost for words, every flick of her tongue, every suck of your clit, had you silently begging for more â hips bucking against her face desperately.
"needy girl," she mumbles, now practically making out with your clit, alternating between sucking and licking.
you were already halfway to orgasm, needy whines increasing with every passing second. "feels so good, ahhnn â donât stop," you beg.
shoko inserts two fingers inside of you again, tongue continuing to pleasure your clit. "where are your manners, hm?" she tantalizes, massaging your insides like the professional she is.
"please â oh god â please," you pant, receiving a satisfied smile from shoko in in response. "good girl."
shoko quickens the pace, tongue lapping at your clit in hurried motions, fingers dragging through your walls even deeper. "youâre close, arenât you, pretty," she states â fully aware of the tension within you fraying, feeling your cunt contract around her fingers.
you nod frantically again, any coherent words or thoughts suddenly gone.
with a few more flicks of her tongue, you snap, moaning her name with a sharp cry, attempting to lock your thighs around her head.
shoko forces your thighs back open, making your body seize uncontrollably. "mm, stay still â there you go," she murmurs against your soaked folds.
she soothes you through the aftershocks with her tongue, fingers slowing, tongue coming to a stop once you were done. after withdrawing her fingers, she presses a firm kiss to your clit, watching your hips stutter from sensitivity.
your appointments are surely going to become far more regular than necessary.
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'dinner in america', but toji/ghost... yeah. i may have to lock in extra hard. feel free to suggest another character that you think would work for this.
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i cannot reccommend this movie enough, especially as an autistic person! if you want a better idea of what it's about, have a look at a plot synopsis (because im terrible at explaining things)
trailer park. dubcon/noncon. creepy socially inept simon. kitchen sex. predatory behavior. tattoo sleeves simon is canon. thumb sucking. breeding kink-ish. pulling the panties to the side is hotter than taking it off. all characters are 18+. DDNE.
You're pretty sure the dad you babysit for is a creep. Alternatively, he hates your guts, wearing a perpetual, nasty scowl as his eyes drop to your skirt's hem, replying only in wordless grunts. Of course, you're a self-respecting girl. You don't stand for any disrespect. You stick your nose up a little and keep away from him unless absolutely necessary, because the pay is good and Simon can't fire you because you're good at your job. At least, that's why you think Mr Riley hasn't fired you yet.
He owns a caravan on the edge of town, totally off-the-grid. Military guy sensibilities. Simon does what he does to keep his daughter safe, and you don't ask questions. It's a nice enough unit and bigger than the whole world when you're a 3ft tall three-year-old.
Your friends urge you to find another job the more they hear about this burly brute with tattoo sleeves you work for in the middle of nowhere, but at the end of another moping phone call, you find a 40% bonus tucked into the envelope with your pay and your fate is sealed.
The thought of him overhearing your qualmsâand worse, compensating you for itâmakes you feel bad, so you start to work extra hard. Leaving a plate for him from the meals you make for Beth, accompanied by sticky notes; seeing him out the door, etc... all in hopes you'll get tipped. Okay, maybe a conscience isn't the only reason for your good behaviorâthe financial incentives are great too. The tips keep coming, and your doe eyes only get sweeter. To you, it's good customer service, no flirtations involved. You're a professional, after all.
Simon, famously, is bad with social cues and sees more than there is in your hard work. Doesn't register that the extra sweet 'Good morning, Mr Riley,' and happy-faces drawn in honey on his pancakes only come with payments, not for his mean mug. It starts with casual touches: a hand on your shoulder while you chop Beth's veggies into bite-sized pieces, on your waist in passing. I mean, you're practically a hired wife at this point, so what's the trouble, right? You'd be the perfect mother for Beth.
âBeth's been calling you her Mummy,â he says it one day, all casual-like, hands busy with unlacing his boots. The lights are off save for a small lamp in the kitchen while you pack your laptop and charger into a slouchy shoulder-bag, the air humming with Beth's absence. You fuss with the zipper, the mechanism staggering. Simon pretends not to notice.
âI keep telling her not to--â A breathy laugh slips past your lipsâa nervous sounding thing. Your face burns up against all reason and you can't place your finger on what it is about that remark that makes you feel defensive. Surely you wouldn't think twice if somebody else said it, but a strange implication seeps in through the cracks of his noncommittal demeanor. There's always something just slightly off, slightly off-kilter when it comes to him. This is wrong, you think, before anything has happened.
âNowt to worry about.â He shakes his head dismissively and you fancy that he's almost good at pretending to be a normal person. A real person as opposed to a ghost. The leathery couch squeaks under him as he hauls his weight off, unfolding to his full height.
The zipper finally gives when Simon stops in front of you. Your lips part to say somethingâannounce your departure, maybeâbefore his long fingers tilt your chin up slightly. âYou'd be a great mother,â Simon says, evenly, like he's measuring the wordsâor rather, you. It's the first solid piece of praise he's given you thus far, and it disarms you just a bit after all the stonewalling you've been subject to.
As if sensing the casual shift in the air, Simon capitalizes with an off handed question: âEver thought about it?â
âAbout what? Having my own? Erm, no.â You wave your hands like the notion is ridiculous, laughing awkwardly. You're living on a babysitter's wages and busy getting your degree, a child has no part in the equation.
The way Simon eyes you says he has a different idea entirely. It feels wrong, knowing you have your whole life ahead of you, but he can vividly picture you barefoot and pregnant under that same sundress.
