vampira

Hi all, 

I am going to start getting into digital art soon, I am wondering if you guys have any idea some of the best digital art apps/programs to use? Comment or message me. 

Change is like ripping your heart from your throat as it chokes up. 

When I finally decide to withdraw my longing, Change clings to me for a little while.

It pulls out a child that was hiding in my heart as it begs with an empty stomach. 

It wants to feel full. I know it wants to feel full and 

I wish I could be as full as the healthiest adult. 

But how can the adult be full, as once an empty child. 

I can't stagger at beauty if it wasn't my reality, 

I can't give more when I take twice as much

And I can't be a full adult after being an empty child. 

to have laughed as an empty child and to cry as an empty adult 

And to divulge into mindless self torture, feeling the pit of my stomach fold in on itself,

Change is like scrubbing a big red stain from your light colored underwear

So the smell of ovulation won't linger on your body for longer than it needs to. 

Like when looking in the mirror was easier, and you stuck to your roots. 

Change is acknowledging when you were wrong,