The Nesting Idol

I’m going back to sleep. Don’t message me unless the fucking world is ending. If I want to talk, I’ll message you myself. I’m so sorry, Averi. I’m so fucking sorry.

Either way, I’m too tired to give a shit. If your plan was to make me suffer even more for ruining one of your experiments, you succeeded. I hope you choke.

Hopefully I’ll drink myself into oblivion before this tournament ends. Maybe then Prime will let me stay dead. I’m not useful to him or anyone else like this. No point in keeping me alive if I’m just gonna drink and mope.

I failed the most important person in my life, and now she’s gone. I give up.

Been feeling exhausted lately. Everything is too tiring and overwhelming to deal with. Sorry if I haven’t been talking to you lately. I always feel like I’m being watched. Please feel better soon.

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I can barely stand to listen to this

I’m so sick of being treated like a goddamn ticking time bomb. I’m not VOICES, and VOICES isn’t me. 

Sorry for avoiding the chat, but I think I need to stay as far away as possible. I really don’t feel like talking to anyone right now.

I think I’ve made my decision