âI love working with kids, but I don't think I'll have a baby any time soon,â you ramble, sounding distracted as you back up against the counter. You know it's unreasonable, but a part of you would rather people-please than be downright rude, a smile tugging at your lips as you watch his hands warily.
You ignore the red alerts, telling yourself maybeâjust maybeâyou're wrong, and Simon is simply a well-meaning, harmless dad. But that's how you ended up here in the first place; you never let yourself truly read into the way he looked at you, never let it dissuade you from working hard, until now. You even stopped complaining to your friends weeks ago.
âHuh.â Simon nods in consideration, pretending to think for a moment. Your feet remain rooted to the spot as Simon's hands find the hem of your dress, teasing it upwards slightly.
âStop-â Your hand shoots to his wrist as the air hits your thighs, neither pulling nor pushing. Your soft fingers look insignificant next to his arm, pearly manicure to tattoo ink.
âCalm yer tits.â A wry laugh stirs the top of your hair, his shoulders crowding you against the countertop. âBeth's fast asleep.â
You can think up a few other reasons why this is bad business, though you have a feeling they won't hold up well.
Your hand goes slack against his as he reaches up your dress, a shiver rippling up your spine. âWe shouldn't-â You stumble against his chest as Simon languidly cups your ass, the heady scent soaked into his shirt flooding your senses until it blurs with the shameful pounding of your heart. âI don't...â Want this.
âYou're a little bird, ain't ya?â You meet his heavy-lidded gaze with bated breath as his fingers hook under your chin again, his thumb creeping to the edge of your mouth. The absence of warmth when his hand slips from beneath your dress leaves you almost wondering, before he cups your tits through the flimsy fabric in spite of your shock. âSpook easy.â
âCan feel your heart goin' like mad, y'know?â
For the first time, he speaks more than he listens. Grabs more than he hears your stubborn whines, his fingers stuffing your mouth, before his hands soon find other work. Insistent and cajoling. His meaty palms roam wherever they landâthumbs dragging over the hardened peaks of your nipples through your dress, one hand sliding down to hitch your leg around his waist. The dull throb behind his fly is a demanding ache, a gnawing hunger that makes Simon feel impossibly patient after months of watching you frolic around his home without ever tasting you.
Simon lets out a guttural rasp over you as your writhing body presses against his hard-on, teasing him through rough denim. âBloody hell.â He turns you by the waist and presses you against the countertop with a finality that draws a startled squeak from your throat. The noise dies at once. His daughter is asleep down the hall; the last thing you need is to make a scene. You swallow whatever words rise to your tongue, acutely aware of every sound in the trailer, jaw tightening as the counter edge nudges uncomfortably against your hipbones.
You blanch at the thick, hard bulge poking your backside, teething at your thumb nail skittishly. A sickening shudder rolls through you as his hips press forwards with a groan above you, lazily rocking you against the countertop.
âDon't make a sound.â
He'd been more action than words for the better part of the last couple minutes, but his voice seems enough to raise the fine hairs on your nape.
âYessir...â The words slur together as you slip your thumb between your lips, pink-cheeked. The little bob of your head is all Simon needs before he's freeing his cock from the zipper of his jeans.
The ascent of the thin cotton fabric feels impossibly heavy as he lifts the dress up your hips and settles it around your waist. The pad of his thumb traces your slit through the gusset of your panties, moisture darkening the fabric, before he hooks his fingers through the leg holes and bares your cunt to his eyes.
He clicks his tongue to himself meaningfully and tilts his head as if sizing you up while you suckle on your thumb under him, legs dangling over the edge of the kitchen counter. A sight for sore eyes deserves appreciation, and Simon has only ever known one way to show itâone that'd leave you sore come morning.
âNot so flighty now, eh?â Heat skims the edge of your ear as he speaks in a low drawl, and you almost miss the hitch in his breath when he pushes inch-by-inch into the heat of your cunt. âWho's a good girl?â
Your brows bunch together with exertion at the tight stretch as you peek back at him, all hapless with your lips puckered around your own thumb. You hesitantly slip your thumb from your mouth to speak, the words feeling dumb and embarrassing. âI-I am,â you mumble between soft whimpers sheepishly.
âYeah. You are.â Humiliation curdles low in your stomach at the sound of his amusement, a slick string of arousal dripping down your center. âLittle bird stops complainin' soon as she feels this big dick. You love it, don't you? Just need a paci to shut you up.â
Simon's fingers knead into your flesh with an ease that feels strangely intrusive, as though they have no business being so familiar with you. His calloused palm cracks against the swell of your ass before he bottoms out, your toes curling into the cool tiles as he fills you up. The counter's edge bites into your hips as he pulls back, almost all the way out, before slamming home without any give. Your palms scrabble against the laminate, searching for purchase as he sets a punishing rhythm, each thrust knocking the breath from your lungs in short, punched-out gasps.
He's effectively everywhere. One hand splays across your lower back, pinning you down, while the other finds your hair, gathering it at the nape of your neck in a secure grip, enough to keep you exactly where he wants you.
âThat's it,â he rasps, the words carried over the slap of skin on skin echoing through the kitchen's shadows. âTake it.â
Your knees wobble under you, but his grip on your hip tightens like a vice, holding you up, holding you open. The wet sound of him fucking into you fills the kitchenâobscene and rhythmic, drowning out your own muffled whimpers.
He leans over you, chest hot against your back, mouth brushing your ear.
