solitude admirer

-As Sahir Ludhianvi said

I lost the person who truly protected me, the voice that guided my days, and the "home" I felt within his presence.The grief is years old now, yet it still weakens my bones.

Missing you is not a moment-it's a lifetime.

اور جن سے عیدیں ہوا کرتی تھی، وہ قبرستان جا بسے

I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

But in Urdu: Ap mujh se shadi karengi? Dekhen na toh mai mazaq kar raha hon or na hi mera iradah flirt karne ka hai. Mai pori sanjeedgi se ap ko propose kar raha hu. Ap ko ye sab ajeeb lag raha hoga magar mai request karta hu ke please ap is bare mei soch kar jawab dijiyega mujhe jawab janne ki koi jaldi nahi hai. Ap chahen to kal jawab den, parson den, ek hafte bad, ek sal bad, das sal bad ya qayamat ke din tak. Mai yahin library mei ap ke jawab ka intezar karunga. Ap kitabein padha karti aur mai ap ko. Ek bat kahu, mene ap se pehle kabhi kisi ko nhi padha, aur apko toh lagta hai hifz kar liya hai, kyun ke jab se mene ap ko hifz kiya hai khud ko bhol gaya hu. -Wajdan

Hazaaron mashgaley hain jo mujhe masroof rakhte hain magar Mohsin woh esa hai ke phir bhi yaad aata hai.

sham-e-ummeed bujh gai ho kya!