3 in a month, this is great pain i am facing and i know i am not alone but it is beyond what i can ever imagine. When i heard about Phumlani i was terrified and sad, next thing Mosko is dead...i just asked my self why?? but why oh Lord?? When i thought that could be it they told me Bibo is dead. :"( This is way passed the point of being just broken hearted... my dearest friends and all i can live with now is memories of them. Phumlani - The last time i saw him was when i was at a restaurant with my sister and friends and he offered us drinks as he was working there, that was the last time i ever saw his handsome face and worked with him a bit at the school library. Mosko - The last time i saw my tall basketball mate and friend was when i went to visit my friend Nolwazi and her Hubby to go see their baby... Mosko and Gift were there as well so Lwazi and myself chilled in her room talking and laughing as it was long since i had seen her...the guys were busy playing PS in the lounge... when i left his last words were bye Tasha cause everyone said bye and he didn't, i asked if he wouldn't say bye and he said "Bye Tasha" :'( Bibo - Now this was my buddy fo'real ...last time i saw him was long but we would always talk via Facebook and he'd always call me nana...always leaving me a text to hala or ask me something and the last time we spoke was when he said he wanted to come live with me and i said " lol hai wena" he went "I'm serious" i then said but i'm with ma dad and he said " lol okay then be my second wife" and i was like lol and why do i have to be second best... cause we'd always talk. I miss him now!! and so much. I can only imagine what his girl is going through and i swear it left me a very huge whole in my heart. I can't stop thinking about them and just the fact that they are gone for good :'( life is some mystery really. May your souls rest in peace my friends, i will forever love you guys will always live in my hearts and souls forever, i'm sure i'll see you guys some day one day i don't care when but i will...I'm torn!! :( *Crying*