âThought you could get away from me, little bird. Where you gonna go now?â
â wah wah y/n in a sundress ... y/n with manicured nails ... yes IK i've seen every tumblr post making fun of the cliches but this is what you get when the author (me) likes those things!! crucify me đ at least she's independent and educated!!
NOT PROOFREAD! i hatee the super rushed ending. also oops i realized i accidentally described reader as pink-cheeked in this, i usually avoid appearance descriptions but icba to edit it anymore. >_<
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Gojo lounged back against the headboard like he owned the entire fucking universe, phone held steady in one hand, that signature cocky grin stretched across his face. His blue eyes sparkled with pure mischief as he watched you straddle his pillow, already flushed and needy. "Look at you, baby," he purred, voice low and teasing, "so fucking desperate youâre gonna hump my pillow like a little slut. God, youâre gorgeous like this. Keep going. Show me how bad you want it."
You rocked your hips forward, the soft fabric of his pillow pressing right against your soaked panties, the friction sending sparks up your spine. Your clit dragged over the seam with every slow grind, the damp spot growing darker as your arousal soaked through. Gojoâs camera captured every secondâthe way your thighs flexed, the little gasps slipping from your lips, the way your back arched when you found the perfect angle.
"Fuck, thatâs it," he groaned from behind the lens, free hand palming the obvious bulge in his sweats. "Look how wet youâre getting my pillow. Such a messy girl. Keep rubbing that pretty pussy on it. Pretend itâs my cock, yeah? Imagine how thick Iâd feel sliding between your folds right now."
Your movements grew more frantic, hips rolling in tight circles as you chased the pressure. The pillowcase bunched between your legs, fabric clinging to your slick folds every time you lifted and dropped back down. "Satoru⊠please," you whimpered, voice already cracking with need. "Touch me. I need your fingers. I need your cock so bad it hurts."
He laughed, the sound rich and cruelly amused, still recording without missing a beat. "Aww, listen to you beg. So cute. But no touching yet, pretty girl. Youâre gonna keep humping that pillow until I say otherwise. Look at how your clitâs peeking out every time you grind forwardâfuck, thatâs hot. Keep going. Show me how youâd ride me if I let you."
You whined louder, grinding harder, the wet sounds of your pussy sliding over the pillow filling the room. Your thighs started to tremble as the pressure built, but it wasnât enoughânot nearly enough. "Please, Satoru," you begged again, eyes glassy, "Iâll be so good. Just let me feel you. I want your cock stretching me open. I want you to fuck me while you record it."
Gojoâs grin widened, but he stayed exactly where he was, phone steady. "Mmm, keep talking like that and maybe Iâll let you suck me off after. But right now? Keep riding my pillow like the desperate little thing you are. Imagine every ridge of my cock dragging over your clit instead of that fabric.
Bet youâre clenching around nothing right now, huh? So empty. So needy." He zoomed in slightly, capturing the way your hips stuttered when you pressed down harder, the way your slick left shiny streaks across the pillowcase. "Goddamn, you look so fucking hot like this. My perfect little pillow slut."
Your breathing turned ragged, moans spilling freely as you chased an orgasm that kept slipping just out of reach. Every roll of your hips made the pillow slide against your swollen clit, the friction maddening but never quite enough to push you over.
"Satoru, please," you sobbed, "I canâtâI need you. Need your hands. Need your cock inside me. Please touch me, Iâm begging."
He hummed thoughtfully, still recording every desperate grind, every twitch of your thighs, every broken plea. "Not yet, baby. Keep going. Youâre doing so good for me. Look at those pretty tits bouncing while you fuck my pillow. Imagine itâs me underneath you, letting you bounce on my cock instead. Would you cum all over me like youâre about to cum all over this pillow? Yeah, I bet you would." His voice stayed light, teasing, even as his own cock strained visibly against his pants. "Donât stop. I want to watch this later and jerk off to how fucking wrecked you look right now."
You kept moving, hips rolling in messy, frantic circles, the pillow completely soaked beneath you. Your clit throbbed with every drag, your walls fluttering around nothing, the denial making everything sharper, hotter, more desperate.
Gojoâs praise washed over you in wavesâ"Thatâs my girl," "Look at you go," "So fucking pretty when youâre this needy"âbut his hands stayed firmly on the phone, refusing to give you what you craved most. You were left grinding, begging, and dripping, completely at his mercy while he captured every second of your desperate, beautiful struggle.
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Lord Sukuna is not generous with his time, nor with his attention. In fact, the blessing of his gaze is a renowned rarity. Even the sight of his favorite servant perched and willing on his lap is not enough to draw his eye. Little does he know you have a secret hidden beneath your kimono reserved for his eyes only, something thatâs sure to capture his attention.
warnings. heian!sukuna, inappropriate use of Sukunaâs extra mouths, possessive behaviour, cunnilingus, petnames (literally), nipple play, nipple piercings, era typical violence, mentions of blood and war, servant/master, trueform!sukuna, powerplay, devotion, light degradation. nsfw 18+ mdni.
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The throne room was still, windows un-blinded to allow the cool morning light to creep lazily across the marbled floors like wayward fingers. Tendrils of light curled over incense vases and bronze sculptures, mapping the intricate carvings beneath their touch, the polished metal glinted richly in the soft light. It was quiet too, filled only by the occasional crisp turning of a page, and your own half muffled panting.
