furbear_027

So basically, I met someone I knew from my past after around 3 years and in person outside that institution. He was behind me at that time but after he went to another city we had a short contact that I actually doesn't remember at all.

But our break up I met him this time and am so confused about him. He is like what I am thinking asked about make out and all. Not directly but giving hints. I didn't felt uncomfortable though but yeah weird.

And after coming home he asked me on chat if I wanna go out in pvt with him next time.. And then the next day he didn't contacted me again.

Idk I am so confused about this and my feelings too. Like I do feel like making out is fine but it's my first time and I don't wanna just waste it since it's special. But again I fear that even if I do it and later regret then what?

The animals are getting hurt. Human greed is increasing with every second. Everything will end. And soon only humans will be alive and everything else will suffer. I wish I could do something but I know I can't. I wish everyone could die all together. The flood takes everything and everyone will it and let the grief and remorse of people flow with their existence. Because we all deserve it.

Am the equal participant in this crime too. I consume milk and milk products too. I am equally included in each and every milch animal's death too. I am the worst too..am included in this too.

Hope to earn enough to help each and every victim of humans.

And the first reaction of every indians parents are 'karcha baad jayega' on everything as if health is secondary and finances are first.

I wonder when patting animals and playing with them will get normalize among our society.

Today I just wanted to give some water to that poor dog but my mom jumped in as if that baby was just sitting to bite everyone. He was so cute and sweet. Moreover encouraged from my mom, another stupid uncle joined in 'Ye aajkal ke jaha bolna hoga vha bolte nhi ha bs ye bkwas kra lo'. I was like dude- 'hmre alawa is desh mein aur bol hi kon rha ha. Tum Sare bhude toh modi modi chila rhe ho'.

I felt so brutally crushed when my supported him and even after coming home, she got my dad to her side too when I ignored her, blaming me that I was wrong.

But I didn't settled and giving my mom silent treatment because as she said 'pyar apni jgah aur, discipline apni jgah'.

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