The King of Curses was sat atop his throne, hulking form relaxed and lazed into the great chair as if it were made for him - which of course, it was. The regal structure hand carved from white bleached ivory and wood stained dark with age, patterns woven into the grain with the finest threads of gold. In one massive hand he held a leather bound novel, another rested beneath his chin to hold the weight of his great head. The other two lay limp across either armrest, blackened nails tapping mindlessly along the patterned oak.
All four of his eyes were locked onto the tanned pages of the novel, tracing lazily along the script printed there. He was utterly still, the only movement was the steady rise and fall of his broad chest, and the periodic lifting of one hand which rested atop the throne, raised every so often to flip to the next page. His expression was a flat mask, and he spared not a single glance for you, even as the tongue peeking from between his softened abs continued to lap lazily at your bare cunt from beneath the spread folds of his kimono.
Youâd been perched atop his muscled thighs for what felt like hours without so much as a glance from him, entirely ignored by your lord, if you discounted the attention of his stomach maw, of course. Though at this point you considered it a separate being from him entirely, given its unadulterated enthusiasm for you. As if to prove your point, the mouth below slurped loudly between your trembling thighs in an obscene sucking kiss, and you choked back another feeble moan, biting your own tongue hard enough that you swore you tasted the sharp pang of blood.
With the next rush of pleasure you allowed your head to drop forward, eyes squeezed closed and brows knitted - maddened by his detached discipline. There was a time when you would have been horrified to be seen acting so shamefully before your lord. But having been permitted this small taste of paradise, you couldnât help but devolve to your baser instincts, left to the whims of your deepest desires.
With the next slick swipe of his great tongue, your eyes rolled back, and your head followed suit. You fell with the motion of it, hands grasping desperately at his knees where they were spread behind you, as if they could ground you. Your chin tilted skyward, throat bared and lips parted as you finally allowed a broken moan to escape you - unable to ignore the heat sizzling in your belly any longer.
With the realization of what you had done, you blinked your eyes open, the action feeling slow and sticky with the cocktail of pleasure and embarrassment pulsing through you. As your bleary vision came back into focus, you found that instead of reading as youâd expected, Sukuna was instead watching you now - concentration likely broken by your unashamed cry. With a sharp jolt of shock, you met his gaze - all four carmine eyes narrowed in lazy assessment, expression relaxed - bored, even. But there was something unnamed simmering behind his eyes, burning hot as dying coals.
Youâd usually have looked away already, feigned shyness, or diverted your gaze purely out of a mix of fear and sheer respect. But now, with the thrill of pleasure thrumming hotly through your veins beginning to feel an awful lot like confidence, you simply sucked in another shuddered lungful and held his heated gaze. He raised a single pink brow in reply, the edges of his mouth twitching in apparent amusement at your boldness.
âWhatâs this?â He mused, folding the book closed and abandoning it atop the armrest without bothering to spare it another glance, âfeeling bold today, are we?â
As if to test the limits of your newfound confidence, the slow lapping of his tongue ceased, replaced instead by the pointed tip beginning to trace your swollen clit in tight, practiced circles. The slick muscle swirled indulgently until he felt you shudder atop him.
âOr do you just long for my attention so badly that youâve stooped to blatant disrespect?â
Your hands tightened where they were gripping the thick expanse of his thighs for dear life, working wrinkles into the fabric as you leaned back on his knees to leverage the motion of your rolling hips.
âIâd only like for you to look at me, -hn-⊠my lordâ you managed, shivering as his tongue swiped once more in a particularly well placed lick.
âIs that so?â He drawled, eyes lowered in consideration of your modest attire, tracing the high neckline of your kimono - still concealing your entire abdomen despite the bareness of your lower half. âGive me something worthy to fix my gaze upon then, pet.â
The workings of his belly mouth didnât cease, it simply slipped down lower to lick at your slick entrance instead, leaving your clit glistening and bare. Twitching and soaked in spit - cooling to a plane of ice in the empty air.
You sucked in a long breath, then shifted enough that you didnât fall when you raised a trembling hand to loosen the band belted at your waist, then began to peel the kimono open. Sukuna said nothing further, simply watched through half lidded eyes as you worked the folds of fabric open, drinking in each new strip of skin as if he could sustain himself on the sight alone.
Your face flushed despite yourself, suddenly nervous beneath the intensity of his watchful gaze. Your hand was trembling as it slid down the valley of your kimono, parting the folded layers until your body lay bare in the crisp air.
Nearly bare, you should say, as a single piece of attire still clung to your form - a delicate harness of glittering chains so thin as to look akin to silken spider webs laced across your skin. The loops of shimmering gold were christened at each crossroad with a dangling jewel stained ruby red - red as his eyes, red as blood. The largest of the gems hung at the peak of either nipple, where the chain pierced through your pebbled skin, each bud encased in a glinting bar.
Though he hid it well, you didnât miss the subtle bob of Sukunaâs thick throat, or the way his lower set of eyes dropped to rake over the glittering peaks of your pierced nipples. His pupils were blown wide and black as night beneath his lashes, watching the light bounce off the jewels while you continued to rock your hips in a sultry sway.
âIs this to your liking, my lord?â You questioned in a helplessly breathy tone, chin lowered, lips parted as you panted softly at the sensation of your clit still kissing his slackened tongue.
The crimson of Sukunaâs eyes was nothing but a collection of thin fiery rings, suns eclipsed by black holes when he met your gaze again. A great hand lifted from its place atop the throne to instead finger the dangling rubies, flicking at them with a blackened nail, admiring how they were warm to the touch, tempered by the heat of your body.
âThese are the rubies pillaged from the settlement at the base of the mountain, are they not?â He mused, voice deceptively light, as though he were reminiscing on a particularly enjoyable memory.
His wandering hand abandoned the glittering jewels to instead loop beneath one of the delicate golden strings. He toyed with the chain, rubbing it thoughtfully between his fingers as he spoke.
âI destroyed it,â came his next proclamation, voice edged with something akin to pride, âslaughtered each soul and burned every building to ash. These jewels are all that remain of it, the very last shred of their history, their riches, their legacy.â
His thick fingers still twirling the chains between them suddenly went rigid, hooked tightly around the primary chain linking your decorated nipples, and your breath caught like a stone in your throat.
âAnd now my pet wears them atop her flesh like a prize.â
In a controlled motion he tugged his wrist backward, and a surprised cry slipped from your lips at the sudden sharpness. Jewels jingled melodically, and your nipples tugged taut, pinched tightly beneath the bite of the chain. He made a satisfied sound, a rumbled purr as he watched your spine arch into a sinful curve at the motion of his pulling. He gave a few exploratory tugs just to watch the gems glitter, beaming blood red droplets over the tender skin of your breasts.
âSo, you enjoy my spoils of war, do you?â He mused, watching the red stained light dance across your flesh, âshall I bring you the head of a slain warrior next time, so you may paint yourself in the last drops of their blood?â
He grinned then, sharp and animal, as if picturing the sight of your bare flesh marked in the remnants of his fallen foes. How would the delicate angles of your curves look bathed in red? The soft plumpness of your thighs, your breasts, smeared with the very essence of life? How would you react to such a raw gift? How would your pretty face contort when he lowered his head and licked every bloody inch of you clean?
His lower tongue swiped another devouring line across your twitching cunt, and you shuddered, eyes fluttering at the stark contrast between the wet heat of his mouth and the searing sting of his curling wrist. His grin widened at the sight, gaze swirling now with an evident and hungry interest.
âHow delicious.â
You exhaled a shaky breath when the pressure of his tugging eased slightly, head dizzy with the consuming sensation of his mouth still pressing sucking kisses to your lower half. Your shoulders curled a little more with each lave of his great tongue, collapsing in a subtly defensive posture, melting into him, into his touch. Another of his hands snaked up your spine, and you shivered beneath the sudden contact.
âYou dare to slouch before me?â He scoffed, and the hand petting at your hip lifted to instead pinch at the soft skin in a sharp corrective motion.
âAh!-â You cried, squirming as the chain pulled taut once more, tugging cruelly at your tender nipples until a stinging burn bloomed beneath the haze of pleasure.
Your spine straightened in an instant, forced upward and then some by the incessant pull of the harness. Your shoulders rolled backward, chest bare and raw nipples perked, glittering chains swinging lightly with residual thrums of motion.
You gripped his thighs now, arms outstretched behind you, forcing your tender breasts upward. The obscenity of the sight was not lost on him, in fact you could all but feel the way his heated gaze raked over your form. Eyes devouring each shudder, each twitching muscle, each jiggle of plump flesh. The way your nipples were bitten dark and swollen beneath the warmth of the golden chain, budded beneath the blood red jewels.
âMuch better,â he praised, finger still hooked tight, the way you might lead a wayward bull by the great brass ring poked between its nostrils. âNow, apologize.â
The worming tongue between your thighs, previously stroking teasing circles around your entrance, now began to prod. It was enough to have your vision turning glassy, and when his tongue finally pressed its way inside your weeping hole you choked on your next breath, and your eyes rolled skyward.
âOh, Iâm sorry, my lord,â you blabbered, lashes fluttering, âHah!- please, I beg your forgiveness. Please, mercy.â
Through the blackness you heard him chuckle, the sound was deep and dark and sticky sweet as spiced rum. Then came the delicate metallic jingle of the chain as he pulled again, this time in a steady rhythm - forcing you to ride his tongue in time with the curl of his wrist.
âCome now, you donât truly wish for mercy, do you? Your needy body betrays you, pet,â he accused. âI can feel the way you tighten, twitching against my tongue each time I pull on these little strings. Like a puppet being made to dance.â
He tugged again, not hard enough to risk tearing the chain, but firmly enough that the string pulled taut and another sharp pang of pain sizzled over your chest. The tip of him continued its mapping of your slick entrance, probing further inside until it hit something soft, and you gasped for the stinging stretch of the thick muscle.
âSo you enjoy it, then, hm? Being my little puppet?â
You could do nothing but nod in reply. Your mouth hanging slack, the thought of piecing together a coherent reply was an entirely foreign concept in the wake of the heady pleasure clouding your brain.
âHm, what a filthy pet Iâve procured,â he hummed, though he sounded undeniably pleased, âdance for me then. Unravel yourself on my tongue.â
Without thought, you lifted a hand to wrap around his neck - fingers curling tight into the soft tufts of hair at his nape, hips rutting slick and hard against the back half of his outstretched tongue. To your surprise he didnât stop you, or even scold you. In fact he was utterly silent, not voicing a single word of complaint, even when you abandoned his knee entirely in favor of wrapping both arms around his neck. Clutching tightly with trembling hands, using him as an anchor while you continued to grind desperately on his tongue.
âOh, my lord⊠Sukuna, Sukuna, SâkunaâŠSâk-hnnâŠ-ah-âŠ.â you echoed his name like a mantra, head tucked into the crook of his thick neck, panting hot and humid over the tattooed skin of his clavicle.
The motion of your hips was slowing to little more than stuttered humps, and your thighs burned even with the effort of that. Just as you were about to admit defeat, there was a sudden warmth, a solid pressure at your back - and to your surprise you realized it was one of his hands pressed to the curve of your lower spine. Another two slid over your thighs, thumbing at the bare skin there before he began rolling you along his lap in controlled, deep strokes.
âDisappointing,â he tutted, fingers splayed over your back, dipping beneath the delicate web of gold chain, âcanât even make yourself come without my assistance, can you?â
You were shaking your head before you could think better of it, âI canât, please help me, let me come, please make me come⊠mâlord please, I need you.â
âWhat pretty begging,â he murmured, and it was enough to send a prickle of goosebumps over your flesh, the words as close to praise as youâd ever heard from him, and directed at you no less.
His grip on your waist tightened as he nudged his hips upward, and with a choked gasp you found yourself sliding forward and pressed tightly against him, bejeweled chest flush with his own. With the newfound closeness, the lips at his belly pressed flat to your body and began suckling in a lewd kiss.
With a relieved sort of breathy sound you let your eyes flutter closed as you nuzzled into the crease of his throat, nosing at the strip of skin beneath his ear and breathing in his soft scent. He smelt clean, regal, like royal incense and the mix of herbs, oils, and delicate petals youâd decorated his bath with earlier that morning. That sole realization, that tiny claim was enough to have you clutching him impossibly closer.
His chest rumbled with an uncharacteristically soft chuckle, huffed through his nose at your sudden neediness. His grip on your thighs was firm, fingers hooked around the plump flesh, thumbs tracing circles into your hipbones as he pulled you against his belly tongue in a slow sticky sweet rhythm.
âCome on, try a little harder now,â came his sultry purr, whispered into your ear like a taunt, a provocation.
It was then that you felt it - the thick length pressing against your tailbone, throbbing against the curve of your ass each time you pushed backward. As if that werenât enough, before you could utter a reply, you felt the foreign brush of his nose, then his actual lips against your skin, and with a strangled cry you realized that he was pressing a hot open mouthed kiss to your throat.
It was embarrassing, really, the affect the entire ordeal had on you. But the slow press of his mouth, the nipping of his teeth against your delicate flesh all while you grinded against his lower tongue, it was enough to have you toeing the edge. And when his spare hand slipped across your bare shoulder blades to rest upon your nape, squeezing as if you were some wayward kitten, like you were owned - you were well and truly finished.
Your orgasm crept up slow, like the gentle curl of a wave, cresting overhead little by little until you found yourself enveloped - head shoved beneath the surface. He held you as you writhed, firm hands curled over your thighs, your throat, as your body wracked in rigid convulsions. His tongue, devoted as it was, drank in your spend - slurping and sucking greedily - feeling the way you twitched with residual little pangs of pleasure while you came down.
When the haze of your orgasm cleared you felt exhausted, shellacked with a sheen of sweat beneath the glittering golden harness. Sukuna's eyes remained on you, watching the rise and fall of your chest slow as your pulse settled back to a steady rhythm.Â
"Do I have your attention now, my lord?" You questioned, head tilted shyly despite your state.
"For now, pet,â he offered in a low chuckle, mouth splitting into a lazy grin.
His grip on your hips tightened, pushing you back until you felt the thick heat of him press between the slippery mess of your thighs. You gasped when the silky fabric grazed you, oversensitive in the wake of your climax. He rolled you indulgently over his lap for a few moments, letting your slick seep into the bulged fabric until it was painted dark and sticky beneath you.
You've been married to him for years. What you find in the shed makes you question everything.
Pairing: Husband!Sukuna x fem!reader
CW: character death, murder / homicide, gore (blood, injuries), body horror, psychological manipulation / gaslighting, toxic relationship / unhealthy relationship dynamics, captivity / imprisonment, Implied cannibalism, mutual obsession
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Ten years.
A whole decade.
Wasted.
You wear your wedding gift from him, always neatly tied or braided into your hair.
Ivory white and clean as a whistle. You kept it spotless.
A lace bow, with the most delicate trim and floral motifs.
Every day.
You loved Sukuna so much it hurt your heart at times, unable to properly show how much poured from your fingertips after touching his skin. Just a hug or a small kiss would have you flooded with love. All for him.
He was the same, you never knew any hardships when he was around, there to be a strong arm, a word that made you laugh, brightening your day. Never upset you, sure, he might be a bit rough around the edges, but you weren't perfect, either.
The purest kind of love and adoration, care.
Mutual obsession.
So when did it start going wrong?
Truthfully, you hadn't even noticed it. Nothing was amiss. Your mind about him is as spotless as your bow, your husband could do no wrong.
Nothing was wrong in your marriage, nothing had changed in your relationship.
But your surroundings were shifting.
Missing knives, but they were replaced with new, better ones a day or two after you began asking where they had gone. A safe tucked away in the closet, no clue what was inside.
"For our safety, sweetheart, you know how wild animals are."
Having to do more loads of laundry than usual. But Sukuna himself would do it, not letting you glance at his dirty clothes thrown into a pile in the middle of the hamper, reassuring you to leave it to him.
"Go rest, my flower. I'll handle it."
No questions about this odd tint of red around his fingernails that never went away.
Why was the shed locked shut?
The shed.
Just a regular tool shed, your husband kept his power tools and lawnmower there, nothing unusual for the house.
So why was it bolted shut day after day unless Sukuna strolled inside of it?
"Just working on some things in there, don't worry your pretty little head about it, alright, my doll?"
"You should be worrying more about watering the flowers instead of some junk in a rotting shed, my love."
Sweet words, easing your curious heart. He was a good man.
But you couldn't help yourself, could you?
Off at work, at least that's what your husband told you he was up to, not around to fill your ears with light whispers and reassurance of your growing paranoia.
It was starting to get cloudy outside, a storm rolling in from past the canopy of nearby trees. Your first sign not to step outside.
The second one was the lock on the wooden door.
You had the key, right?
Of course you did.
While searching for your slippers in the morning, you had peeked under the bed.
Taped on the underside of your husband's side was⊠something.
Now it was in your hands, your anxious, shaky hands.
Don't be nervous now, all you have to do is turn the lock.
Click.
You didn't reach for the handle yet, taking a shaky breath and shutting your eyes.
Sukuna wouldn't be mad, right?
No, no, he wouldn't.
The only way he spoke to you was through patience and gentle guidance. He'd just chuckle and show you what's inside himself, yes.
Manipulation and lies, sugarcoated to sound as tender as your flesh.
You didn't know, using that same feeling of safety to calm your nerves, peering at the door once again, your hand on the handle already, key in the lock.
Nothing to be uneasy about, it's just a shed with gardening tools and maybe some car parts. Stop feeling like you might get your neck snapped just by having a little look.
The door creaked open, louder than you would have liked. The treeline went silent after the uncomfortable noise. A third warning.
What you saw wasn't all that odd⊠the lawnmower in the corner, a grass trimmer, and a few shovels in a dark corner.
You stepped inside, leaving the door ajar.
The lamp in the middle of the shabby thing flicked awake after tugging on the string dangling down.
There was this faint smell of dread hiding behind the organization.
Your eyes flicked around, landing on the workbench at the far side. Your feet carrying you there before your brain.
A small jar of pulled teeth fell into your gaze.
Teeth?
The more you looked around, the items didn't seem so innocent anymore.
Thick rope and a few rusty saws tucked under the table.
Not rust.
Maybe the worst thing was a splotch of thick blood on the edge of a bucket filled with that same stench of impending doom.
It wasn't blood⊠just paint.
Your fingers reached out, you had to prove to yourself that it was nothing.
But the deep crimson stained your hand, the smell of iron hit your nose, and you couldn't keep the fantasy stable anymore.
Thunderclouds had hidden the sky completely outside, making the space darker than before.
The loud thuds of heavy raindrops hitting the tin roof of the shed rang through your ears, overwhelming your senses, hands trembling while looking at the glossy blood seeping into your nail beds.
You should not have left the door open.
"My flower, what are you doing in here?"
Sukuna had returned.
You snapped out of your trance, blinking and looking in his direction, hand reaching up to your head in search of the comfort of your lace bow, fiddling with it while watching your husband approach.
Rough hands cradled your face, gently checking if you had hurt yourself. Red irises did a horrible job of hiding his displeasure with you.
"You didn't harm yourself, did you? Oh my sweet girl⊠come here."
A hug, face smushed into the comfort of his chest. A steady heartbeat against your ear.
So he wasn't mad⊠good.
Your trembling hands clung to his back.
You couldn't see the way Sukuna's jaw clenched, nails itching to claw into your sides and squeeze you tight enough to have you pop.
"You shouldn't be in here. How about we go back inside and have dinner, hm?"
No questions about the key or your findings.
False safety.
Sukuna had taken you back in the house, sat you down, and helped heat up some food. It was silent while you ate, your fork barely able to cut through a soft vegetable, as the thought of the odd findings popped back into your mind.
"Sweetheart, why is your bow filthy? Messy girl."
Your fingers had stained a corner of it with the Incarnadine shade.
Scrubbing. Scratching, desperately washing both your hands and the lace, couldn't get rid of it.
You cried in his arms that night, gathered up in his chest, head lying against his.
Sukuna caressed your back, caressed your hair, and shushed you to sleep.
It was just a bow.
The truth was cracking from the seams everywhere you looked now. The house was lacking color, the dullness and real darkness creeping in from unlit corners. The ingredients in the pantry and the shelves in the fridge seemed to be rotten, tasteless.
Sukuna's face looked different, touching it made your skin tingle- as if it refused to connect with his.
Maybe it was because the romanticized image of him was losing its shape.
And maybe the fact that he refused to let you go outside.
No more garden work, too harsh for your puzzled mind.
The sun was too hot, even on a cloudy day.
You needed to relax, even after sleeping all day.
It was getting unbearable.
The front door was locked, the back door too. Sukuna was working in the study.
Trapped in your own safe haven, you needed to do something, so why not go down to the basement?
Your husband never said anything about the cold concrete box below the floorboards, knowing you were too scared to go there.
With nothing better to do, his logic was being proved false with every step you took down the squeaky stairs.
You found the light switch, getting a yellow, old hue illuminating the space.
Oh yeah, the freezers were down here.
Two, to be exact. Sukuna liked smoking meat and fish on sunny days, so you knew he used them to keep them frozen.
A little peek wouldn't do you any harm.
So what if your last gander took away your freedom to leave these walls? This was different.
As if.
The sound of the creaking steps had alerted him, no matter how slow you had gone.
Your tainted hands lifted the large hinged lid of the chest.
Just some plastic bags of red meat, parts of a pig, and venison. A large salmon head stared up at you from the side.
The eyes of the dead fish were gouged out.
The lid went back down, now wanting to see if the same contents were in the second one.
You should have stopped with the first one.
At first the same plastic bags stared up at you, what looked like minced meat and animal body parts.
Not that human hand though.
Sawed off from the bicep, a fleshy limb wrapped in the same plastic bag, but oozing crimson from the palm made eye contact with you.
The color drained from your face, doubling over and pulling the dismembered part out, your own arms shaking while looking at the frozen appendage.
Bile churned around in your stomach, a sour, watery taste taking over your mouth.
The stairs were still squeaky, making sound as heavy footsteps rushed down.
"Flower, what are you up to now?"
Once Sukuna's head went low enough from the upper floor, seeing the sight of you holding something you never were supposed to see.
Your hands dropped the bag immediately, clattering to the basement floor, a part of the bag opening, the smell of decayed flesh hit your nose once again.
"My angel, are you trying to get yourself in trouble again. It hurts me to keep you locked away, but if you keep fooling around, i might just keep you in one room and tend to you."
His voice was gruff, trying to sound smooth and caring, but it was clearly impossible to do so.
He tried to reach out to you, blunt nails touching your hair, easing you to step into his embrace. Just like any other time to have you calm down and trap you in his arms till he felt you'd deserve freedom.
His palm crushed your skull into his chest, Sukuna acting like he wanted to infuse you inside of his ribcage.
"Silly thing, must you keep poking your nose in my things?" He cooed into your hair, but you swore you could feel his canines trying to bite into the top of your head.
"We will go upstairs, watch a movie, and forget all about this-"
"No!"
You never spoke against him, so the sudden outburst had Sukuna's grip faltering, you shoved yourself off of him, looking more panicked than ever, not letting him worm his way into your logical thinking.
"Come back, you littleâŠ!"
You stumbled back, tripping over the same arm, trying to grab onto the freezer but it did nothing, crashing backwards with a thud.
Thankfully it only gave you a faint dizziness, scrambling up right after.
A tattooed arm wrapped around you, holding you tighter than before. He wouldn't let go now.
"You hit your head, my dear. It's bleeding. Maybe you shook your little brain back into place. I told you, we are forgetting about this and watching a fucking movie."
He dragged you back up the stair by your middle, not caring about you tripping over your own feet, not caring that you were looking at the melting limb on the ground and the image of pooling blood and peeling skin underneath a plastic sheen was the last thing engraved in your mind before the lights got switched off.
He sat you down, giving you a stern glare before disappearing into the bathroom to grab a first aid kit for your bleeding scalp.
The gash was above your bow, it still neatly wrapped into your hair, the thick red seeped into the middle of the ivory lace. Stained worse than before, just a few spots keeping the previous ivory color safe.
His fingers were gentle, parting your hair and cleaning the wound with stinging spirit. Your eyes blankly watched the subtitles flow as some old western movie played on the television.
You didn't dare look up, not wanting to see the cold glaze in his irises, knowing Sukuna wanted nothing but to take away your air and put you to sleep.
You weren't the one slumbering.
The only way you could end this nightmare was to snuff out the source.
It was past midnight, a large, full moon shining trough the tightly shut windows. Your bow hanging on by a few messy locks of hair, a bandaged wrapped around your skull with a red splotch on the back.
A knife, your favourite one to cut up fruit. The one with a pretty handle, engraved with both you and your sleeping husbands initials.
You stood over him, eyes almost bleary while watching Sukuna's peaceful expression. Like the day he asked for your hand, for the day he said he wanted to be yours. The day you bought a house together in the middle of nowhere.
If only you were strong enough, your breathing had turned shaky and bordering on gasping as your hand shook, unable to even process what you were about to do.
The last thing to give away your actions was a droplet, a salty and large teardrop rolling down your cheek and right on to Sukuna's lips.
His eyes shot open as if his senses were on high alert, an arm already reaching out to grab at you.
You didn't know what else to do besides listen to your mind- stumbling back and running as fast as you could.
Almost falling out of the bedroom after shoving the door open.
Sukuna didn't yell for you to get back. He was already chasing after you.
You couldn't hear a single thing, heart too loud in your ears- wanting to leap out of your mouth.
Glass shattered, sharp pain in your palms and legs while climbing trough the kitchen window.
Damp grass padding against your bare soles as you ran for the treeline, unable to breathe.
You don't know how far you ran.
Didn't know how long.
He caught up, he always did.
Why would such a silly girl like you think he had just let you go?
"My petal, where have you gone now? I can hear you."
It felt like he was right behind the tree you had hid, blunt nails digging into the handle of the knife you thankfully hadn't dropped.
You shut your eyes, holding your breath. But that was no use.
"My angel, come out."
Heavy footsteps approached, with no care stepping right past the thick bark of the tree.
A stab to the chest, your hands weak from fear but driven enough to push the blade right to his beating heart, ripping trough muscle.
Too shocked by your own action, the pain from the same type of sharpness slicing trough the side of your throat.
Maybe it was a bit romantic, the last time spent together, in each others arms, spluttering and struggling to breathe, buried in moss with a pale moon not even giving you the ability to see one another bleed out.
Sukuna had never kissed the top of your head as tenderly as right before his last breath.
"I love you."
Not like you could reply, blood filling your lungs and vocal chords sliced.
Already fading out together with the last beat of his heart.
The bow, the lacy thing no longer white, barely even recognizable by how much blood had been spilt.
Yoon's notes: hi guys sorry for the lame ass horror fic